Confessions about 'Bu'

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thank god i am not hindu. not a real religion.

Abuse, Hate

she is a liar. k can't be trusted. she uses her kids and partner and mother so she is a drug user too. all round user.

she is a liar. k can't be trusted. she uses her kids and partner and mother so she is a drug user to...

Abuse, Hate

I don't want them stealing from me anymore. stealing my work and books and purchases online. go buy and work your own shit out.

I don't want them stealing from me anymore. stealing my work and books and purchases online. go buy ...

Abuse, Hate

my parents always told me never to trust famous people that they were all bad people. I think they were right about that. I will trust again. a few times they tried to murder me, you never trust again.

my parents always told me never to trust famous people that they were all bad people. I think they ...

Abuse, Violence

i don't like people who think its ok for a pedo to put sexualshit in my head when I as 5 that is, his foul dirty talk.

i don't like people who think its ok for a pedo to put sexualshit in my head when I as 5 that is, hi...

Abuse

mum keeps saying she hopes david from charlton b will fall on his ass and says she wants him on his ass, I just want to see everyone on their ass! what goes around comes around on their asses to all for years to come. joyce said people wanted me on my ass and they got that years ago and so now its my turn to want everyone on their ass a therapist told me!

mum keeps saying she hopes david from charlton b will fall on his ass and says she wants him on his ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i am considering having my xmas dinner alone this year or as mum said rose can eat on her own in her flat she has her own kitchen, mum and dad said "let her sort it out for herself if she is going to be like that".

i am considering having my xmas dinner alone this year or as mum said rose can eat on her own in her...

Abuse, Violence

hells bells eke

Abuse, Hate

rose chooses to spend her money on her husbands, I don't own a husband or husbands.

Abuse, Hate

i grew up with an insane fear and hate for radio, tv and famous people i seen then all as the child chatter going to kill and harm me, even santa claus (like he had claws to me) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rdgKCTHmwI

i grew up with an insane fear and hate for radio, tv and famous people i seen then all as the child ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

i am 45 sometimes i punish my family and people who punished me without hearing my story. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2jkV4BsN6U there is nothing wrong with punishing a parent who punished you when you have a hidden story they didn't know about at the time! life is like that.

i am 45 sometimes i punish my family and people who punished me without hearing my story. https://ww...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I used to strangle my both of my cats despite telling myself multiple times that I'd stop. I'd also bite their legs and nape, a few times hard enough to draw blood. I also would throw them at my bed and occasionally trap them under my plastic see-through waste bin, sit on top of it, and watch them freak out until I felt bad enough and let them out. Worse part is, I told myself I would never do it again after my first cat, Nico, died (unrelated to any of this, he was an outdoor cat and got lost and froze to death out in a storm) and then when another cat walked into my life things were going fine for a few years and then I fell back into those terrible habits again. She was very young when we found her, and eventually after doing it enough times she'd press herself close to me to get me to stop. Eventually I quit for good and I think she was very forgiving towards me. I'm almost certain that my mom knew and probably my brother too. Also, I've verbally told this to one other person, just because I think it's something at least one person in my life knows about me, no matter how heinous. Also that whole thing about karma kind of rings true. For all the horrible things I did, she died painfully young at the age of 4 from a kidney infection and I held her in my arms as she left me. Probably the most grief-stricken moment of my life. Definite guarantee I'll never do any of this again. Props if you actually read all of this, need to eventually tell my boyfriend too, I'm not very good at keeping secrets anyways...

I used to strangle my both of my cats despite telling myself multiple times that I'd stop. I'd also ...

Abuse, Violence

I am worried about money tomorrow with the vet and I had to give up a overseas holiday and all I do for the past 20 years is apply for jobs, study and looking nice didn't make people like me or employ me, flossing didn't make people want to date me either. like all the money have paid out in my health fund and everyone elses holidays in the last number of years and all I get is a miserly discount of $600-800 per person per night for quad cruise is not to bad to the whitsundays is the best the world can return me. not a job, not a husband or degree or help me with my much at all, all the vet bills at the pet hospital and stuff I should own the half of 2 vet hospitals. with they had more of them too.

I am worried about money tomorrow with the vet and I had to give up a overseas holiday and all I do ...

Abuse

this nig was telling me i should become a taxidriver and leave australia to find work an i don't have a licence since the stroke and rape from a violent dirty revolting person who is just like ron poachier who i never asked for and never wanted to know. i am sick of the insults from nigs and horsey dressup toads of women.

this nig was telling me i should become a taxidriver and leave australia to find work an i don't hav...

Abuse, Hate

i am a girl who would never accept catholic charity from their scum religion that rapes and abuses and mind bends its own. that was why I left st mary's once that cardinal and preist bunged on an act about schools we couldn't afford i told mum i was not going to be a charity burden on the poor mongrel catholics and I never will be! the mongrel bastards may the church all of them rott in hell. all that cardinal cloth waste of money could feed people, get schools and hospitals and medical care the same with that dirty mongrel thing on that witches royal cunt head. the hide of that beastal buzzard to pull stunts when that thing on its head could give medical care to all the sick and animals and humans. a person can't even get a job and better life. university travelling 2 hours there and 2 hours home was never gonna get me a job or marriage. I really do not know why I bothered. i am more the jaded and flabigasted that that picking doctor can not even medically treat me properly and stuff people and bugger peoples holidays go rott in hell. dirty mongrel scum. bugger the lot of you.

i am a girl who would never accept catholic charity from their scum religion that rapes and abuses a...

Abuse, Hate

puck off counsellor don't call lifeline or bla therapy or go to catholics or salvos or any groups they don't help women at all. don't call any churches if you are ill and in trouble all they do is abuse you and make out your "giving language" to them if you ask them "why are you choosing to use an antagonistic therapy approach which is non productive to someone with abuse and illnesses etc I went through this with a old girl named joy who in my 20s wanted to challenge and argue every word I uttered and ask 21 questions and yell at me "why didn't you do this to him and why didn't you stand up to your abuser and bash him and why didn't you scream at him Get your hands off me" when I didn't know what to do. she would pick at everything challenge and demand and order and attack and bitch and bully and criticise every aspect of my personality and constantly play the antagonist therapy role which is proven it does not help people who are in distress it only makes them worse and then she threaten to get the people after me and legal attack at me and she was all lies and constant aggression and a nutcase. just don''t go need female therapists, they are out to take you down. sorry to say it but they are bad people by nature and bad women with bad genes who want to attack and abuse for sex from me , they are just trying to steal your synchronicity and life pays them back for it. I noticed as soon as I mentioned god and how I usually stay in the light over the dark she got darker and meaner and was accusing me of doing things I was not doing. like they will make out you are swearing at them when you ask a question politely. I have had heaps of women play this game on me for last 30 years and they think they clever and powerful but they are stupid women and they hate the job please don't do the job. it requires someone with gentle compassion to all to a therapist

puck off counsellor don't call lifeline or bla therapy or go to catholics or salvos or any groups t...

Abuse, Hate

mum was too late to respond so I am not even 1,2, 3 your gone! its just 1 your gone with me. learn to dance the tune quicker mother or go die your best in hell and i want dad to die first cuz he is the worlds biggest loser of all time the man of spastic himself who should have been shot for allowing his daughters to be abused. I will have had to cancel this NYE New Caledonia Cruise and loose the $200 per person and and seeing you said that you can't refund anything. my cats are sick and are likely to need on going treatments or medications I have been diagnosed a week ago with an auto-immune disorder which means I will need on going treatment and I am now seeing a new doctor and not Happy about the previous doctors lack of medical assessment on me and I am really at the point of going bankrupt completely. life and university didn't live up to my expectations admittedly and just getting no where in life with constant illnesses and being assaulted. I sort of need the holiday as therapy as my doctor suggested it would do me good to take holidays but of course he gets paid a lot more then me to just listen for 20 mins (so psychiatrist doctors now are charging $500 for women with rape and child sexual abuse and medicare only pay for $200 of it and there is just no way in this world I can afford $300 out of my disability pension and gps who charge $66-80 per every 10 minutes - I actually have no idea how these people live with themselves and how they expect battered women from divorce or rape and incest to pay this without jobs ? its just insanity ! and my health fund can't even pay for the vaginal byopies and the cancer treatments and I am sick of the whole deal I have gone through. something has to change in this country for women! ) I am looking forward to the Something someday even death so long as it is quick and will let you know if Choose to self expire my life before then!

mum was too late to respond so I am not even 1,2, 3 your gone! its just 1 your gone with me. learn t...

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how much more theatrics and acting can my stupid neighbors do at their crime scenes?

Abuse, Hate

i can go without sleep for up to 5 or 6 weeks or more at a time when i was sick. in my childhood and 20 s lucky to get 2 hrs sleep a night to go to school.

i can go without sleep for up to 5 or 6 weeks or more at a time when i was sick. in my childhood and...

Abuse, Hate

everything in the world should open all the time, 24 hrs a day 7 days a week as far as i am concern like services for health and stop this concept of people thinking they can sleep. i like shops and businesses for health and treatment as and when i want it. people sleep too much and don't know hard work anymore. we need more medical clinics and vets open all the time and banks and i should be able to see a therapist any time i want. all vets should take emergencies an employ more staff and I need things and want to go out when i want to. i hate weekends, public holidays, xmas and new year and easter are so depressing to me . i think kids should never have holidays just make the little bastards be at school all the time they need to to learn more now. no rest for the wicket as they say.

everything in the world should open all the time, 24 hrs a day 7 days a week as far as i am concern ...

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