my lies have lead to the deaths of thousands

I sorta run this big organization, uh, well, my staff really runs it all, but I'm the head chief. Well, we took over the prior management by creating this fake crisis... and then we had to continue the whole thing... it led to us, um, putting alot good people into harms way, and then things got out of hand, really out of hand. Now everyone hates me, and I my staff has become really scary, and... I think that my adminstration may have ruined our whole, um, shareholder's commitment to our management team... Plus, I think I'm probably going to hell for all this mess...