Confessions about 'Hate'

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I hate the uk queen and I am sick of her bullying me. I am not her friend. she is mean. you have no right bullying and abusing me over what I wrote when I was in 1997-til now. your useless you don't want to help people who have been abused and your a waste of my time. I don't have to take your abuse from dirty royals. I am sick of their own abuse. I want them and those doctors out of my life. my parents have been warned about a lot of people and they don't want to mix with other people that I don't approve of. I have a very set agenda and rule list of how people have to fit in or fuck off . its a very long and narrow viewed and tight list of rules peopple have to live up to and demonstrate to me , or their gone! I don't have time for cunts and mf and losers and idiots anymore. I don't have time for most people anymore. I am more rude then polite to people these days. i save my politeness for a very few people. I have been feeling for some time now that this doctor is not helping me. just being frank about the whole thing.

I hate the uk queen and I am sick of her bullying me. I am not her friend. she is mean. you have no...

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I don't like the way doret and joyce and others expected me to be this humble none not needing a man etc when they never been humble ever- shame on you! for expecting too much out of me! shame on you doret and joyce!

I don't like the way doret and joyce and others expected me to be this humble none not needing a man...

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19 dumped and dropped out of engineering degree, Some time soon, my hopelessness will win its battle with my cowardice, and I will do this world a huge favor by removing myself from it.

19 dumped and dropped out of engineering degree, Some time soon, my hopelessness will win its battle...

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I had cyber sex with a number of men, they are my secret weapon! omar and I talked about sex all the time some of our secret talents, great guys ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4-c1_ljmnI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMT4D0sosO4&t=44s ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDQ66GSU-zU&t=181s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6cBcNbGovk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohSNeQ70VsY

I had cyber sex with a number of men, they are my secret weapon! omar and I talked about sex all the...

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my psychiatrist is Fvcking me around always running late last few months and not really helping me enough. I wish he would refer me to a younger colleague or affiliate psychiatrist at the hospital who won't over charge. he had too many patients running 3 practices and I can't be waiting for 2 hrs like my appt was 4pm he runs 2hrs late I don't get home til 8pm and have to walk in the dark from train station in the rain. like is this guy kidding me that he cares doing this? his speciality is vetran affairs and my issues are being a victim of child sexual abuse from a old drunk smelly war vetran and I really feel as much as he has been nice to me so far, I need a specialist with more expert knowledge in my issues. I like the clinic a lot and there has to be other specialists there. this just is a bit unfair to make a patient wait and I feel there is a black niggar wicca energy doing this abuse on me. and I will report it to police so make up your mind niggar because you will get caught for this. I got cops on here watching.

my psychiatrist is Fvcking me around always running late last few months and not really helping me e...

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someone robbed me mugged me and stole my money.

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I erase people from my life, I learnt the eraser technic a long time ago. I can ignore people like no one else! I don't have a magic moment, I don't have a special night with anyone. I just no feelings that mattered with anyone. It all has no meaning to me. I don't have a group to share in on the joke with or have our own speak or "remember when" I just move on ! I have never belonged anywhere so that is why I make sure people get the message they will never belong around me. you'll never be good enough !

I erase people from my life, I learnt the eraser technic a long time ago. I can ignore people like n...

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you know how people have a past with friends and bonds with friends. I don't. its like all the rest of the world has their in-jokes and groups, a past love, a meaning, I don't. nothing is mine alone, nothing ever was. its all a load of shit. I just have no feeling towards most people. its a wonder I wake up most mornings I am just living day to day health wise. if die my cats will have to be euthanised with me and burnt with me.

you know how people have a past with friends and bonds with friends. I don't. its like all the rest ...

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I still can't bare to see photos of my cat who died, I don't let cats get supper close to me now. I don't let anyone get close to me. I have hate in me for everyone and everything. it takes a lot for me to trust just any person, like I don't trust vets and doctors anymore. I don't trust police or a lot of people.

I still can't bare to see photos of my cat who died, I don't let cats get supper close to me now. I ...

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I went on a hate campaign since my cats death, I became a super bitch when my cat got sick and a worse bitch when my cat died. I still grieve and enjoy being a bitch to others to make up for her death! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PV8Fl8rf5Sk

I went on a hate campaign since my cats death, I became a super bitch when my cat got sick and a wor...

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I ate a teaspoon of sugar I am a bad person! I ate a teaspoon of fat I am a bad person! I ate sugar I am a bad person! I ate fat I am a bad person! I ate sugar I am a bad person! I ate fat I am a bad person! I ate sugar I am a bad person! I ate fat I am a bad person! I ate sugar I am a bad person! I ate fat I am a bad person!

I ate a teaspoon of sugar I am a bad person! I ate a teaspoon of fat I am a bad person! I ate sugar ...

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coming up soon I am getting a number of court orders out on relatives ! thankyou for spreading the hate around and my family and I have our own lives and too busy for any of you. like mum says she never thinks of her nieces and relatives ever. I just want all persons of a certain type made clear they are not welcome here. we have our own ways here! I am a very social person and a people person and always enjoyed good company however good company is rare to find, I do recall it once back 30 years ago one day I think it was ! not sure now, so much haze of suffering and misery and pain clouds it all.

coming up soon I am getting a number of court orders out on relatives ! thankyou for spreading the h...

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ms symptoms girl alone!

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after being called for 10 years by guys "a guide dog for the blind" i sent guide dogs for the blind red pen insults back when they would mail me for donations. then I did the same to the rsl invite to quest entrents dinner. said "No way would I ever come near you rapists ever again!", I also sent shutout insults to premie babies wanting donations. like I have no money. I am a nobody with no money. people steal my money, I don't even have money to take the bullies who attacked me physically to court. so I don't have rights like others.

after being called for 10 years by guys "a guide dog for the blind" i sent guide dogs for the blind...

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in 2004 -I admit after russo sent me to nick physio who shouldn't have done chiropractial work on me, he made it worst, I deliberately became a bitch to radmon job interviews and even job letters. I said the most awful things to people but changes are they were never read, its not healthy but it was a way of dealing with the abuse I was facing. saying "fuck you cunt. if you give me this hospital job be sure I will deliberately mess up the medications" to see people hurt like people did to me. I ended letters with "yours shitcery" "regards retards!, and more. fuckyou snott I know you think your too good for me and you will deliberately never give me a job anyway. i was shy but people seen my shy fear as stuck up so i just am stuck up now

in 2004 -I admit after russo sent me to nick physio who shouldn't have done chiropractial work on ...

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erin pissed me off. I am going to get my mum to attack this company and my doctor to have a go at them if he will write a letter. my mum won't be as polite as me.

erin pissed me off. I am going to get my mum to attack this company and my doctor to have a go at th...

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what's good? nothing!

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at the hospital the other day it really hurt me when a slutty who worked there was nice to me as we got in the lift so I thought that would be too close to get away with a verbal insult so I gave her a dirty look and then smiled to confuse her, cuz I really wanted to be out and out rude to her, I had her pegged from a distance and was going to say something to transfer emotions of negativity and hate to others which I have learnt to do from joyce and others. and I was about to say to mum " well my god there is a ^&& of %^&(&^&*&^ " cuz she is so deaf she can't hear me speaking. I often insult people for fun when I am offended or abused I usually fine at least 3 people to do it back to every single time til I feel better. thanks joyce you have taught me so much! now I can take all you taught me to hospitals and the witches there some doctors others just little slutmonkey whorey I can insult and other places with me to abuse and bullying everyone around me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hH9Cg1lecyk and I am a qualified psychology specialist overseas now, so that is all the better, I can make out I am qualified and do what you did joyce and without even boring with a stupid useless husband., with my virginal problems I can't even have sex its a waste of time for me being too old and cranky to even appreciate it. everytime I clean even down there it bleed so what would sex be the point. now point at all, waste of time. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5oyk2f44OUE the rash that lisa curry fernwood, you can know that I spred that around without trying! thanks for the hate and passing the feeling on, now I can really appreciate this thing you used to call "emotional transference" that you said rose was doing to me and you were and a lot of people, now I do it back to heaps of people, its only the cutie young ones I work with I don't because their special to me, hot sexy bodies and worth a good compliment. I save my bitchy moods for rich bitchy young women, snottie whores and married mother whores, single mother whores , their mongrel kids, their husbands and ex husbands, bouncy old bags, black people who are rich or bitchy and anyone rich actually!

at the hospital the other day it really hurt me when a slutty who worked there was nice to me as we ...

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you can't teach people who are not listening ! and don't care and hate you!

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I am a teacher and I deliberately mark kids and people down if they are attractive or rich or appear schooled in answering questions! that is my idea of justice! I like seeing people on their ass! thanks for passing on the feeling and the feeling is great being able to insult people, I would insult more I just need to get away from my mother more so I can insult more people when I feel like it.

I am a teacher and I deliberately mark kids and people down if they are attractive or rich or appear...

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