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its an on going thing. it feels like persecution, that sounds dramatic I guess or paranoia but I have expereinced bullying and people felt the need to attack me and punish me over minor things and even a gang tried to kill me because we had a pedo in the family who is now dead, they took it out on me. I have told the support group at Al Annon about some of it not a lot. Its embarrasing and I was abused myself by him and so was my dad but all the same this gang of stalkers decided to attack me. sorry about my spelling. yes, I live in fear a lot. I don't know how to talk about it to people I know. they make out I over react. like hell I do. more like under-react. I see the wood for the trees don't worry! I keep records.I am not too prideful to tell either.

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its an on going thing. it feels like persecution, that sounds dramatic I guess or paranoia but I have expereinced bullying and people felt the need to attack me and punish me over minor things and even a gang tried to kill me because we had a pedo in the family who is now dead, they took it out on me. I have told the support group at Al Annon about some of it not a lot. Its embarrasing and I was abused myself by him and so was my dad but all the same this gang of stalkers decided to attack me. sorry about my spelling. yes, I live in fear a lot. I don't know how to talk about it to people I know. they make out I over react. like hell I do. more like under-react. I see the wood for the trees don't worry! I keep records.I am not too prideful to tell either.
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