i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers cottage that had a fireplace and we would go do our own digs and find old pharmacy brown bottles under the house and I was always watching old vintage films from agatha christie and old movies and my mum bought me some books on monroe and hayworth and I would do my hair like that in the 1990s as a teen and people thought i was weird I guess cuz I was not living a sexual condom let all hang out lifestyle like other uni students and I was watching bill collins classics and loved film noir lectures at class and reading a lot. I wish I had met more people into what I liked. even now I can't seem to find those people. i collected a lot of diana things and make up and go to op shops for old furniture to do up and revibe up, and i was more decisive then and choosi about tastes and wants compared to now. but I have a more definded wardrobe now and value system was high then as well and young men were not chasing me the way I wanted them to.

i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers cottage that had a fireplace and we would go do our own digs and find old pharmacy brown bottles under the house and I was always watching old vintage films from agatha christie and old movies and my mum bought me some books on monroe and hayworth and I would do my hair like that in the 1990s as a teen and people thought i was weird I guess cuz I was not living a sexual condom let all hang out lifestyle like other uni students and I was watching bill collins classics and loved film noir lectures at class and reading a lot. I wish I had met more people into what I liked. even now I can't seem to find those people. i collected a lot of diana things and make up and go to op shops for old furniture to do up and revibe up, and i was more decisive then and choosi about tastes and wants compared to now. but I have a more definded wardrobe now and value system was high then as well and young men were not chasing me the way I wanted them to.
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