My name is Roadandi I like licking dirty knickers especially if they have blood on

I like this girl that I can't have. She amazes me and drives me crazy. I think about her all the time, before i go to sleep and when I wake up!I want to give her everything. I would treat her amazingly but she wont consider me coz I'm a woman too. At times I feel that she could feel the same way one day but I just dont know how to go about it! :( I just want to make myself happy by making her happy! I don't know how to go about it.

I like this girl that I can't have. She amazes me and drives me crazy. I think about her all the tim...

I've been seeing a 19 year old - i'm 35. I'm going to meet her parents this weekend and it's totally freaking me out.

I've been seeing a 19 year old - i'm 35. I'm going to meet her parents this weekend and it's totally...

In 2.5 years my bf has never seen my stomach because its completely hideous and saggy due to weight loss and gain, the same goes for my arms. I have so many stretchmarks on my body that I am so limited in what I can wear. I am only 31 and was never able to live a normal life of a girl enjoying her body and able to wear nice clothes. I am only beautiful in the dark and that makes me sad. I am also screwed up from my childhood. I get so stressed easily have anxiety and at times depression. I never used to want marriage and kids but at this point in my life I do. Another sucker punch from life to me is that I don't ovulate so pregnancy won't come easy. Personally id rather adopt because I don't think id be able to handle pregnancy. I just want to feel what confidence and happiness is before its too late.

In 2.5 years my bf has never seen my stomach because its completely hideous and saggy due to weight ...