Confessions about 'Bu'

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a few years back i was fooling around with my gay lover reinhold. we mixed a batch of concrete and i reclined on the table with my feet up on the wall. reinhold then placed a funnel in my rectum and poured in the mixture.

a few years back i was fooling around with my gay lover reinhold. we mixed a batch of concrete and i...

Murder, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Marriage, Sex

i confess i have reading glasses i avoid using, a teeth splint i won't use since last time i used it it broke a tooth and i had have a filling i have to get it re molded or filed down to fit and i hate that crap.

i confess i have reading glasses i avoid using, a teeth splint i won't use since last time i used it...

Abuse

I haven't forgiven you yet!

Abuse, Hate

i had a friend, we just call her emmo, anyway, she was making out that she was married to her first ever man she had been with and led me to believe she had two sons to him. as time went on i noticed her doing weird things that didn't make sense. she was started show signs of forgetfulness and saying weird things to me. then one night she let it slip that her current man was not her original husband so she must have got divorced in a short time and never even told me about it, she would just say "i arranged a holiday for me and the family to go horse riding etc i have only ever been with one man" then it was like within 6 -9 months a complete change, her drinking late til all hours and hung over and saying stupid things to me, she asked me to put a few cupcakes together and i think she should have asked me to some beverages as well, i felt so used and hurt and all the time she knew that day of the fundraiser she was going to run late. she was crazy weird. then when she told me her current guy was not her first husband that shocked me it was like i felt she was playing some game and her current guy they were not married even. why would she get her ex-husbands nephew or cousin who was just a teenager of 12 or 14 to demand nude photos from me. i just felt so betrayed that all that time she was either lying and hated me and was back stabbing me and never even bothered to tell me she was getting a divorce til months later and suddenly had a new man called jock. it didn't make sense, she became snobby when she got a job working for a female naturapath doctor in reception work and she was putting down my study like "and what will that do for you?" and then going on about her course at e-trades and they don't even do nutrition they do business and i couldn't see her as a counsellor as she has obvious food and personality disorders her mother noticed. i think she has a psychotic history but was a wolf in sheep dress. what a back stabber to not even turn up and be 3 hours late for her fundraiser leaving us without any drinks on a hot day in the sun. i couldn't believe she do that to me. emmo hurt me so much, i never expected her to do that to me. something did not feel right and i had to drop out of her club because it changed concept and it was nicer when it first started. sometimes i miss emmo i thought she was a real friend but that year emmo and mareeanza both back stabbed me and desperato randal (or as i call her randy) she was asking me to her church and then cut me from behind with a knife stab in the back. everyone of my females friends i met within a year hurt me and cut me apart. and i had to tell them to stop abusing me and break up the friendships. what the hell is wrong with women and people in this world today.

i had a friend, we just call her emmo, anyway, she was making out that she was married to her first ...

Abuse

"You really are uglier up close :(" this is how my sisters Philippines family talk about or to white women like me and my sister all the time, so my sister tells me. this is what she has been doing to me for the last 12 years and worse. now she wonders why we don't like them. and they are ugly but hung up on just looks and they talk stupid talk my sister says about celebrities, perfume and who is better at show off talents. my sisters mental illness has got worse since she has been with them and its hurt our family to the point my dad and mum hate them for all they have done to me, especially.

"*You really are uglier up close* :(" this is how my sisters Philippines family talk about or to whi...

Abuse

the townsville tart over 60 I can't stand her

Abuse, Hate

TRUST ME. It is the most important thing in the whole world. Better to do it now than later. Think about it: You don't have anything better to do, right? Another boring Friday/Saturday? Study. There will be time for social activities and proper friendships and maybe even a relationship LATER. TRUST ME! DON'T throw away the opportunity youth has to offer! later never came with rewards or love so what kind of lie is this anyway?

TRUST ME. It is the most important thing in the whole world. Better to do it now than later. Think ...

Abuse, Hate

Seriously - stop using that stupid phrase. It makes you all sound pathetic AND uneducated. After next two months, I am going to very quietly start a new education and slowly pull away from my current life.key my friends car for bumping her car door on your parked-to-close-car with no scratch or dent...Get a life!! There are more important things. hate that. One of them even said to give it 4 to 5 weeks without having any sort of contact with him. The 4 weeks are up and I have till the 22nd. What if nothing happens and all this was just false hope? I'm so scared. I'm so very sacred. what it taking over when we want goodness. I think too many arabs, asians and indians and africans etc got jobs in our government and public servant positions and they are turning our laws and systems to their past country of origin reigns deliberately. its a nightmare.

Seriously - stop using that stupid phrase. It makes you all sound pathetic AND uneducated. After nex...

Abuse, Hate

I don't like melissa much who takes me for sessions in her hot room. Its not much help they offer. I can't do baskets for charity as anything like that I pay for or I have earnt with work. no one gives me that sort of thing so why should I? and I don't want to go to her dull wedding or anyones wedding. mum and dad don't want to go to anyones wedding at all. we don't do those things.

I don't like melissa much who takes me for sessions in her hot room. Its not much help they offer. I...

Abuse, Hate

my father so frank spencer! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlwQVElQcIk

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i love to beat sps

Abuse

dad keeps breaking things here like cups and dishwashers and vintage glass light fittings and we have to use battery travellers carry lamps in the bedroom, we have no money to fix the stove, oven, range hood dishwasher he wrecked, old smelly wet carpets and lights never get fixed due to glass covers we can't move, we have no money for the fence to be fixed or broken windows and where the white ants have eaten, let alone no money for holidays or sickness or degrees and I am sick of this shit.

dad keeps breaking things here like cups and dishwashers and vintage glass light fittings and we hav...

Abuse, Hate

why should I care about anyone no one has ever cared about me, after all the giving I do its never enough. well fuck off world. make me your hater! cuz I have a lot of friends who are hurting! we're sick of this lies and bullshit, no work no friends, no money no rewards. fuck off world. just go fuck off. you have to earn my time and hugs, earn it 100 times over and put up with my insults, I been too nice for too long. no relationship no love no house no car no ego caressing. no politeness. well guess what that is what you are all gonna get back from me. go love your sexlife. go fuck dirty fuckers. but fuck off out of my way. cuz I hate. you taught me to hate. you hated me first you abused me first. i have every right to abuse back.

why should I care about anyone no one has ever cared about me, after all the giving I do its never e...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

Break up I finally got the courage to break up with my husband, something I've needed to do for a long time. Right before I was about to break up, he showed me tickets to football and that was the key to say "fuck off" cuz I am done with that bullshit. The tickets are 1 month from now and I told him to take his his receptionist who is over 50 which is about his age. they suit each other she is a bitch called sally-mae, and he has for the last 8 years spent more time with her then me.

Break up I finally got the courage to break up with my husband, something I've needed to do for a l...

Abuse

Need WorldWar III I would say that we need a new World War to thin out the herd, however, the good strong people would be the ones to stand-up and fight for the future -and those who don't deserve to breath would stay at home and complain/protest a war that they would not fight.

Need WorldWar III I would say that we need a new World War to thin out the herd, however, the good...

Abuse, Hate

it takes an enormouse amt of energy to deal with things on different planes... think i may have lost my mind awhile back...mistakes can bee hurtful......:(.... people aint toys.... and some wish to play....nice break for elf...purspective....astounding relationship...strangest of my life anddd amused to snot.....

it takes an enormouse amt of energy to deal with things on different planes... think i may have los...

Abuse

stop bullying me ellen

Abuse, Hate

I hate you I hate you so much for everything you did. I hate the way you kept all my things, furniture, kitchen stuff, clothes, heart... all of it. I hate you for sleeping with my friend in my bed while I was at work. I hate you for calling me the worst things I have ever been called. I hate you for belittling my sexual assault and making me feel that I am not worth help. I hate you for making me doubt myself. I hate you for lying to me about everything, especially when you knew I knew the truth. I hate you for using me to get yourself back on your feet. I hate you for always turning to me because you knew I would be there. I hate you the most for not just ending it, for keeping me so back burner. I hate myself for still thinking about you, for still feeling anything, even if it is hate.

I hate you I hate you so much for everything you did. I hate the way you kept all my things, furn...

Abuse, Hate

i am not a hollaback girl I have a personal life and work and other issues and never have waited around for some dirt bag! time wasters. I naive and weakened by illness and bereavement.

i am not a hollaback girl I have a personal life and work and other issues and never have waited aro...

Abuse, Hate

meet the trumpkins dolls, at home with the trumpkins, troll power pumpkins.

Abuse, Hate