Confessions about 'Bu'

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mum said if she was ignored and abused like me she would be rude and abusive and ignorant to a lot of people and she understands why I want nothing to do with relatives who abused me and caused all this to happen to me. mum said she doesn't want to know them if they have done this to me. they should pay she said.

mum said if she was ignored and abused like me she would be rude and abusive and ignorant to a lot o...

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mum said I have a right to jealous and angry about not being allowed a husband and career and children and I should not have been bullied by a lot of people. mum said I have a right to be hurt and angry and as jealous as I want to be, she said she is herself of others for me as well.

mum said I have a right to jealous and angry about not being allowed a husband and career and childr...

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most mornings lately I am either up at 4am eating breakfast then go back to bed til 9am, or I sleep in til 9am eat breakfast study all day and have a sleep around 2pm for about 1hr cuz I am just so tired a lot. then exercise at 4-5pm and then study again til 10pm and sleep

most mornings lately I am either up at 4am eating breakfast then go back to bed til 9am, or I sleep ...

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out drugging again tony with your retarted olympic physio slut gays like so what ! that is when I woke up your a meglomanic freak no hoper probably into steroids and drug deals and god only knows to keep the church going.

out drugging again tony with your retarted olympic physio slut gays like so what ! that is when I wo...

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i find it hard to believe that the old pedo bill didn't molest my brother and didn't get him to play sexual touching games with other kids because it was a natural progression of what he did, he did it to my father and roslyn and probably roslyns son first then her daughter and also to my sister and me and there are likely to be other kids he molested. I have no doubt that is the case, and all these teachers of mine, police and so on, and certain relatives who knew did nothing. the counsellors I seen did nothing and never once asked about self abuse, self harm, or if I had been molested or where I got the bruises from. I find it hard to believe they were so blind. it was a plot just against me personaly I am sure a satanic very evil plot and at the top of that dirty plot was rude valintino. the worlds most weird angry showoff man you couldn't work out! sort of like smerky desley or des as i call it but in a dress. mum didn't like desley either she picked up she was a bitch abusing me.

i find it hard to believe that the old pedo bill didn't molest my brother and didn't get him to play...

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I hated both those spastic black haired dogs at bayside family christain church called tina. that dog valentina was an annoying knowall fat cow whore with this big deep knowall tone voice and she was a complete fucking gate crashing scene stealing big titted ugly mole. her boobs and voice felt like an assault in her presence she was supporting joyce against me and I didn't like her at all or the other slut old tina who worked at the gallery she spent the whole time talking about someone called Smackjack and were to be buried, and she spoke rudely to me as if I was talking over the top of her and she was a complete bitchy bully I can see why people don't like her - I said there are a lot of hurting spastic people over there at that losers druggy church with that retard paster tony and his biker whore mole dog and reported them for abuse to a number of places with their pedotalk called god bigdaddy is dirty smut making a whore of the bible! and him calling that ugly witch wife a baby, its been a long time since those creepy witchy couple were babies, a bit long in the tooth if you ask me and super creepy ugly as well. meglomaniac freaks, they are so ugly and germy and abusive i reported them everywhere I could, tony is a complete dickhead no woman but his dog wife would want. I sure wouldn't want that fat grotesque scum I called him a dickhead and he is he has a dickheads personality. he acts like mr kingkong ting tong! bullshit. he loves dobbing others in and making out everyone is a pedo bad ass when its him who is. he is a dirty old man. a disgusting dirty scum and that church is abusing a lot of people. spiritual spew! tony has too big an ego that need pushing down. he has no right as a minister before he has proven his worthiness for the position and I knew they only asked me over their to abuse me and I have been told they are abusive and I am not to listen to the mindbending bible blackmail games they play in peoples minds. I can't wait for the day that church gets ripped for what they are. and I hated lisa she pissed off my mother and me, with her talk about stop asking god for a husband the audacity of that ching chong special assed dog, nothing special about her asshole she does not know suffering and hardship enough. she has a degree, had big jobs, all her kids are rich and clever and their big new house and big new pool and their big new dozen cars and their egos and she was a complete bitch. just because her marriage is hard doesn't mean I will when I get married , just because she found birth hard doesn't mean I will. she should be grateful this country abused women like me to give her ching ass more then me. I have no husband, no degree, no children to flaunt around, no cars to flaunt in, i don't own a house I never had a big important job. never had my ass so far up a churches concave I could have my cunt worshiped like lisa chingbitch! her showing off about how clever all her mongrel kids are. you scene stealing honky whore slut.

I hated both those spastic black haired dogs at bayside family christain church called tina. that do...

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I am angry at the fuckhead who outbid me on a vintage item. if I had a respectable reliable husband like other fat slut bitchy-bullies then they could provide for me. rather then all the senile geriatric loser rapist ken who was not respectful, not what I wanted in a man at all. if someone actually had of asked me in a deep girls conversation what do I want out of life I would have told them all I wanted and not the spastics who have abused me. my mum agrees with this and all the freeloader idiots that have bleed and drained off our family we never wanted to know were annoying like the stupid fergusons, my mother could not stand them at all nor could I and a lot of people.

I am angry at the fuckhead who outbid me on a vintage item. if I had a respectable reliable husband ...

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I am sick of hearing about stupid prince william - this time. worried about the world him and his wife have created for the rest of society, well all I can say the bastards should be grateful they children. they are the ultimate scene and life stealers the royals. I don't have children because of these using cunts. they have their mongrel kids I don't have any children so all I can say is "well you created the world that we are all living in you pair of super bitches!" I hate them both and their breeding games and abuses on a lot of people.

I am sick of hearing about stupid prince william - this time. worried about the world him and his w...

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don't you dam well start on me GGRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLLLL or I will attack you ! I am in so much pain every day I have trouble even dressing myself putting on underwear and pants and bending over to shave my legs or do up my shoes.

don't you dam well start on me GGRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLLLL or I will attack you ! I am in so much pain ever...

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went out bought my cheap haul of fashion and crashed in bed we walked so long I was so sore and tired and we lost the oats. god. so I am going out again today for more exercise and every day for a few weeks soon if I have the interest to get ready.

went out bought my cheap haul of fashion and crashed in bed we walked so long I was so sore and tir...

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both courtney and chris need bring down they have rather high opinions of themselves just working in shit jobs in a shit house in a shit street in a shit suburb. no wonder I want to move from here. I can't stand how these neighbors have lowered the street down. its no fun being around that whore and that fat spastic brutus the bull idiot who thinks he is king kong- ting tong! he is a complete fucking idiot as david would say. I hate them both. they are born troublemakers. I warned dad ages ago she is trouble on a dogs dick that bitch wiggling her ass around and dad wasn't impressed by her at all. I mean who could be she is not much, she thinks she is hot but I seen idiots like her come and go in real estate and selling and business and in everything. it won't last unless she is a good liar and con artist - and she is a shis'ter. I won't trust them.

both courtney and chris need bring down they have rather high opinions of themselves just working in...

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no husband to support me through all this. you wonder why I am angry and want to throw my weight around at people! and want to fight and verbally attack people, people did it to me so I should be able to do it back. I got no sympathy for being sick with anything I have had not like bitch older sister all due to slut joyce the spastic of all living spastics on this earth ever to live. doctors telling me this auto immune disorder and ms and vaginal itch is in my mind, well the specialists dont think so!

no husband to support me through all this. you wonder why I am angry and want to throw my weight aro...

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I got swine flu and I think I got some non-paralysising polio bug people don't realise that that exists it can be like just having a fever or mild cold and the back pain just stays for years you can't bend and make a bed or rake the leaves or vacum its so painful.

I got swine flu and I think I got some non-paralysising polio bug people don't realise that that exi...

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I am sick of people telling me back pain is going to get worse. I know that back pain has increased in population and I have had back pain on and off now since a teenager I got server sciatica and leg pain for 1 whole winter and I was sleeping on a matres on the floor til we got the bunks and I was in so much pain and that was before the car accident. then after the car accident I got wip-lash and hit my head had sinus infections and blood nose and blood on my forehead and my neck and my leg was hurt and I didn't feel that til about 2hrs after the accident then this massive swelling appeared and I seen 2 gps in one afternoon. someone should have called an ambulance. my mum had to lift my head off the dashboard cuz I was just face planted down and when I came to I just said "am I hurt?" so don't tell me I don't know pain. I have had back pain since 19 when that car accident happened and before when I was 15.

I am sick of people telling me back pain is going to get worse. I know that back pain has increased ...

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and donnas ad in the paper- lonely kinky married woman looking for payed sex work. while husband peter makes a bucket load of money and those tard girls - tiger the twit jumping on that trampoline, I do mean what a trampy = lean of a whore she is, is going to end up with uterus issues and unable to have babies jumping for all these years on an infested bat pissed rat trap of a trampoline fucking on it - disgusting whores.

and donnas ad in the paper- lonely kinky married woman looking for payed sex work. while husband pet...

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dad wouldn't call the council because he is afraid chris brutus the pig will bash him, he won't want to try me, cuz I will bash the bastard, he won't want to confront me because I will yell and do my block at them expecting sick old people to fix a fence their cunts could pay for and fucking stop stealing men from me, or else I will up and bash the son of whore myself. he won't want to take this fat ugly old bitch on. I want to be a fat bombastic argumentative overbearing person who demands respect. I tolerated it from others and now people have to put up with it from me. tough luck whore dog slut bike of birkdale courtney whore! you spastic dog! walk on all fours like the dog you are whore courtney its your fav position for the last 5 years anyway stealing men.

dad wouldn't call the council because he is afraid chris brutus the pig will bash him, he won't want...

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the slut whore next door wrote a letter saying good to see your cleaning up the front yard, keep up the good work. to my mother just because she cut back the plumbaygo scrub. I mean, I just want to say to that spastic whore next door to mind her own business, mum and dad don't like her, my sister does not like her and I don't like her, we don't like them. he acts like a pig in his big truck on drugs and was asking dad what was wrong just because my sister was having one of trantrum mental fits... she is the one that is sick of the smell of the chooks near the kitchen window, and the old woman grandma called shirley waving at her, my sister said "I don't want them looking at me or waving at me, I don't want to know any of them". I just hate our neighbors like dad said "its not the neighborhood it used to be when there was nice people living in the street 20 years ago" donna and her slut whore daughters and courtney have made the street a prostitute hooker whore street, no wonder she got a job working for lj hooker. my dad does not like fat bully brutus chris next door anyway. I don't like her smug superior ways she thinks she is better then everyone in this street wiggling her ass around our house one day and she is annoying. I just want nothing to do with her she is evil satanic and mum said she is going to pretend she knows nothing and for all of us to just play along and like the song momma mia -its a game we play. let the fuckhole cunts they are work it out for themselves. does she love herself working in real estate or what? its not much, they are all con artists and criminals in real estate. she is evil. I knew that woman was trouble like donna from the day they moved into this street. donna and linda expect us to live like slave pigs while they and their daughters stole young men on us. I told a govt offical they were getting their sex male clients to park outside our house while she serviced them. its going too far. then she was getting the kids in the middle of davo and others, and then she writes, "so if you think we don't get along with neighbors think again" she thinks she is so clever then anyone else telling us what questions to think for ourselves rather then just coming over and saying "oh I am sorry the chooks have been messing up your garden and the dog nearly attacked you" to my mum. mum is 76 and this fat man of 30 expects my mother to fix a fence when they are rich enough and got youth on their side to fix it themselves. no one here has a husband to help because they won't let us have husbands cuz they were stealing them on us.

the slut whore next door wrote a letter saying good to see your cleaning up the front yard, keep up ...

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I had to close my mothers bedroom window to stop the smell of marijuana coming in at night and to stop hearing them fucking loudly on trampolines, i mean it makes you feel dirty having to listen to that without even straining this loud sex and giggling, so I shut the windows permanently while I study at night often on IT or health or something.

I had to close my mothers bedroom window to stop the smell of marijuana coming in at night and to st...

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my doctor told me to go and have a way down and read for a while if my back starts aching, often I just have to ignore it and work and walk through the pain, I mean you can't sit at home or lay down when it is painful and appreciate it after you been out but I often just keep working and walking because the pain will be there anyway. its like bad period pain all the time so I don't even notice my period pain unless its really server like a few months back it was and I woke up my mum and said, "ah, am I going to die ?" the pain was so bad. i hate it like yesterday I had migraine and I thought I was going to vomit and the neck aches with it, todays the first day I have been out in a week since the surgery because everytime I got up it just started bleeding again. and I had to postpone my back/brain surgeon appt cuz I just can not afford all these surgical procedures at once and I pay top cover hospital with top extras and they won't cover a surgical procedure with the gyno for byopsies or my back surgeon. my cat gets more paid for them on his pet insurance then I do on my health fund. I added obstretrics incase I do have a baby. - as if- a mirical would have to happen! I am so ugly and old and so worried about my health. I want a baby desperately and marriage to feel normal. its just so immoral that people have kids and don't appreciate it and here is me I want children and marriage and I want to work part-time. I just don't need russo nazi agression bullying over work.

my doctor told me to go and have a way down and read for a while if my back starts aching, often I ...

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