Confessions about 'Gay'

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I like this guy, he's not cute, but he is... If that makes sense. His personality is cute, not the outside though (well i think it is, but in the one who likes him) he's considerably shorter than me. But what I'm ranting about is the fact that my friends are like horrible about him, like saying he's scrawny, ugly and weird. He is a little strange, ill give them that, but i cant tell the tha lt he's my crush cuz they'll probably disown me, like they did with my first boyfriend. But they knew he was a dick, and i didn't. Anyway that's a different rant. So I'm the person who is like all alone on this crush thing, cuz i cant tell nobody. Not even my mum, cuz she's like one of those mums that will pester you until you ask them out. I'm the only one who knows my secret, and its kinda crappy. BUT HE'S ADORABLE! AND HE ALWAYS LOOKS ME IN THE EYES WHEN SPEAKING TO ME! AHH, but i know he don't like me, cuz in art, he was sat next to me and was talking to his mate, saying "should i ask her out?" like fuck would he say that if it was me...

I like this guy, he's not cute, but he is... If that makes sense. His personality is cute, not the o...

Love, Violence, Gay

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But looking at me you would never know. People are catching on as my life falls apart. I've been living like a quadruple life I guess. I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't think of anything I like. I hate everything and everyone. I have no friends left, the women of my life cheated lied and stole the entire time I've known them. Most of my buddies too. Just users you know. I always offer too much and people gladly accept my generosity. I always try and help but it eventually becomes them being entirely dependent on me. Then they go and I've lost so much in them. I never see the fruits of my labours. Now I'm totally alone. And financially ruined. Relying on booze and drugs to feel better about the shitty person I am. I pray to god thanking him only, not asking for more. He still rewards me a lot. Gives me great opportunity and strength to conquer challenges. But I can't conquer myself. I want to end my life. Nobody would notice except the few leeches who still cling to my generosity. Everybody I've helped is doing great. I never took time to take care of myself, or set myself up better. My friends, wife, in laws, girlfriends, and associates have all benefitted greatly from my efforts but I'm fucked mentally physically and financially. I even still protect people after they betray me. Keep their secrets, bend to their requests. I'm going to blow my brains out. I hate this world, it's ruined anyway. Goodby you fucked up people. There's a good chance that there is someone in your life going through this who helped you a lot. I bet you won't even reach out to repay what's owed. Sick fucking society world wide.

I put this under waste because I've wasted my life. Here it goes. I'm bad like really bad. But loo...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

I was 15 and got my 7 year old brother to duck my cock. I came in his mouth and he quickly swallowed my cum. He liked it from the first time. 35 years have passed and he hss sucked and swallowed me at least twice a day. I can't remember once he has not done so. I also take anally daily. He cums hand free from anal.

I was 15 and got my 7 year old brother to duck my cock. I came in his mouth and he quickly swallowe...

Gay, Sex

my boyfriend gets mad all the time, next thing he does, is abusing me, slapping me,leaving me with bruises, punching me, calling me names, but i just dont understand something; i love this whole abuse thing, i am always provoking him so he can hit me even more, whenever he beats me up i feel like i love him even more, i am literally addicted to him abusing me, i feel like i need him to beat me up everyday.the other day he apologizes for this attitude and he said he wants to get help but i dont want him to stop, i want him to actually hit me even harder, i dont know why i am enjoying this.

my boyfriend gets mad all the time, next thing he does, is abusing me, slapping me,leaving me with b...

Gay, Marriage

This woman used to come into my store I worked at and flirt with me. She finally asked me to go out with her, and we got pretty drunk. In her car we made out and I got her panties down...to find she was a tranny. She told me, "Just fuck me, you won't know the difference from ass fucking a woman anyway.". She was right. Twice as many sluts to fuck now.

This woman used to come into my store I worked at and flirt with me. She finally asked me to go out ...

Gay, Sex

This spring my wife, 41, was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had the operation and is now on chemotherapy, and will be (plus radiation) for the rest of the year. She has been taking steroids to help combat her nausea for the chemo and they are starting to have an affect on her personality. She literally dropped a bomb on me over the weekend, that she is bi-sexual or has lesbian feelings (actually, the bomb wasn't coming out, as we had already spoken about the possibility), she had taken overt steps to light the bomb (she phoned a woman she thinks is gay that she is infatuated with for a lunch date, at least she was open about it) and that the marriage is probably over. She left me thunderstruck and I am still figuring it all out. While I knew about her sexual feelings I had no idea that she wants out of the marriage -- or at least to make it non-sexual. Fantasizing is fine, every one does it, but to hear her talk about leaving me for her friend (who may not even be interested even if gay) just hurts. Everything literally felt normal, aside from the cancer and chemotherapy of course, until this past weekend. Maybe this is a chemotherapy phase, but maybe it is not. And even if it is, what do those words mean? Does she really mean it or is it just her tongue loosening up from the drugs? Or maybe it is the cancer causing her to reevaluate her true feelings? She said she probably would have come to this conclusion eventually so I suspect it is more the cancer accelerating things. She has discovered some deep feelings, buried since she was a teen, coming to the surface as her body is filled with testosterone. If she were a man I'd suggest she was thinking with her little head and not her big head. For all I know this is just a side effect of part of her drug therapy and these mood swings will go away once her regimen is completed, however she said these feelings have been coming up since she went off the pill a few years ago due to blood clots. For the most part, she can't physically act on it due to her current physical condition, as the chemo starts drying her up and causing sores in unpleasant places, so nothing physical will happen for now. Mentally is another matter. I feel like I am being blasted from all sides. I expected no s** in the short term while she undergoes treatment, I did not expect it to be permanent. Just after I thought I got over the fears that breast cancer may take my wife away from me, she said something else may do the same and once again my emotions are all over the place -- about as bad as in the immediate days after she was diagnosed. Her mood is remarkably chipper, of course she has time to think about this. I haven't. As to the future, who knows? It is very upsetting to me, but so far, at least, it is not affecting our children. They are going through enough stress now and don't need more so I am keeping this all inside, aside from this. At the moment I don't have anyone to really talk to about all I'm going through. Sometimes I just want to cry. It will all have to come out soon, but I don't want to say anything until my wife is done with her chemo and radiation sometime at the end of the year, especially if her thoughts and feelings are due more to the drugs she is on. She has a habit on fixating on things and this is what she is currently fixated on. The question is, is this just a substitute to take her mind off of breast cancer and chemotherapy or is it something more. I sense it is the later. It wouldn't be so bad if we hated each other and were fighting like cats and dogs, but we don't and were actually getting more intimate again in the bedroom (you do have to spice things up after almost two decades), actually exceeding the monthly average for people our age (as time allowed). Maybe I am just blind to my own faults and didn't see what was really going on in our marriage, faults that the cancer brought to the front. Maybe it really is just the medicines. I actually feel like a humiliated fool at times and since I don't keep a diary, this is where it will all come out. Should I accept that she wants someone other than me? Should I just acknowledge that I am helping the mother of my children get through chemotherapy and not my wife? I had told her I'm OK if she wants something on the side (not that it is my permission to give, as she told me) but that I wasn't OK with the family being broken up. But with women, it is a mental thing, not necessarily a physical thing and she has told me she doesn't know if she can do that. Even she admits she may be making the stupidest mistake of her life, as an un-impartial observer I can't say I disagree. I actually feel like a humiliated fool at times and since I don't keep a diary, this is where it will all come out. Should I accept that she wants someone other than me? Should I just acknowledge that I am helping the mother of my children get through chemotherapy and not my wife? I had told her I'm OK if she wants something on the side (not that it is my permission to give, as she told me) but that I wasn't OK with the family being broken up. But with women, it is a mental thing, not necessarily a physical thing and she has told me she doesn't know if she can do that. Even she admits she may be making the stupidest mistake of her life, as an un-impartial observer I can't say I disagree. I am more upset about her wanting to end the marriage then just her having a little fun on the side. Sorry this wasn't an x-rated story -- I just needed to vent.

This spring my wife, 41, was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had the operation and is now on chemo...

Gay, Marriage

I know I would be happier without you, but I can't bear to hurt the kids. You are blind to your constant cycle of hate and jealousy that brings us both so much misery.

I know I would be happier without you, but I can't bear to hurt the kids. You are blind to your con...

Gay, Marriage

So, he's on this be new craze and boasting about his promotion, and his clothes are all too sad, and suddenly he's shaving EVERYWHERE and going to the tanning salon. He says it makes his skin feel better. I found a speedo in his desk drawer and a ladies lacy thong with his name on them from his boyfriend and that he uses for the tanning booth when they go together, as a wife how do you think I should feel, right! you got it! So, what would you do? I put itching powder in it. He just left to go to the salon. Can't wait to hear the results...

So, he's on this be new craze and boasting about his promotion, and his clothes are all too sad, and...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

I had two very important classes to attend (at a University) this morning, but because I slept so poorly last night I slept in my car at school instead of going to them. and I’m sleeping with a married woman frequently, mostly in the backseat of my truck . She hates her husband but stays because they have children in elementary and middle/ high school. What’s unexplainable is I sincerely love her and she loves me too.

I had two very important classes to attend (at a University) this morning, but because I slept so po...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

I am a 48 year old male who loves women's underwear I wear panties suspenders and stocking most days under my trousets to work or when shopping. The feel against my skin is so amazing I am liberated and free when I can enjoy my feelings.

I am a 48 year old male who loves women's underwear I wear panties suspenders and stocking most days...

Gay, Blasphemy

a /very/ young trans male (ftm) as well as being mexican.

Gay

what does elton jon need a baby for at his old man age? probably to molest and pedo up with. dirty git! I would like to bash you dirty ugly old man/ old bastard you dirty bully. that is the real killer of diana.

what does elton jon need a baby for at his old man age? probably to molest and pedo up with. dirty g...

Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

my previous assistant is having an ongoing affair with a manager of another division. i know his wife briefly. i feel bad for his wife because his wife is a very good person. my assistant screws this guy whenever she can.

my previous assistant is having an ongoing affair with a manager of another division. i know his wif...

Adultery, Gay

If you don't want anybody to look cover up. I hate how women give you the stink eye when they show off their goods and you look. The other day I'm on the subway and a woman is sitting across from me with a short skirt on up to her freaking ass. Her underwear is showing so I naturally look. She sees me enjoying the view and gives me the stink eye like the dum dum she is.

If you don't want anybody to look cover up. I hate how women give you the stink eye when they show o...

Gay

You sticnky old woman. You're like 65, no attractive in the least, drunk and pretty much stupid. You have gotten through your whole life by spreading your legs and fucking men. You have zero job skills, lie, steal co-workers work and present it as your own. You got hired as a favor to somebody to please their wife. You got divorced (again...) because moving potted plants, being on the HOA board and spending all your husband's money ISN'T actually contributing to the relationship. The sharks are circling and will kill you soon. You need to be gone, everybody hates you.

You sticnky old woman. You're like 65, no attractive in the least, drunk and pretty much stupid. You...

Violence, Gay

God I fucking hate my partner’s daughter. She’s a repellent. There’s a little voice of reason in my head telling me that I’m being unreasonable; that she’s only a child (10) and it’s not her fault that she’s learned these unseemly behaviours from the adults in her life. What I really resent is the intrusion into our lives. I have no children of my own for several reasons, and it seems like my choice to remain childless is being vindicated. It’s a small consolation that the child lives interstate with her mother so my interaction with her is limited to brief visits. Rationally I understand and accept that as his daughter she will always be top of his list in terms of affection and responsibility. However, there are times when the imposition becomes almost unbearable and I want to reach through the phone and shake some sense into the little brat.

God I fucking hate my partner’s daughter. She’s a repellent. There’s a little voice of reason in my ...

Gay

I'm attractive, intelligent and succesful and fun. I'm a major player and My friends ddmire how good at 'the game' i am and are envious that i always have 4 or 5 guys chasing after me. I pretend i do it because I enjoy the attention and being in control. Truth is i had my heart broken once and i'm petrified that if I actually let one of them get close i would fall in love again and they would leave me as soon as they realised i'm actually not worth loving. I'm 26 and i will probably spend most of my life lonely and having meaningless flings, all because i'm too scared to take a chance.I used to read these confessions and think, these love stories aren't going to happen to me. But I realise I have spent two months in love with you. I hate you, I hate you for making me like this. I keep thinking about you what you're doing, what you're thinking. Do you think about me as much as I do about you? Why did you have to call me yesterday? I have tried so many times to give up on you, but you just keep doing what you do. I love you so so much.

I'm attractive, intelligent and succesful and fun. I'm a major player and My friends ddmire how good...

Gay, Sex

I have a crush on my teacher (her name is Mary Ann) but she's married, so I just dream about eating her out in her classroom.

I have a crush on my teacher (her name is Mary Ann) but she's married, so I just dream about eating ...

Love, Gay

I fap to Donald Trump rimming Obama.

Pride, Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

I'm a 20 year old woman and my mom and I have been having sex since I was 5. After dad died, we took comfort in each other. Kissing and touching each other. Soon we started oral. She is the only person I have been with. We 69 for hours. I only want her as a partner.

I'm a 20 year old woman and my mom and I have been having sex since I was 5. After dad died, we took...

Love, Abuse, Gay, Sex