Confessions about 'Bu'

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I think our holistic fitness and wellness centre is going broke and we are leaving as its too expensive.

I think our holistic fitness and wellness centre is going broke and we are leaving as its too expen...

Abuse, Hate

I am not gonna go to bravefarts at springwood it does not suit me with lack transport.

Abuse, Hate

I am thnking about giving up going to my useless doctors psychiatrist and finding new ones.

Abuse, Hate

Better here than there. You'll never change, that thought has finally dawned on me. Like seeing the forest for the trees, you will always be un-apologetically yourself. If you were anything else the love I carry for you would dissipate into nothing more than an infatuation. People we share think I want to hear of your comings and goings, but I don't. It stings. Knowing all the subtle things I've missed all these years. More, over looked because I didn't have the heart to see you for what you've said you were all along. I've always considered you so much more. Looking back, even knowing the rose colored glasses I wore for you, I wouldn't change it. I wouldn't change holding you and letting you teach me what love is and more importantly what it isn't. When I was close to you I wanted nothing more than to touch your skin and feel the electricity that has ran between us for so long. The spark that made it so hard to walk away. I was strong though and so were you. It gave me hope that we can get through this and brought the realization to me that I have more self-control than you. Not always, but now. I can be strong for both of us friend, until we build a new bridge over the ruins of the one we demolished. I'm aware it is a dangerous road for us to teeter down, but traveling it without you just doesn't seem worth it. Thank you friend for helping me rebuild us.

Better here than there. You'll never change, that thought has finally dawned on me. Like seeing the...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

getting to know u really my feeling on the concepts r well known--- there isnt anybody i wish to know that well. shrug. peeps all have yicky parts and i got zero interest. anddd damaging to the physical and mental. shrug creap way to get off shrug. k. each to their own anddd worlds a pretty fucked up place sooo what can ya do. do believe my purceptions r shared by many anddd really there isnt much one can do about nothing soooo we might as well dance. with a little self respect and dignity. seems reasonable andddd off to see how my crazy life goes. went very well yesterday anddd preparing final volley. justice can assess their own actions anddd really should bee interesting.

getting to know u really my feeling on the concepts r well known--- there isnt anybody i wish to kn...

Abuse, Hate

Stop touching me. Don't touch me. At all. If I touch you it's on ancient, but that doesn't give you any warrant to touch me. Stop. stopstopstop i don't want your hands near me and i'll tell you but for now leave me alone i don't want to talk to you at all. 'cause all I ever do is get my hopes up and they end up being crushed and all I can do about it is feel horrible. So stop. You're flaky. I don't want to do anything with you, I don't want to roleplay. I'm going to stop i'm going to stopsojuststopfuckingtouchingmeandpromisingmeandidon'tgivethreehundredshitsbecause YOU ARE A FUCKING TERRIBLE WRITER. You know that right? I mean, you suck. Really. You fucking suck. You talk big about having emotion and shit in your writing, but you have none. It's not even cold and mechanical, it's there, but it's worse. Your sentence structure is fucking dog crap and everything is just fucking bad. You're a bad writer and I don't want to roleplay with you. You're a horrible writer so goddamnit stop touching me. It's hard to even keep up a conversation with you lately, I just get tired. Why are you so socially awkward? Are most roleplayers socially awkward because this is shit. You are shit. Stop touching me.

Stop touching me. Don't touch me. At all. If I touch you it's on ancient, but that doesn't give y...

Abuse, Hate

we were going to go to church but we are not welcome as usual.

Abuse, Hate

give it up stop messing in my love life stealing men because you'll never do!

Abuse, Hate

Overreacting People I fucking hate it when people overreact over stupid shit. Like when somebody gets pissed off if you accidentally step on their shoes they nearly piss themselves. Then they go on with the "These shoes cost $150, nigga" and they act all tough like I give a fuck about their fucking shoes. It's not like it matters. Here's another issue, girls… I like girls don't get me wrong but what the fuck, it's like they're all bipolar or something. Like a hair trigger on a gun. Earlier a girl walked past me and told me to move the fuck outta her way, so I picked the lock to her locker and spread her shit all over the floor on my way to the bathroom. It may sound fucked up, but I really don't give a fuck anymore. I can go on and on about shit like this all day but my thumbs are a little tired. By the way, if I somehow offend any of you, I wanna let you know that I don't give a fuck… The End, I may rant tomorrow but don't count on it…

Overreacting People I fucking hate it when people overreact over stupid shit. Like when somebody g...

Abuse, Hate

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours. Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests. I'm going to blow my brains out. I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But loo...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

last 3 mornings I go to the loo and I have bum bleeds and just had to slog it out with period pain and sick of vaginal itch and skin bleeding and heart and other fucking shit. i have a lump on my arm from flu injection and I am cranky.

last 3 mornings I go to the loo and I have bum bleeds and just had to slog it out with period pain a...

Abuse, Hate

tell it to the dustbin bc this old bag aint a listening to any cunt mf around me other then if i decide to. its about me and my choice like the cat.

tell it to the dustbin bc this old bag aint a listening to any cunt mf around me other then if i dec...

Abuse, Hate

rick is a con scam freak nut. stay right away don't be sucked into that yank septic tank bs - that think kicked me in the back, katy bashed me in the spine and sexually assaulted me and was threatening and was trying to run me over in the rain. losers party. don't trust colm he was a bully to students. always the bully wanker scammer. and fat fuck bec dog was the worst of them.

rick is a con scam freak nut. stay right away don't be sucked into that yank septic tank bs - that t...

Abuse, Hate

colm is a spastic, what a retarted name to begin with. slow demented retard

Abuse, Hate

the little expert on everything missy robodog! pitbull bully gang bang violence druggy nutter bashing me like some king kong god almighty and what the hell is it? a shitbag loser that cant even fight it runs away like a coward well when i am a police officer try running away from that slut!

the little expert on everything missy robodog! pitbull bully gang bang violence druggy nutter bashin...

Abuse, Hate

katey dirty dog roller dogma whore! prostitute whore retart slut bully. I pity that spastic doggar and her cunt face poopsoul kids. I wish I could bash that robo dog face through a brick wall. where it belongs where it should have been punished. how dare a son of a whore dog whore like you go around bashing people who were being bashed by their drunken violent fathers and violent mothers you spastic retarted whore katy. you spastic knowall dogpig whore.

katey dirty dog roller dogma whore! prostitute whore retart slut bully. I pity that spastic doggar a...

Abuse, Hate

DON'T GET IN MY WAY! OR I WILL ATTACK! MY FATHER AND MOTHER ATTACKED ME OFTEN AS A KID AND ADULT AND OTHER PEOPLE ATTACKED ME LIKE KATY ROBODOG WANTING TO PAY PARENT BULLY AND JOYCE PLAYING PARENT BULLY AND ROSE PARENT BULLY AND JOHN AND WHORE KAREN PARENT BULLY SO I ATTACK BACK AT EVERYONE NOW.

DON'T GET IN MY WAY! OR I WILL ATTACK! MY FATHER AND MOTHER ATTACKED ME OFTEN AS A KID AND ADULT AN...

Abuse, Hate

you learn to do as your told mr spastic bitch. I don't have time for cunts and mother fucker sympathy suckers and time waster losers on this planet. kick its head off for it. spastic son of a drunken old slut bitch whore dog! all the world needs is bullying and bashing. it sorts them all out. i went threw it and you have to learn to be bashed by your betters. katy robinson was my better and you all deserve to be bashed up and you all need to meet your katy and joycey in this world to teach you all lessons.

you learn to do as your told mr spastic bitch. I don't have time for cunts and mother fucker sympath...

Abuse, Hate

my stupid father threw out the #####ing cats flea control that is $60.00 the stupid #####ing retard, if people had to put up with this losers drinking and bullying and lack of self control and self discipline and mindless yapping and unthinking gapping mouth all day sitting at the dinning table like some idiot books everywhere his sh!t all over the place. no woman would put up with it. how about a slut that likes him cleans up all his sh!t mess ! this spastic father needs bashing and belting into order. this stupid retarted loser needs bashing like katy bashed me. that is what is spastic needs. bash and belt and bully this loser drunken spastic little man that allowed a dirty old uncle to molest his two daughters senseless!

my stupid father threw out the #####ing cats flea control that is $60.00 the stupid #####ing retard,...

Abuse, Hate

don't thank me whore !

Abuse, Hate