these mongrel slut mothers on the bus I am raging jealous of going on about their mongrel kids, admittedly I would not want a mongrel shit adhd mongrel child or their fat dumb ass bodies but I am jealous of any woman who has nice men or kids things I deserved more then them because I have suffered more then them , suffering in silence with out love being subjected to these weirdo bearded construction builders and laborors who are uneducated and idiots. I don't reflect that. I am not spastic or weird druggy looking. so I don't want to be around men like that. this is abuse. I demand better I simply am sick of this!