Okay so, for a start... thanks for treating me like an idiot by just walking away in the middle of the conversation as if i was crazy. I guess it's the only way out when you don't want to admit you couldn't care less of what i had to tell you cos to you it's all just moaning and useless talks, right? Or maybe you perfectly know what I meant to tell you about and you just can't be assed to see I was right? And what about the whole story of looking forward to telling me about that experience? BS. You so couldnt wait that its been a week and no time yet cos theres this and that and feeling like this and that. guess it only applies to certain things to do though, cos youre fine for other stuff right? funny how it works. i have the feeling i already know whats coming next, so i shall sit down and wait for it to happen before telling you how disappointed i am getting. have fun, huh.

Okay so, for a start... thanks for treating me like an idiot by just walking away in the middle of the conversation as if i was crazy. I guess it's the only way out when you don't want to admit you couldn't care less of what i had to tell you cos to you it's all just moaning and useless talks, right? Or maybe you perfectly know what I meant to tell you about and you just can't be assed to see I was right? And what about the whole story of looking forward to telling me about that experience? BS. You so couldnt wait that its been a week and no time yet cos theres this and that and feeling like this and that. guess it only applies to certain things to do though, cos youre fine for other stuff right? funny how it works. i have the feeling i already know whats coming next, so i shall sit down and wait for it to happen before telling you how disappointed i am getting. have fun, huh.
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