Confessions about 'Hate'

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I NEVER AM RUDE TO DOCOTRS I ALWAYS SAY " GOOD MORNING DOCTOR" "THANKYOU DOCTOR FOR YOUR TIME" I REFUSE TO CALL DOCTORS BY THEIR FIRST NAME IT IS DISRESPECTFUL. MY GRANDMOTHER ALWAYS CALLED NURSES "YES SISTER" AND HER "BETTERS" I NEVER AM RUDE TO DOCTORS BUT THEY ARE RUDE TO ME. I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE FOR THEIR ABUSES.

I NEVER AM RUDE TO DOCOTRS I ALWAYS SAY " GOOD MORNING DOCTOR" "THANKYOU DOCTOR FOR YOUR TIME" I REF...

Abuse, Hate

ZERO TOLERANCE TO RUDE DOCTORS JUST KILL THEM!

Abuse, Hate

stop it doctors or I will kill you. I will get bin ladem filipeno murderers who are more evil to kill you all for insulting and abusing me. you got that. i don't have to take your abuse. I am polite and resppectful to doctorss and I EXPECT THAT RESPECT BACK! THE GOVT PAY YOU TO BE RESPECTFUL AND DO THE RIGHT THING IF YOU CAN'T LIVE UP TO THAT YOU WILL GET THE MESSAGE ONLY ONCE AND GONE! YOU UNDERSTAND THAT.

stop it doctors or I will kill you. I will get bin ladem filipeno murderers who are more evil to kil...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

the next doctor to mock me and abuse might cope a filipeno presidents hitman at them if they don't watch it. the next bitch that tries to down me ever again will definately get a filipineno presidents hit man at them. I told him about a few people already. I have had cancer, I have no husband I have sexually abused as a child and suffered at the hands of a drunken old beast who hurt me over and over. DON'T YOU DAM WELL FUCK WITH ME FUCKERS!" I OFTEN HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT MASS MURDERING GOING ON A RAGING MURDER SPREE ENJOYING THE ANARCHY OF DEATH OF PEOPLE WHO ABUSED ME. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnho1KCMPXw they don't know what to say. but i could easily murder and kill and go on a rampant murder spree and I know it would give me a great deal of pleasure to see people murdered who have abused me, we are keen we are ready tonight even!

the next doctor to mock me and abuse might cope a filipeno presidents hitman at them if they don't ...

Abuse, Hate

emma calls her customers "smelly bums" that was when I thought "you're a bitch, you are up yourself, you're ass smells like everyone else bitch", she started acting like she was so above me when she started working for a female natruapath and she was putting down my study which I knew she would like sally did. like only their study is relevent to the world, only their vaginas are worthy and they are old hags but gee do they think they have something to give. like doret. she was a fat hustling momma ghetto bitch with a dozen kids to as many fathers looking down her nose at me and she wronged me. that liar. i was single and studying and she pulled a number on me I will never forgive. I just don't forget or forgive people anymore. god has wronged me. I was too nice and kind. god slammed me for being good, every night I would say my prayers faithfully day in and day out and thank god, ask god to fix problems of other peoples and my own. god hurt me everytime. every single time god let me down. I am not a satanic but I just don't believe in religion of any kind anymore. there is no god. I nearly died and I can tell you there is no god. I asked god to save me and he did sort of but my life is pain every day. every hour of every day I have to hide the emotional and physical pain for the last 30 years. I kept illnesses a secret not even tellin other doctors everything, I don't want their pity parties anyway. that is all they give is pity or sarcasim and insults and its wearing thin, the next doctor to mock me and abuse might cope a filipeno presidents hitman at them if they don't watch it. the next bitch that tries to down me ever again will definately get a filipineno presidents hit man at them. I told him about a few people already. I have had cancer, I have no husband I have sexually abused as a child and suffered at the hands of a drunken old beast who hurt me over and over. DON'T YOU DAM WELL FUCK WITH ME FUCKERS!

emma calls her customers "smelly bums" that was when I thought "you're a bitch, you are up yourself,...

Abuse, Hate

i won't forgive emma for abusing me the way she did, getting that teen to stalk me. i know what she was implying that i am some immature women on disability but I am more mature then her and all her appenders , did she consider my health stresses and worries - no she added to them. I had cancer did she care. I am not jealous of my parents having radium and chemo for their cancer how stupid. I am grateful to god but I am angry at god for what he has done to me. when I have been over loyal to the lord. over righteous and good, god has wronged me for being good. so i am telling god he has to learn to dance to my tune and my doctor agrees. bugger how other people feel. they got themselves pregnant and they can suffer it out without my pity or joy for them. they have to do that for themselves. but why emma would do that to me i don't understand she was a real wolf in sheeps clothing and evil how evil of a married woman to push a teenage boy onto me and i am in my 40s and she is implying i am immature just because i am on disability and had serious illnesses that are none of her business, just so she could re-marry and get up thd duff again. what an evil thing to do! you evil bad woman. you will get what is coming to you whore. why should i give more then she gives back to me. no. i will not be happy for her. not now not ever. she wronged me. it had to end. I hope she has the modesty and decency to stay away from me next week and not come, as I dont want to see her and I will ignore her if I do. she should be punished. not loved but punished for what she did. and she told me she used to steal cakes from kids.

i won't forgive emma for abusing me the way she did, getting that teen to stalk me. i know what she ...

Abuse, Hate

emma abused me then expects me to happy for her, firstly happy is a dumb word I never use. only they can be happy for themselves. I don't do "happy" ken taught me that his idea of happy was rather ugly and dirty and , it aint my scene, I used other profound words, no I won't be happy for anyone. they have to do that for themselves.

emma abused me then expects me to happy for her, firstly happy is a dumb word I never use. only they...

Hate

I hate people who always say "don't compare yourself to others" or "don't feel that way" "you should consider her feelings" does she consider my feelings or stresses? no! so why should I care that she is a mother, that doesn't make her stresses more important then my stresses. its natural to compare. I will type back to them what they said to me and see how they like it. its a normal human emotion to want love and marriage, they have no prototype on that emotion. I will say back them what they said to me over and over and see it they like it when they complain.

I hate people who always say "don't compare yourself to others" or "don't feel that way" "you should...

Abuse, Hate

i wish they would stop smoking its so annoying being near a smoker. really.

Hate

i have been so constipated last few weeks sometimes I feel like i have a bowel blockage or a tumor in the bladder one gp kept going on about. i just feel bad ever since i swallowed these fucking Asian sour peach seed they suck on. i swear its giving me bowel issues I usd to get it with bread so I cut out a lot of dough based things i can't eat scones or white breads or pitza bases I can't eat those husks too much. I can't eat certain foods. i am rarely allowd to eat what i want, i used to have more say in cooking dinner and now i am not allowed to as much and i am sick of the shit we eat.

i have been so constipated last few weeks sometimes I feel like i have a bowel blockage or a tumor i...

Abuse, Hate

oh I am so sick of these stupid "loner" dark characters in english tv shows. they are so boring. morbid. I have no comprehension how my mother watches that drivel.

oh I am so sick of these stupid "loner" dark characters in english tv shows. they are so boring. mor...

Hate

Why must money or lack thereof, always cause the most stress in a relationship.. :( I feel drained, helpless and hopeless!! I didn't ask to be retrenched!! Life is unfair

Why must money or lack thereof, always cause the most stress in a relationship.. :( I feel drained...

Hate

I was and still am keen for her madames Filipino husband to come here to live he is in Manilla but he doesn't seem to want to due to job, and she wants always go there to see him all the time. its her choice if she wants to live there, what she has to understand is I did nothing wrong to her, she has no right to pull this crap about "all is forgiven now" no its not! things cookie and her said can't be unsaid their abuse on me was violent for over a 2 decades and I am angry that their selfishness. cookie and rose very selfish spoilt game playing violent women. sister rose hit husband over the head and cookie cause me trouble i did nothing to her and she has no right in my personal life or commenting about anything. if she likes ken carey she can have e him, infact any filipeno can have him even a she-male nacy boy filipeno can have him and eat him , I don't want the spastic.

I was and still am keen for her madames Filipino husband to come here to live he is in Manilla but h...

Abuse, Hate

21 male - have to go to a meeting next saturday, worried what do I say? I have to look like "hi I want to be here" when I don't really. I bet they will just hate me.

21 male - have to go to a meeting next saturday, worried what do I say? I have to look like "hi I wa...

Hate

this company is making this big deal about what work I have done with them and its a drop in the ocean its irrelevent their arguments the fact is I paid and I want my product that is the contract. they are so wasteful and have no concern for custumer loyalty and being reliable doing what the contract says they will do. its so flippant and I get very angry at companies that are so disrespectful to values that are proven, you must must must make your customers pleased and welcome to come back in business.

this company is making this big deal about what work I have done with them and its a drop in the oce...

Hate

tried to study today and I got up at 12am last night and studied til about 3am and went back to sleep and did some more study today trying to take in all this stuff. did a whole project but felt like I was just going on and on, but I have a few assignments to do this month as well as other stuff.

tried to study today and I got up at 12am last night and studied til about 3am and went back to slee...

Hate

we don't want cookies family cominghere stealing our clothes and house and eating our cats, I tell my cats all the time never to trust that big bad monster cookie, that she will kill them and I have to protect my family and my cats from this evil bad woman and her family.

we don't want cookies family cominghere stealing our clothes and house and eating our cats, I tell m...

Abuse, Hate

good luck bon jella! but I don't give a frig for these cunts! I am too old to put up with men or women for that matter around me now.

good luck bon jella! but I don't give a frig for these cunts! I am too old to put up with men or wom...

Abuse, Hate

to the dog at the law faculty that arrogantly said "finders keepers losers weepers" I ain't weeping hon. and I sure hope your head is smashed in one day. you mongrel bitch dog fat ugly heap of doggystyler.

to the dog at the law faculty that arrogantly said "finders keepers losers weepers" I ain't weeping ...

Abuse, Hate

so what am I supposed to believe this dirty mongrel old poofter george micheals gave my grandfather lotto win money which was less then even a million back over 35 years ago so I should hand over free courses to a dirty old bastard. I doubt he was poor. save your bullying and guilt trip for someone who can afford one because I can't. I am too poor to afford a guilt pity party.with that poor rich bugger me sydrome of poofters in music earning way too much money out of touch with the real world of struggle and poverty and sadness and loss and being deprived of basic human rights, like I said taxiride, other bands can't related to the average person, they have no idea of work for what you get and struggle on austudy or unemployment for 40 years. that was why I stopped mixing around those rude assholes in 2004. bunch of users! jason is the biggest user out like ricky. lazy, selfish, spoilt, rude, scammers, rip off con artists good for nothing freak poofters pretending to be normal daddies which is a big joke to the world. especially when they are probably molesting their adopted kids and I regret now ever giving the smallest support to gay people because they are all dirty bullies. and ugly frugly scum scam poop faces. you can see the shit on their face literally everytime you see them.

so what am I supposed to believe this dirty mongrel old poofter george micheals gave my grandfather ...

Abuse, Hate