Confessions about 'Bu'

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look at that old bagger at blroom she could give up her job for os holidays to help me have a job to find a man n get house, look how selfish she is 89 n wont leave til crted out on a gerny, fucking old bag! basicly she is a murder !

look at that old bagger at blroom she could give up her job for os holidays to help me have a job to...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

i know now how much life i have not lived being tortured so much. that is the painful part that is hard to handle in me. i have hardly lived and my mother said to me when i nearly died in hospital "you have a lot to look forward to" and I just laughed at her as if hmm, you reckon, just more misery, there will never be a happy day til I am proved right about the people who abused me and they are dead so i can live my life. cuz some entity does not want me enjoying life or having a career or marriage or health because if it did, it would have known i wanted those things 25-30 years ago. it wouldn't hurt me like this if it knew i wanted my freedom to date who ever i want and not old stupid farts and idiots and it never would have had ken in my life. i never wrote ken in my life, or rick or russell, or any of the idiots i had to put up with. they were my penance. i did the time with a old pedo before i did any god dam crime on this earth and that is the truth. and church scum can say to me, "well you must have looked to be abused and molested at the age of 5 a part of you wanted it", yeh you think so? and so my dad must have too and my sister and my dads sister and my cousins and god knows whoelse. my mum must have wanted to be attacked every pay just to get her govt management wage. sure. that makes a lot of holy bible bullshit sense to me.

i know now how much life i have not lived being tortured so much. that is the painful part that is h...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Blasphemy

i used to have awful terrifying nightmares of crematoriums and it always happen when I was being bullied and tortured and i knew when the spirits and ghosts and people in this town hated me and when they liked me, and they rarely liked me. i felt like this town had nothing good for us.

i used to have awful terrifying nightmares of crematoriums and it always happen when I was being bul...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

and i don't want to be anyones friend but be around my mother and cats. friends are a waste of time. they don't care. i have always played life so safe i would cut off a limb and have no relationship to be safer then in one that is how I look at life. no man would give me much anyway. all users and losers. deadbeats and idiots. all men are scum my mum is right about that. dad says it too. they are right.

and i don't want to be anyones friend but be around my mother and cats. friends are a waste of time....

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my cat dies or if my mother dies. there will be no point to life. sometimes i torture myself with videos of bodies done up for coffins and morgue and crematory and how they pump out the blood to put in a fluid. what is the point of life with my cat or my mum. my bastard father had tried to kill us all with his smoking and his stupidity. i just stay in bed all day everyday for the last 7 years and sick of vomiting and headaches and doctors talking shit at me. and their lies and churches lies and they are stealers. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4&list=RD4N3N1MlvVc4&start_radio=1 and everyone is scamming and the only winners are the hustlers. we are told to learn to get your hustle together to get work. yeh right. go shove a chainsaw up your face and cunt!

i have worried i am dying or have a illness no doctor will tell me about. i don't want to live if my...

Murder, Abuse, Violence

then i get aching veins in my left arm which i started getting as a teen now i know they are collapsing n this feeling like a static shock in the chest and anal bleeding out of nowhere and server period pain. and no husband no man at all to support me or want to have a marriage and baby with me. and just don't even bring up work. i am sick of being rejected for work applications and men and i go to university class for medical triage and i get stressed and make my mother come to the university campus with me because i am so scared to go alone at night. I have exams and i have to make $2,000 for my medical workshop with my RN teacher and I have no idea where the money is coming from. no idea. like most things. stressed out like you wouldn't believe and one gp said most of my panic is from having no husband to take care of me and think of my needs.

then i get aching veins in my left arm which i started getting as a teen now i know they are collaps...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

then I watch things that upset me that i can't talk about. if only someone knew.

Abuse, Hate, Violence

i am dreaming about bombers and gun people torturing me often and awful things having nightmares I can't even talk about and when I get stressed my vaginal itch gets worse and so does my heart murmur and palpations and headaches. that is how tortured I am.

i am dreaming about bombers and gun people torturing me often and awful things having nightmares I c...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Hacking

i have had it with scammers. you wonder why we don't bother to pick up the phone anymore and ignore people. nothing left to say after all the scamming we been put through over decades.

i have had it with scammers. you wonder why we don't bother to pick up the phone anymore and ignore ...

Adultery, Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

you gonna die on your free cruise and stealing money from poor! its all cursed.

Abuse, Hate

I am just warning people that these travel holiday clubs and cruise companies are evil and satanic. they rip people off and i don't know what they do with the free stuff they might give it to other people but something about them is occult satanic evil like and my guess is whoever takes up the freebies ends up a sucker and evil things happen to them. that is my honest opinion, anything given and offered in evil reflects the companies own evil intentions and then it must follow on to whoever uses it. that is evil and kama for you. they know how to mess in customers heads and if I signed up to a golf club or sports club or gym membership I would expect to be treated better. never gave me any reminder or curtesy calls that a honest business would do. something felt evil about mario stalking me from megacruises and the other weird lot at premium that rang the day i tried to gift my flights to my teacher and they have no right using that information and if they do I will punish them in due time. you can be sure of that. I hex them companies that rip off people holiday clubs and scammers. I hex them with the devil. and I ask in the name of jesus for their victims to be set free and compensated and supported. someone has to expose the companies and the people and the evil behind the companies. the evil people who own the companies. the asians who have no souls and they are like aliens they are not human. they are out to make all us white westerners beggers. they all evil its tribe against tribe and race against race and you don't know who to trust cuz none of them a trust worthy they all out to steal from you and there is a reason who they pick on and abuse. we were also followed and stalked online to fill out surveys and be winners for bullshit. don't come into any of that free ipad, free mobile, free coffee machine, all lies. you have to pay postage and for other shit like connection fees and its not free. nothing is free. I wouldn't be surprised if they don't hack into your emails and god knows what. they professional scammers.

I am just warning people that these travel holiday clubs and cruise companies are evil and satanic. ...

Abuse, Hate

our house and neighborhood look like slumsville poor scum peoples dwellings not homes with hope and value and love and future safety in mind. that worries me a lot.

our house and neighborhood look like slumsville poor scum peoples dwellings not homes with hope and ...

Abuse, Hate

i have been ghosted and i am so old now. surgeon always tells me how so old i am. ghosted and old by awfulizing rude classy people.

i have been ghosted and i am so old now. surgeon always tells me how so old i am. ghosted and old by...

Abuse, Hate

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Abuse, Hate

I have known her best friend before I dated my girlfriend, sadly, I already was. But here she is acting so regretful we were never a family the previous night, then 24 hours my damn self at the last minute. but recently my crush on her is getting more and more intense...because suddenly I find that she has many qualities that my girlfriend doesn't. Now that my girlfriend is not around, I would always try to spend time with her and make some excuses to go to her place. I would make up occasions that only the both of us would attend, and she actually accepts my invitation. I really enjoyed spending time with her and always wanted to be close to her. I think I have fallen in love with her and the feeling of love is even more intense than towards my girlfriend because I feel really, I've been driving to the free dentist a couple hours away (four hour drive total each time) every week for four weeks to take care of my mouth. They were surprised at how few sealants I had. I only remember my mom taking me to that dentist a couple times as a teen... and it was right there. My stepdad never talks to me. If he walks in the room while I'm in there, he acts like I shouldn't be there. He called me a bitch a few times as a teen. really happy when I am able to see her and I constantly want to share all the good stuff with her.never ... She will never feel the same

I have known her best friend before I dated my girlfriend, sadly, I already was. But here she is ac...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

try this on the book publishing companies who pull this hard sell $10,000 tution/mentor/contract that i is so pushy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aLzGVqEwPrc

try this on the book publishing companies who pull this hard sell $10,000 tution/mentor/contract tha...

Abuse, Violence

you look after your own kids old man and stop getting around me and mine.

Abuse, Hate

i have been bullied and discriminated against all my life and its been worse in the past 20 years, and more so since i was sick since 2007. there is just no hope in this place.

i have been bullied and discriminated against all my life and its been worse in the past 20 years, a...

Abuse, Hate

yes and people hiding behind computers and emails and phone answering machines and a toy troll really annoy and corrupt good business practices.

yes and people hiding behind computers and emails and phone answering machines and a toy troll reall...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought of my now-newborn going without. My husband and I are just barely scraping by each month. I can’t bring another child into this. I would choose adoption, but I have friends who have, and the amount of hate and vitriolic comments they get over their decision, even several years later, is too much for me to bear. So feel free to leave your hateful, close-minded, uneducated comments below. It won’t change anything.

getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought o...

Murder, Abuse, Violence