my night of spooks i got the spooks last night in my dreams, I was opening my eyes and I thought I could see and feel shadow man figure in my bedroom and this must of happened about 3 or 4 times and it was a struggle to keep my eyes open I was so tired from medication. later on I woke up and my computer screen was black but it was not off so I turned it off. still I woke up later and felt the ghosty shadow person there but decided to lay on my back to get a better view of it. fell asleep again. then later I woke up and my bedside lamp was on. I have no idea how it got on if I turned it on during my sleep I have no memory of it. but when I woke in a panic realising it was on I started to question did I see someone really or not, could they have turned a lamp on, could a ghost turn it on? I turned it off and layed down again and i got off to sleep. but what a strange night. it felt like something some strange presence had been in the room running out when ever I woke up, it was menacing and wicked. it was playing games. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8njYpyAkMp8&t=118s an evil omen is being encouraged by dark bad forces. a counsellor was saying things to me that my great grandfather used to say to the man who m****ted half my family including me. I didn't like it and it has been feeling like a evil spirit and evil omen around me. I am nothing like that predator in my personality and I don't abuse children and I don't put my hands in children's pants all day long like he did to me and must have done to my family. and sure he had some good points to him but no one else in the family was like him and we feel someone is doing witchcraft on us and its been going on for some time now in the name of nick, and others deceased. how can I protect myself and my family from this evil omen and bad wicca, we can't get any more broken then this, we have none no wrong ourselves and just want it to go away. we just want the good things to happen to us. has anyone else experienced this sort of thing were demonic words and voices are coming through others and remind you of the abuser and trying to accuse you of what they did to you when you you never did those things and never would do those things? does anyone know how I can help from a light-worker to stop the dark abusive forces hurting my family? so only goodness and light and the good things come in? I don't know about black magic I am a christian, but I can sense a evil spirit talking through the living and doing things that are bad. how low can a frenemy get to do this? opposites all the time rotating the fraud on fraud, how much playing with your head can a demonic sicko go, reversing anti turn complete 180 and flip. you sure show your low to the world abusing people with witcraft. how much more can they mess with our heads di? and lilbetbeaater? you can't fool me. you can fool others but you can't fool me. stop abusing me queen bitch!

my night of spooks i got the spooks last night in my dreams, I was opening my eyes and I thought I could see and feel shadow man figure in my bedroom and this must of happened about 3 or 4 times and it was a struggle to keep my eyes open I was so tired from medication. later on I woke up and my computer screen was black but it was not off so I turned it off. still I woke up later and felt the ghosty shadow person there but decided to lay on my back to get a better view of it. fell asleep again. then later I woke up and my bedside lamp was on. I have no idea how it got on if I turned it on during my sleep I have no memory of it. but when I woke in a panic realising it was on I started to question did I see someone really or not, could they have turned a lamp on, could a ghost turn it on? I turned it off and layed down again and i got off to sleep. but what a strange night. it felt like something some strange presence had been in the room running out when ever I woke up, it was menacing and wicked. it was playing games. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8njYpyAkMp8&t=118s an evil omen is being encouraged by dark bad forces. a counsellor was saying things to me that my great grandfather used to say to the man who m****ted half my family including me. I didn't like it and it has been feeling like a evil spirit and evil omen around me. I am nothing like that predator in my personality and I don't abuse children and I don't put my hands in children's pants all day long like he did to me and must have done to my family. and sure he had some good points to him but no one else in the family was like him and we feel someone is doing witchcraft on us and its been going on for some time now in the name of nick, and others deceased. how can I protect myself and my family from this evil omen and bad wicca, we can't get any more broken then this, we have none no wrong ourselves and just want it to go away. we just want the good things to happen to us. has anyone else experienced this sort of thing were demonic words and voices are coming through others and remind you of the abuser and trying to accuse you of what they did to you when you you never did those things and never would do those things? does anyone know how I can help from a light-worker to stop the dark abusive forces hurting my family? so only goodness and light and the good things come in? I don't know about black magic I am a christian, but I can sense a evil spirit talking through the living and doing things that are bad. how low can a frenemy get to do this? opposites all the time rotating the fraud on fraud, how much playing with your head can a demonic sicko go, reversing anti turn complete 180 and flip. you sure show your low to the world abusing people with witcraft. how much more can they mess with our heads di? and lilbetbeaater? you can't fool me. you can fool others but you can't fool me. stop abusing me queen bitch!
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