but you don't understand what I can't do for myself is not available to me. I can't make someone I love, love me. I can't love someone I don't love. I don't know how people get others to love them. I have no perception of that concept because I have been celebate most of my life and I walk away quick once someone says they don't like me. I just don't go back. I don't understand their silly little pathetic games and can't related. you either do something or you don't, one or the other. I don't have time to muck around, I get very bored easily with indecisive stupid people. and there are so many stupid dumb people out in the world now. its only bitches who win. you literally have to be a bitch to win in this world my dad used to say that to other business people when he was in politics and they would say no, you don't, the truth is you have to be a bastard to win in politics and anything in this world. you have to be a psychopath. you can't have rationale and love at the same time. it just doesn't go together. the most successful people in romance are the biggest con artists and frauds and most are vomit ugly. what would have made a rut pig shit scum with crocked teeth seriously think I wanted to be with a loser like him? leigh morris is to blame for that and I wish I could murder her. she deserves to be publicly exicuted for that. why do spastic rut losers with no personality married and ugly bald fat short and retarted seriously think single virgins would want them. because they don't. the other young single attractive men don't get off their cunt holes to do a thing to meet the single women and they are the idiots.