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Confessions about 'Bu'

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my depression is breaking me inside, no one knows.

my depression is breaking me inside, no one knows.

Abuse

once she does something once and she remembers you can't make her do things but my other boy cat was not worried about the cage but our wild cat attacked my mother when she tried to get her in the cage to go to the vet hospital for teeth cleaning. now I don't know what to do but try the chicken wings. I am worried to give them general anaesthetic and believe vets should know and have a less invasive and cheaper way to remedy teeth issues, if they are so clever provide something sensible, the more time you put them under the worse it is for them as they age as well. I don't trust new anaesthetics or some vets. a cheaper easier method is the answer, like a calmative or sedative pill and using some quick cleaning natural method.

once she does something once and she remembers you can't make her do things but my other boy cat was...

Abuse

When I was a kid, I made my younger cousin collect her shit in a bowl and I would jerk off and eat it. sometimes I would smear it all over her and have sex with her while covered in her own shit.

When I was a kid, I made my younger cousin collect her shit in a bowl and I would jerk off and eat i...

Love, Abuse, Blasphemy, Sex

I’m somewhat dating one if my close friends, and practically everyone we mutually know supports it, except for one of my other friends. She’s constantly flipping between telling me she wants ne happy and expressing her thoughts that she doesn’t Think it’ll work cause were good friends, and a breakup would ruin it. Thanks for the confidence vote. Anyways, our little group is pretty tight knit, and we all text each other stuff and have our own conversations, which is all nice and all, and we keep things relatively private cause it’s our conversations, not everyone else’s. It becomes a bother when she tells me what they text each other. I mean, I don’t need to know that he said that if he and I don’t work out he’ll take you to prom, and your deep down selfish desire to go to prom. I love her and all, but at times it feels like she wants to sabotage whatever relationship may come to be. We’re not officially dating, but I’m human, and I get jealous and territorial. If you two joke like that, I’m fine with it, as long as I don’t know about it. It just hurts, cause I really care about him, and want us to work, but I’m just tired of her implying that but won’t work.

I’m somewhat dating one if my close friends, and practically everyone we mutually know supports it, ...

Abuse

I was sexually assaulted at church by group of black girls, and I am a girl.

I was sexually assaulted at church by group of black girls, and I am a girl.

Abuse

I matter, remember that!

I matter, remember that!

Pride, Abuse

there are few good drs like DR F around who actually do care about the patient!

there are few good drs like DR F around who actually do care about the patient!

Abuse, Hate

i have known i have had a heart condition since the age of 19 but no one but the gp at the time i was seeing took it seriously, no one but him has taken my health needs seriously.

i have known i have had a heart condition since the age of 19 but no one but the gp at the time i wa...

Abuse, Hate

i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth cleaned and eye surgeon appointments. where do these people think the money comes from ? fucking snowflakes? i didn't want this poverty life with no husband, no degree no children no job, no income in this house and no friends no way out of suffering and mysery and you expect me to smile and be happy and you can't see i need something out of life while all these whores have kids and husbands and cars and all they ever do is look down at me as if I am scum dog when they are just spoilt drunken sots.

i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth clea...

Pride, Abuse

my counsellor told me to tell churches and people who hurt me to fuck off!

my counsellor told me to tell churches and people who hurt me to fuck off!

Abuse

Internal Server Error The server encountered an internal error or misconfiguration and was unable to complete your request. Please contact the server administrator to inform of the time the error occurred and of anything you might have done that may have caused the error. More information about this error may be available in the server error log. Web Server at noteful.info SQL Exception Error Details File Error Index #: 0 Source: .Net SqlClient Data Provider Class: 17 Number: 1105 Procedure: AddEventLog Message: System.Data.SqlClient.SqlException (0x80131904): Could not allocate space for object 'dbo.EventLog'.'PK_EventLogMaster' in database 'note_plesk_db' because the 'PRIMARY' filegroup is full. Create disk space by deleting unneeded files, dropping objects in the filegroup, adding additional files to the filegroup, or setting autogrowth on for existing files in the filegroup. at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlInternalConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.ThrowExceptionAndWarning(TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean callerHasConnectionLock, Boolean asyncClose) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.TryRun(RunBehavior runBehavior, SqlCommand cmdHandler, SqlDataReader dataStream, BulkCopySimpleResultSet bulkCopyHandler, TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean& dataReady) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.FinishExecuteReader(SqlDataReader ds, RunBehavior runBehavior, String resetOptionsString) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReaderTds(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, Boolean async, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite, SqlDataReader ds) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReader(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, String method, TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.InternalExecuteNonQuery(TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, String methodName, Boolean sendToPipe, Int32 timeout, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.ExecuteNonQuery() at PetaPoco.Database.Execute(String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Int32 timeout, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.SqlDataProvider.ExecuteNonQuery(String procedureName, Object[] commandParameters) at DotNetNuke.Data.DataProvider.AddLog(String logGUID, String logTypeKey, Int32 logUserID, String logUserName, Int32 logPortalID, String logPortalName, DateTime logCreateDate, String logServerName, String logProperties, Int32 logConfigID) at DotNetNuke.Services.Log.EventLog.DBLoggingProvider.WriteLog(LogQueueItem logQueueItem) ClientConnectionId:3b660cee-b1d2-4018-adf3-9a714ad05e48 Error Number:1105,State:2,Class:17 SQL Exception Error Details File Error Index #: 0 Source: .Net SqlClient Data Provider Class: 17 Number: 1105 Procedure: AddEventLog Message: System.Data.SqlClient.SqlException (0x80131904): Could not allocate space for object 'dbo.EventLog'.'PK_EventLogMaster' in database 'note_plesk_db' because the 'PRIMARY' filegroup is full. Create disk space by deleting unneeded files, dropping objects in the filegroup, adding additional files to the filegroup, or setting autogrowth on for existing files in the filegroup. at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlInternalConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.ThrowExceptionAndWarning(TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean callerHasConnectionLock, Boolean asyncClose) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.TryRun(RunBehavior runBehavior, SqlCommand cmdHandler, SqlDataReader dataStream, BulkCopySimpleResultSet bulkCopyHandler, TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean& dataReady) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.FinishExecuteReader(SqlDataReader ds, RunBehavior runBehavior, String resetOptionsString) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReaderTds(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, Boolean async, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite, SqlDataReader ds) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReader(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, String method, TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.InternalExecuteNonQuery(TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, String methodName, Boolean sendToPipe, Int32 timeout, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.ExecuteNonQuery() at PetaPoco.Database.Execute(String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Int32 timeout, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.SqlDataProvider.ExecuteNonQuery(String procedureName, Object[] commandParameters) at DotNetNuke.Data.DataProvider.AddLog(String logGUID, String logTypeKey, Int32 logUserID, String logUserName, Int32 logPortalID, String logPortalName, DateTime logCreateDate, String logServerName, String logProperties, Int32 logConfigID) at DotNetNuke.Services.Log.EventLog.DBLoggingProvider.WriteLog(LogQueueItem logQueueItem) ClientConnectionId:3b660cee-b1d2-4018-adf3-9a714ad05e48 Error Number:1105,State:2,Class:17 SQL Exception Error Details File Error Index #: 0 Source: .Net SqlClient Data Provider Class: 17 Number: 1105 Procedure: AddEventLog Message: System.Data.SqlClient.SqlException (0x80131904): Could not allocate space for object 'dbo.EventLog'.'PK_EventLogMaster' in database 'note_plesk_db' because the 'PRIMARY' filegroup is full. Create disk space by deleting unneeded files, dropping objects in the filegroup, adding additional files to the filegroup, or setting autogrowth on for existing files in the filegroup. at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlInternalConnection.OnError(SqlException exception, Boolean breakConnection, Action`1 wrapCloseInAction) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.ThrowExceptionAndWarning(TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean callerHasConnectionLock, Boolean asyncClose) at System.Data.SqlClient.TdsParser.TryRun(RunBehavior runBehavior, SqlCommand cmdHandler, SqlDataReader dataStream, BulkCopySimpleResultSet bulkCopyHandler, TdsParserStateObject stateObj, Boolean& dataReady) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.FinishExecuteReader(SqlDataReader ds, RunBehavior runBehavior, String resetOptionsString) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReaderTds(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, Boolean async, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite, SqlDataReader ds) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.RunExecuteReader(CommandBehavior cmdBehavior, RunBehavior runBehavior, Boolean returnStream, String method, TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, Int32 timeout, Task& task, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.InternalExecuteNonQuery(TaskCompletionSource`1 completion, String methodName, Boolean sendToPipe, Int32 timeout, Boolean asyncWrite) at System.Data.SqlClient.SqlCommand.ExecuteNonQuery() at PetaPoco.Database.Execute(String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Int32 timeout, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.PetaPoco.PetaPocoHelper.ExecuteNonQuery(String connectionString, CommandType type, String sql, Object[] args) at DotNetNuke.Data.SqlDataProvider.ExecuteNonQuery(String procedureName, Object[] commandParameters) at DotNetNuke.Data.DataProvider.AddLog(String logGUID, String logTypeKey, Int32 logUserID, String logUserName, Int32 logPortalID, String logPortalName, DateTime logCreateDate, String logServerName, String logProperties, Int32 logConfigID) at DotNetNuke.Services.Log.EventLog.DBLoggingProvider.WriteLog(LogQueueItem logQueueItem) ClientConnectionId:3b660cee-b1d2-4018-adf3-9a714ad05e48 Error Number:1105,State:2,Class:17

Internal Server Error The server encountered an internal error or misconfiguration and was unable t...

Abuse, Hate, Hacking

fuck off churches. fuck off! fuck off ... how dare you, expect of me! fuck off ! JUST FUCK OFF! I'M DONE WITH YOUR ABUSES.

fuck off churches. fuck off! fuck off ... how dare you, expect of me! fuck off ! JUST FUCK OFF! I'M ...

Abuse

I am made to feel a failure in every way, I am supposed to give up my all for everyone else and I am sorry that I can't anymore. I have needs too like to be loved and to give love and with someone better then ken and those dirty comedians who abuse I have reported to police for stalking.

I am made to feel a failure in every way, I am supposed to give up my all for everyone else and I am...

Abuse, Hate

I am not tolerating abuse from anyone anymore. I have complained about gordon powers and a group on makefriends.com and supportgroups.com and other websites to police who were abusing me. stop abusing me or else. I have done nothing to anyone. I am not a pedophile, I am not a druggy, I am not gay or into swingers, I am not a satanist, I am not into drugs and weirdo carry on. I am not into incestuos relationships, I don't steal and I don't cheat, I don't break the law. end of story. I have done nothing wrong, when I was ill I was mentally abused by that sicko bunnypoeta and I want nothing to do with him. the guy/girl or whatever it is is not normal and is a satanic cult leader. I dont want to mix with people who act like that threatening me with all kinds of violence and threats of abuse. I don't want to know my neighbors and oakes or rev marilyn and I reported that to police also. for attempting to murder me and the police take it very seriously.

I am not tolerating abuse from anyone anymore. I have complained about gordon powers and a group on ...

Abuse

you stop abusing me you retarted creepy warlock sicko pedo creepy freak! stop abusing me scown or else, I have already reported you to police for abuse and stalking and helping others to abuse me. now stop abusing me you dirty fat creepy loser melomaniac nutter.

you stop abusing me you retarted creepy warlock sicko pedo creepy freak! stop abusing me scown or el...

Abuse, Hate

like number 1 bayside family christain church allow drugs to be sold on the premises that fucking spastic asshole wanker paster there is a complete fucking idiot moron rude arrogant loser biker who should be up and hit over the face for abuse. the man is unstable a nutcase and he has been stalking me abusing me getting people to abuse me and police know all about him and his drug trade and games and lies and pedo dirty act. he is a ugly loser I don't want to know. he is not a christain he is a very violent rude corrupt sicko running a ego show for himself.

like number 1 bayside family christain church allow drugs to be sold on the premises that fucking sp...

Abuse, Hate

if I don't get the things I want I am going to make a lot of people pay and abuse a lot of people. you can be promised of that.

if I don't get the things I want I am going to make a lot of people pay and abuse a lot of people. y...

Abuse, Hate

I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choices that I think will be helpful and I read the advice labels etc and panic and I think later why am I constantly making what seems like good or sound caution and safe decisions most of the time but for a few which I do think were done completely irrationally in a state of shock, fear and phobia, why does most of my more seemingly logical cautious decisions end up looking stupid later, like I thought I was doing the right thing going to therapy when the issues arouse as a teen and at university and now realise I should have just projected my problems on to others unconsciously and bashed girls to get men and got drunk and gone out to night clubs more not been so cautious, and all the pharmacy and legal and business and allied health certificates etc just been a waste of time like university was. its strange that not many man valued what I value and they didn't think "well she is worth dating" I am confused!

I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choice...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

when the bayside family christain church said to me I had to do penance for my part in being abused as a child and this was said by a maori women (assuming one who sees herself as some authority on the matter or vested church disciple of soul authority as some black elder) I figured if they want to play niggar games with me and act as my elders they will be duely told that they are not and I am white and not maori however if so be it that one must do penance and pay their dues to the world and god and all asunder I should think I have done so long ago and might suggest that those niggars look in their own back yard first and stop making false claims about my grandfather as a meal ticket at my expense. its not up to them when I am allowed to marry and have the things I want - otherwise it may have to go to some referendum publicly or something for everyones opinion on the matter!

when the bayside family christain church said to me I had to do penance for my part in being abused...

Abuse, Hate

when the people the elders and others in the church and govt etc say I am allowed to find a nice husband and marry and have a baby and things then that is when I will be allowed to have those things so basically I am waiting on them to allow me these rights so if I don't have their wished and consented approval to do those things you will know and I will not have or will have them. its in other peoples hands me being allowed to have those things I want.

when the people the elders and others in the church and govt etc say I am allowed to find a nice hus...

Abuse, Hate