my parents just want this dirty devil stalking rapist to get lost and all the people abusing us to get lost and stop hurting us. I was sexually abused for 10 years. sometimes I can only hope that others suffer that and their own kids to see how it feels, experience the poverty, loneliness, silent abuse, the constant abuse and put downs as a child and adult and no love life at all or employment or rights. see how it feels and suffer for your sins. because those south sea women who were abusing me from nz etc at that church, they are the shameful people. they are the war mongers and cannibals and head hunters. they are not peaceful people at all. nor are the africans or asians or indians, arabs or american indians and south americans. they are taking our culture from us and giving white dollar and white house to them, white religion to them, and what do we get in return? they didn't own any country before any white people. its hard to say who were truely the first humans on this earth and if it was all joined up then we all belong here. so stop all the land rights shit. I should get land rights in england and ireland and scotland and parts of europe like france and germany and hungry and god knows? I am done with recycled crap about black people so bad off when they have always been represented by elites and had money and their tribal zulu stuff. you been lied to shake yourself out of the lies . the generational curses are on them for their warring and cannibalism which is worse then what ever i did. everyone I speak to supports me on this issue that i am not to blame about what happened when i was a child. everyone i talk to, lawyers, police, doctors, churches, therapists and just average people.

my parents just want this dirty devil stalking rapist to get lost and all the people abusing us to get lost and stop hurting us. I was sexually abused for 10 years. sometimes I can only hope that others suffer that and their own kids to see how it feels, experience the poverty, loneliness, silent abuse, the constant abuse and put downs as a child and adult and no love life at all or employment or rights. see how it feels and suffer for your sins. because those south sea women who were abusing me from nz etc at that church, they are the shameful people. they are the war mongers and cannibals and head hunters. they are not peaceful people at all. nor are the africans or asians or indians, arabs or american indians and south americans. they are taking our culture from us and giving white dollar and white house to them, white religion to them, and what do we get in return? they didn't own any country before any white people. its hard to say who were truely the first humans on this earth and if it was all joined up then we all belong here. so stop all the land rights shit. I should get land rights in england and ireland and scotland and parts of europe like france and germany and hungry and god knows? I am done with recycled crap about black people so bad off when they have always been represented by elites and had money and their tribal zulu stuff. you been lied to shake yourself out of the lies . the generational curses are on them for their warring and cannibalism which is worse then what ever i did. everyone I speak to supports me on this issue that i am not to blame about what happened when i was a child. everyone i talk to, lawyers, police, doctors, churches, therapists and just average people.
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