I want my first cousin, Matthew, to throw me down and make love to me

Im traped for my mental sicknes in my house, my family house. An old violent boyfriend of my mom is back living with us. And i think almost all day in killing him with a knife into his face. I cant get out and last year i tryed to scape killing my self but i regreted when i see the blood. I dont want this but when its so close this thougth are the only that defend me. Anyone have a way out? im try to read psicologist articles but i dont find anithing

Im traped for my mental sicknes in my house, my family house. An old violent boyfriend of my mom is ...

I have sat here for years now listening to you, I want you to listen to me now!

I have sat here for years now listening to you, I want you to listen to me now!

K has an oppositional defiant disorder. I noticed her behavior upsetting bob ages ago. My cousins child lacks knowing her place and she goes out of her way to try to insubordinate adults and buck authority all the time. She is spoiled unmining nasty bit of work like her mother and grandmother. I felt sorry for her when everyone was saying she needs a boot up her butt hole but its true and she is that lack of guidence and self determination like her mother, the grandmother they were bought up with this attitude from great grandma drunken to give her what she wants because she is the girl syndrome, and that was never fair on dad or bob and my sister played that game on me and I am a girl. K is violent and rude and crude saying she "I don't need vitamin d I get all my vitamin d from his dick and having sex with a adult man in a tent is out and out child neglect and abuse. K could be up on child neglect charges and grandmother on similar for giving alcohol to those girls. when k can't gets it way it attacks. I hope it enjoys a jail cell where they all belong! I hate my dirty swill relatives. she is 13 f***s a man who is 24 or about that and when she is ready she will mince his cock for a hotter dud like her mother and grandmother whore drunk does. police pick you up for shop lifting and your violence and no one ought to pity you. you lie. you call me a incel pedo loon dyke for reporting your violence, your attacks on people and your pedo lover sex acts a 24 year old pedo f***ing you and you want to attack me, but kid, sex is for adults. but like the drugs you take and alcohol your grandmother buys you at clubs in public, that daddy jail cell is waiting for you. Its got your family name on it. K turns every thing around and trianglates just like my sister a bloody bitch! and looks like you want to go there. you wont listen and you never learn and shame you have chosen this path but society is going to work against you. just cuz your family things f***ing as a child and doing drugs is normal doesn't mean the world will. its parental neglect and parental abuse to not control you.  I don't support her against bob and his wife. She needs a strong hand of discipline. that dam kid is a mongrel thing. I never thought I would feel that way about teenagers. But on this occasion I would support bob, k is just wants attention on her all the time. and she things as a kid she can order adults around and she needs to learn she can't. k is neglecting her daughter allowing her to have sex at 13 and her violence. I heard about all this today but that person on a site has been attacking me and I reported it. I wouldn't be surprised if its not her. that trouble making brat and she is only this way due to all that stinking money. bob at least does hold a deep conversation but k everything is all shits and bubbles and allowing those girls to run a riot. that child has oppositional defiant disorder and I know it cuz I have studied it. I am not saying bob was right to hit her but where is the father to give her a swift hand of discipline. if I had done that my father and mother would have hit me too. she had no right attacking someone in their workplace. no right at all. I don't want to dragged into it but I would support bob here on this. I noticed k behavior upsetting him ages ago and he has been neglected just my dad was by his parents over the special special girlly. and I am sick of it . that kid will end up killing someone if she has not already.

K has an oppositional defiant disorder. I noticed her behavior upsetting bob ages ago. My cousins ch...