Confessions about 'General'

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I am old and have sores over my bum everywhere from sitting in shit all day.

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I hate this place! This is bullshit. Buzzzzyboots shits on everyone. PARANOIA RUNS RAMPANT.

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My job isn’t shitty, my boss is a normal person, my only complaint is the boredom. Nothing I do is anything worth mentioning where I work, I’m an office monkey that does the jobs that are deemed too “boring” for the upper management to deal with. These jobs aren’t hard, but they are boring. I’m actually writing this at work because they ran out of things for me to do but still want me here just in case. If I had any other form of income I would leave this dead end job and actually do something I like, but instead I have to sit here and slowly lose my brain cells by slamming my head into my desk.

My job isn’t shitty, my boss is a normal person, my only complaint is the boredom. Nothing I do is a...

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Work with some of the pettiest ladies I’ve ever known. They gossip gossip gossip gossip all the time and it makes my ears melt. They complain and gossip and puff out their feathers and try to act like the boss and tell off anyone they come across, but then act victimized and meek and mild when the higher ups come around. They pretend to be friendly, but if you step out of the room, you’ll become their next favored topic of conversation. They even pretend to be friendly to each other, and as soon as they are in different rooms, they tear each other apart. Two-faced manipulative control freaks who seem to wet themselves with pleasure over trying to exert power over others through petty commandeering and hen pecking. Their crude brains can only comprehend putting others down as a means of elevating themselves. If someone does something without their explicit permission or instruction, then they wildly flit about and squawk about it to their neighbors, dropping any work they were doing. Squawk squawk squawk squawk squawk peck peck peck the hens never stop and soon they’ll peck each other to death.

Work with some of the pettiest ladies I’ve ever known. They gossip gossip gossip gossip all the time...

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seeing no one helped me I won't be leaving anything I get to family or anyone else when I die. you don't help me then you get nothing!

seeing no one helped me I won't be leaving anything I get to family or anyone else when I die. you d...

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Teenage shame As a teen my great uncle forced himself on me and attacked me pushed against him and forced a kiss and I pushed him away and said no, and I was determined to stand up to him and fight him with all my fear and the weakness and patheticness of 14 year old body after 10 years of sexual abuse from him I had completely had enough. at this time my sister had boyfriends sleeping in her bed and kicking me out of bedrooms for their love time, and I could not find that sort of love but had my great uncle and then my other uncle sexually assaulting me and even hitting me and stalking and spying on me which is over and above what anyone should have to put up. but when I was bashed at school and had a collapse at school after that incident I ended up falling into a pit of h, I don't know if it was because of the glass I might have swallowed, but I collapsed at school in cramps and vomited which still frightens me today. that only shameful sad and fearful person inside of me. I left school, due to poverty and nervous breakdown and basicly hung my head in shame for the next 5-10 years after. I felt unpretty, unsexy, a failure, helpless and deeply hurting. no one cared and I was angry and I am still angry today that men have ignored me when I was a teen and rejected me so much, and I am sick of these old men who should have got off their a-holes to like me and be of support to me back when I was a teen and young adult. people let me down everywhere. I am angry at NR because I have to ask him if he really thinks he is worth it after so much time has past why does he think he is the ultimate man.. when I made like the DO more now. and NR is more like my sister then me. I don't think katy realized how much her trying to run me over and bashing into me would cause me such distress and long term health problems. being raped was the worst thing and the stroke/heart attack afterwards My sister used to throw my handbag and university bag around the shopping Centre and hit me. she used to attack me in my teen years with telephones and shoes. I am a very ill person due to her abuse. I am sick of being my sisters torture dolly since the day I was born. I think she forgets I have had my heartbreaks and hurts as well. I was raped as a virgin and she was not. and I am 100% certain she was not abused by my great uncle who was in this 70s and 80s as much as I was. she has been married now 3 times and she is going back to her Filipino husband in oct. but I have never been married I struggled with a fear of young men as much as with older men. I am sick from old men letching onto me. and I have had to fight my fears of being good enough for young men or for even feeling safe with them as they are not really my sexual comfort zone. I want to learn to trust young men. I am tired of joyce telling me that young men would be too aggressive for me and she can handle their sexual desires better then I can and she gives me old men mostly or weird men. I want to find a husband to have a baby before I die. and I like this guy DO... I need to find love of my own before its too late. whereas my sister has been married several times and had boyfriends in her bed as a teen and I have not, but for being raped as a virgin at the age of 29... which is sooo embarrassing. I have a lot of issues to over come and I want to be with a man who I love ... its not fair I have been so abused when I am a good person and people have made out I am bad or spastic and I am not. I may not be the most clever or rich or prettiest, but no one is anyway, but that does not make me the most rotten... yet I feel rotten inside, I feel ugly and I am sick of being everyone's dog. I am sick of being pawed and raped at by violent old or fat married men in their 40s...this goes back to when I was in my early 20s, and being ignored by guys my own age. I want to be forever young and experience a romance that means something to me, and mutual love and attraction. now I have shame over STDs and being raped. I feel like no nice young man will want me now. I have suffered enough sexual bullying from relatives.

Teenage shame As a teen my great uncle forced himself on me and attacked me pushed against him and f...

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has this goon been out to break our love for months and trying so hard in the last hour to upset everything out of jello.

has this goon been out to break our love for months and trying so hard in the last hour to upset eve...

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I have cancer problems.

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everyone wants to complain so I can complain too. see how you like it.

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I still think centerlink wants to kill us off, nothing will stop me thinking it either.

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I like dobbing people in. when I am down I just dob in everyone I can think of.

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i dobbed in the shopping mall.

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being around you is awful all of you. your awful.

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i didn't enjoy the p&o bianco parties cuz there was no one there with me but a useless dead wait of a mother and all the asshole family. sorry but truth. no one hot was there in my eyes. all wanna be's but nobodies. the biggest losers work there. all ugly and faggot and dumb spastic. everytime I go on a cruise I wonder why I bother and all the cunt rude politeness and hate and it drives me nuts all this shoving slop in my lap which is supposed to be a napkin and the yap and burri bung abuse they speak to you like your a pig. I don't need the insults.

i didn't enjoy the p&o bianco parties cuz there was no one there with me but a useless dead wait of ...

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every holiday, cruise or occasion i have been in never feels great bc i am not with the person I want to be with. nothing has ever been fun ever. even as a child. i hated being around robert and russel the whole time. I hated being stuck and felt like I didn't have the gutz to go kill someone like katie and rick did.

every holiday, cruise or occasion i have been in never feels great bc i am not with the person I wan...

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I don't want to know royals from uk. we feel meg and kate do well at their dumbo spaz roles as useless as nothing but we don't believe in monarchy. we are about the people not the hob nobs at the top ripping off the world with their lies. can't you see its all a plotted out movie? or are you so stupid?

I don't want to know royals from uk. we feel meg and kate do well at their dumbo spaz roles as usele...

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fleas. how do you get rid of a plague of them? tried several flea guard on pets and flea premises sprays that says it kills fleas and eggs up to 12 months and it doesn't work. why? it was over $20 and then tried a few other sprays , what is this?

fleas. how do you get rid of a plague of them? tried several flea guard on pets and flea premises sp...

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I often cheat on my husband in our marriage bed. My lover is my 14-year-old son. He uses me at least 3 times in one session, and he humps me much harder than his father ever does. When he's pumping his load up me, I often get the feeling that he's never going to stop. I've also trained him to give me oral. I've asked my husband many times to suck my slit and love-button, but he's always refused to give me sexual satisfaction that way.

I often cheat on my husband in our marriage bed. My lover is my 14-year-old son. He uses me at least...

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My opinion (and that's all it is) is that you go to therapy. Not because you're sick or broken or weak or different. I think your probably normal. ( I personally believe we should change school cirriculum to include emotional education, because everyone has them and you are never really taught how to deal with them) You should understand yourself and why you feel the way you do. Therapists are trained in and have learned about these types of things and can provide much needed insight into the psychology of your feelings. But, just like in any profession, there are good ones and bad ones. Dont take everything they say as gospel. They are human with there own fallabilities. Do research on picking a good one. The most important thing is you should NEVER act on your feelings for minors!! That is NEVER okay.

My opinion (and that's all it is) is that you go to therapy. Not because you're sick or broken or we...

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I want to be free from you. You've out-done me at everything. YOU'RE the star of this year's show. YOU made the State band. YOU'RE the perfect Christian. YOU became f****** normal and I'm still a weirdo. We both know our "friendship" is a facade that we keep up because we've known each other for seven years and our moms are friends. Soon we'll be going to college in different states. I can't wait to start all over, out of your shadow. I just want to get on with things and find some one soon.

I want to be free from you. You've out-done me at everything. YOU'RE the star of this year's show. Y...

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