I have licked my mothers pussy when she was sleeping and also rubbed my dick on her ass and have seen her bathing and made sure she knows it too..... Also masturabed while making sounds like moaning and groaning so she knows I am doinh it. The thing is that I just want myself to stop these things...the relationship between us will never be the same that is she despises me and hate my presence....she is not telling my father because he will kill me for that and it will change the family forever. Once is was licking her pussy and she caught me and she shouted and then cried and did all stuff...i promised her I will never do that. Everyday in the morning I think that I will improve myself...not do anything wrong but I keep doing it....it is also affecting my mental and physical health and most importantly my carrer. I am 23 now trying to pursue the deed with mom since 16. Can anyone share some things1so that I can stoo myself from sinning. Please forgive me god for what I have done... I am doing my best to Improve...Om Namah shivaya.

Upstairs bathroom I went with a friend to watch a football game at a house that he told me had the ultimate man cave in the basement. I was impressed with this guys house and his man cave, he had a projection tv and it was an awesome picture. Some time during the game my buddy had gone upstairs to use the bathroom because the other one was occupied. I really had not noticed how long he was gone but when he came back he leaned over and told me when I get the chance I had to go use the bathroom upstairs. I gave him a look of confusion but he told me just trust me you need to do it when you see someone using the one down here just head upstairs. About twenty minutes went by and a guy went into the one down here so I waited a few and then headed upstairs. I got to the kitchen and his wife asked me if I needed the bathroom, I told her yes and she told me to follow her. She lead me down the hallway and turned into the bathroom and waived her arm and hand out motioning me to come inside. I really did have to relieve myself and was a little surprised that she was in there as she closed the door. She told me it was around the corner, the bathroom had a little room with just a toilet in it. I finished up and came out and she was still standing there, I washed my hands while she looked at me then she reached into the linen closet grabbed a pillow and set it on the floor. She kneeled down and stared up at me smiling, I was looking down at her thinking to myself you have to be kidding. I unzipped and stepped forward just in front of her, she looked up at me then started pulling my cock out of my pants, once it was out she went right at it sucking away. She was really good between using her hand and sucking on me I came in no time at all. I asked her why she was doing this and how many guys had she done this with today. She did not answer but just smiled at me and told me to come back up later if I wanted another one. I asked her if I could see her boobs but she told me no she was only giving out head today and nothing else. I saw five different guys go upstairs and I went twice as well as my buddy. We were driving home later that evening talking about it and laughing wondering what the hell she was up to doing that right upstairs from her husband. I really did not care because I have rarely ever gotten two blow jobs in one day.

Upstairs bathroom I went with a friend to watch a football game at a house that he told me had the u...