When I am having sex with my wife I imagine I

Cheated on my wife In 2007 i went out with some friends to a bar, after a few drinks some of us decided to head to a club. I had already had several drinks by the time we got to the club. Over the previous few weeks my wife and I had been arguing a lot and I was feeling pretty fed up by this point. At the club I met this hot young blonde chick, I bought her some drinks and before long we started kissing. At the end of the evening she asked me to come back to her flat, I jumped into a cab with her at which point she shoved my hand down the back of her skirt! Once we got back to her flat on thing led to another and well I'll leave the details to your imagination. Anyway the next day I left her flat and I felt pretty guilty but now I'm not and feel proud that at almost 40 I managed to screw a chick 20 years younger than me!

Cheated on my wife In 2007 i went out with some friends to a bar, after a few drinks some of us dec...

Obsessing About the Past My wife and I have been married for three years. We work for the same company, and initially met while working on a project together about four years ago. She is very caring, loving, and our s** life is fantastic. She is highly orgasmic, and I love making love to her. I also truly believe that she has been faithful to me the whole time we have been together. Well, until last week everything was great. While enjoying a bottle of wine and watching a situation comedy, the topic on the television turned to having threesomes. I nonchalantly asked my wife if she had ever partaken in one. She replied, “You really want to know?” I said yes. Well, she proceeded to state that she indeed had been in one before, about a year before we started seeing each other. Ok, I thought, no problem, because it was before we were together. I could also deal with the fact that the threesome in question was a MMF scenario, with her pleasing two guys. She also admitted that the experience was lovely and hot, although she stated that she would never do it again. Now here is the problem: one of the guys with whom she had the threesome is not only one of my current co-workers, but is the guy who sits in the cube next to me. F******-A. It couldn’t be some anonymous dude from some anonymous place, but rather the guy who f****** works next to me. Now every time I see him, I have visions of him f****** my wife doggy, blowing his creamy load into her p**** (all while she is in the throes of a howling o*****), while his buddy is on the other end jerking out a load on my wife’s face. I can’t get this image out of my head. I know it is wrong to hold this matter against my wife (it was before we were together, after all), but it is getting damn hard to go to work and concentrate on anything else, when I work next to the man who has experienced working over my wife in a raunchy threeway. I feel “retroactively cuckolded,” although I know that is irrational. Does anyone have any ideas on how to stop obsessing about this and move beyond this issue?

Obsessing About the Past My wife and I have been married for three years. We work for the same comp...

i cant stand this pain. everything i cant stand this pain. everything inside of me just wants to break into pieces. i look at people.smiling, happy. with friends and living their life, like theres no tomorrow. i wish i could be them. be happy, with myself. i sit here, thinking that these people are better than me. knowing they are. that im nothing compared to them. i pray that life will get better, and ill finally be able to live in my own skin. its been 5 years. i want to die. im nothing. i hate myself.

i cant stand this pain. everything i cant stand this pain. everything inside of me just wants to br...