Confessions about 'Hate'

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kate and willliam are a pair of pious cunts who rooted and shooted around then pretend they don't have a past of dirty behaviour. well some remember.

kate and willliam are a pair of pious cunts who rooted and shooted around then pretend they don't ha...

Abuse, Hate

NLP abuse mind control bullying games - they have to stop. I just wanted to write and express my dislike for loud depressing and morbid 1980s music like Phil Collins and mike and the mechanics and eurogliders "heaven must be there" - I have to admit I have long wanted to move from this area and I DON'T WANT TO LIFE IN THIS PLACE AS THE SONG SAYS, I OUT GREW THE REDLANDS A LONG LONG TIME AGO AND ONLY LACK OF MONEY AND LACK OF OPPORTUNITY MAKES ME STAY IN THIS HELL HOLE AREA , but all this morbid morbid out of date music has to stop. its depressing, and too loud. I complained to Milliers for playing depressing morbid music like Boy George Nobody's gonna save my life or whatever, people do not want to hear this morbid shit. when you walk into a shop it really turns you off hearing morbid old songs with depressing words and you don't want to go back because you don't enjoy the "shopping experience" with loud morbid songs. I literally have not walked into Susans in over 10 years because they were playing morbid weird music with words in like "put it down, put it down" which sounded terrible so I did put the item down and walked out. the food court is so loud it is really annoying and I have noticed the ladies toilets over crowded and smelly and should be cleaned more and even have free vinegar solution to clean toilet seats from bacteria and both ladies toilets there often taps not working or soap dispensers not refilled and general cleaning is not being done enough they should smell fresh and inviting, the hand driers don't wrok and you should have those new quick dry ones or paper towelling and its really annoying when parts of the marble are jaggery and broken and they look and smell old and out of date and not enough toilets per percentage of shopper and would appreciate more specialised shops and beauty clinics like when Feminique Beauty Clinic was there in the 1990s-2000s was in the shopping centre. the food areas are over crowded and noising and just plain OLD! we like to shop at the centre but just felt the toilet and loud morbid music had to be raised as it is making us want to not come to the centre. the whole centre could do with a update or even a 2nd floor put on due to explosion of population - god knows you could create more jobs in the area and people are sick of self services checkouts and generally poor quality customer service all round. I do however appreciate the police beat where it is but feel they could be more visually scene in the centre and security staff etc as well, as the taxi area is a complete disgrace as is the down stairs car park. Recently I was near pushed over by a Maori fat tall woman who was hovering around my handbag in my trolley and literally she pushed us to get in front of us and some stores are very small ailse like The Dollar Discount shop near Coles and there is not enough variety shops or hairdressors or dry cleaners in the area. I am really sick of those Coles trolleys with the auto-stop, I like the size of the smaller ones but its really annoying. Its a terribly morbid shopping centre like all the shopping centres in the Redlands/Cleveland/Victoria Pt area.

NLP abuse mind control bullying games - they have to stop. I just wanted to write and express my di...

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there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a room and I thought they were going to lock me in there to die without help, or gas me to death it was a room for druggies and yet the ambulance guys kept telling the hospital "she is not a druggy she has an infection", I heard a man dying in pain for hours another night and just want to get the hell out of there. its not a nice place and most of the staff are bloody evil and some very abusive and corrupt and violent to nice honest patients like me. this is not the first time I have been man handled by medical staff, one doctor helped cause my ear drum to burst in 1990s and another physician was looking in my underwear which I thought was strange without any questions about why? when I was just in my teens. i have always had respect for medical people but their no gods, some are assholes.

there was one night when the abulance took me to the hospital for chest pains, they pushed me into a...

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everyone was invited to this party with these celebrities in our neighborhood but us like when prince william and ricky martin were pedoing around and the parties were over at a house down the road I became suspicious that ken carey who raped me was living there. now there is some weird people living in the street on the left side of us, the right side the old slut there gets her sex clients to park out side our house while she services them and they have even had teens waiting outside our house to be picked up by men who want pull jobs etc as pimp and ride gang and its sickening. real sick stuff. meanwhile we are leading isolated punished lives, just because I can't and won't appreciate a fat slut queen getting a loser married bald tattoo biker pig raping me. are you all crazy stupid nutters. these people are awful rapist and torturers. you have no idea how evil and what they are like. I don't want to know ken. I reported him only a few weeks ago and I will keep doing that til he goes away.

everyone was invited to this party with these celebrities in our neighborhood but us like when princ...

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i got sick at fernwood they gave me a washer with peppermint and I got a rash all over my arms and face and they caused it to happen. that slut walks around like some knowall, she wrecked gloria marshall and she has wrecked the whole weight loss industry in australia lisa curry wants all women looking like the pig whore hulk man she is. thanks for ruining lives lisa whore bitch!

i got sick at fernwood they gave me a washer with peppermint and I got a rash all over my arms and f...

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don't trust bayside bulletin and orministon college - I gave away a voucher for a free wedding photography course at an irish based online academy who advertise on groupon and since then their service and courses have gone down hill - this has been deliberate sabotages from these people like macbeth and bob johnson and others like anita taylor at the local choir. i will not trust these groups now, Rupert only wants people to fail and be sick. their killers !

don't trust bayside bulletin and orministon college - I gave away a voucher for a free wedding photo...

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early last year I paid over $500.00 for nice uniforms to start a beauty therapy diploma under the vet fee fund govt help at qld school of beauty at towong, I had tried to get into a course with them when I was much younger and thinner but russos would not pay for it, the bitch of a principle maria rang me 2 days before the course was to start telling me I could not do the course and they had no govt support now. but never once did the ad go from her website and I reported maria who is a complete bitch and snotty snob, for discrimination against a disability woman. I want people to know what a scammer this woman is. I had wanted to this course well since 2005 and this mongrel bitch lied to me. she is a fraud and snob and a slut! don't go there she only cares about monied people and she is such a snob and its a pathetic poxy little school that is out of date and so badly run she needed other schools to get her financially out of trouble. I showed anna-maria liobel and my nephew the uniform so I know it was anna-maria liobel with her drug addiction history and her abuse on me saying "seeing you don't want any help then" and her and dirty old bob from a touch of love ministries were up to no good they must have met in a jail cell him for his violence and her for whoring prositition and drug pushing. anyway, I hate maria from qld beauty school and I would advice no one go there- they discriminate against women like me with low income or disability and as a victim of crime. so I never forget that in business. her liar con act was shocking too. she has no answer to come back with when I called her a liar and con artist discriminating to rip me off for cash. I paid cash for the uniforms and excepted to start the course and I refused to accept any other poorly liar conditions of this evil strumpet old whore and her devil daughter at QSB towong QLD. maria made up some pathetic excuse about "I have to go teach and don't have time for your acquisitions" and I said fine, proves to me all the more your a liar.

early last year I paid over $500.00 for nice uniforms to start a beauty therapy diploma under the ve...

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I hope they all die together in car accidnet that will be a spectacular pity opportunity for them all so everyone can pity pity party them! royals are just inbred spastics breeding with their own blood and are all fucking idiots they literally copy others and need others to get them in a direction they have not much focus on their own. I woke up to this and later they tried to blame you and make you feel guilty but I was a child so I don't know what I was supposed to know or think but they were not that nice to me ever! but then no one has been that nice to me ever actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope they all die together in car accidnet that will be a spectacular pity opportunity for them al...

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dear royals- I am not thanking you for getting me raped and ruining my career, or this shit old house and abuse you have had people do to me, I am not grateful all the wasted time looking for work when I wanted to be working, all the wasted time you put me through looking for relationships I could never find, I am not gratfeul for all the shopping wasteful time and the clothes you had me buy when I lost weight in 2000 always thinking positive thinking "Oh yeh when I get that Job!" that was never gonna come all because of you getting people to abuse me. so I won't say thankyou prissy george prissia prusia and priss druggy william and priss druggy harry and you people make me sick. its low getting virgins raped by fat ugly losers, that is the lowest act out. you have nothing to be proud of kate and william and harry. you have nothing good to give anyone. you cause trouble everywhere you go and all you do is abuse people. but how could you know better when the queen and diana were abusing me when Iwas a child in 1970s. you have no right to know me or abuse me. you will pay for it one day!

dear royals- I am not thanking you for getting me raped and ruining my career, or this shit old hous...

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many have suffered for your success ! are you happy now?

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I have always been a person who worries about things, worrying about the future is always on my mind since a kid, its getting worse as a I mature but I seen a mag with nigella saying "you can't worry about the future" and ever since that is all I do. worrying when and how I will die and if I can even lose weight, my mother and other older women have more confidence in me losing weight this time then I do. I find my confidence in other things now over physical image. all the disappointments I have been through I just don't appreciate which has led to a very negative view of life and expectations, I know there is no man waiting for me. I know I will never know what it feels like to find true love. I knew that as a child and teen, that is why I never looked hard because when you are born with ugly face and ugly red hair few people like you naturally or spontaneously and you learn to hate people back, I made a mistake allowing myself to believe rick really did like me when all he was doing was setting me up to abuse me and see me raped - that was his and kateys plan for me. I know I will never know how it feels to wear a pretty wedding dress and marry or have a baby like all the other young brides in my family - cousins and aunties and 2nd cousins who all got married young and were fussed after by some seriously quality teen males and I never had that and I don't care anymore. I just don't care anymore. I will probably end up a old street bag lady homeless by the age of 50 living under bridges and sad lonely failure that no friend will care for. and I accept that this is what other people wanted for me, for my mother as well. the royal family all this time have been trying to kill me and I hve to say I hated diana that she had to do all that pining death scene and outdo werners suicide with people mourning after a whore who had affairs everywhere and regun said so and she is probably behind isis with that perfume. did you see that pinic picture of her and charles near a car that says on the rego number plate- I kll - well it says it all. I hate them all. their ugly new babies becausse as if any of the royals are beautiful people they ugly physically the queen was ugly all her kids are ugly and awful people, kate is a ugly slut, her mother is ugly so its only possible their kids are ugly and that goes across the board with the lot of them. they are all ugly dirty motherfucking scum ripping off the rest of us. they are stealing lives and I wouldn't envy anyone marrying them because they will be hated anyway. no one is going to like them but their own trash. I wanted to be married when I was 23 or earilier and if I want to spit hate at people I will. especially to that dog fucking lot at bayside family christain church who are satanic clarvoyants and evil sick people - your a very abusive church. one day your gonna pay for your drugs and sexual abuse on women. one day someone is gonna do you right over for what you all are. fakers. its not a church you can really marry in. they are all weirdos. they are blasphemists preaching and only a hand few can now but thousands of millions will see later what you really are.

I have always been a person who worries about things, worrying about the future is always on my mind...

Hate, Blasphemy

love marriage divorce, pity me, pity pity me so i can marry again and be pitied and loved and feel like a courageous fake and i can't be looking like i have something together, but keep pitying me with a sea of flowers til I die. is womens lives. that you have no right to have ideal relationship or life? but as if you ever could because you keep making the same mistakes over and over and over. I am sick of the typical game of womens schemas today. it makes no sense. and your not courageous you don't deserve pity your just a dangerous cunning fox who knows how to manipulate men for sex which does not equal real love.

love marriage divorce, pity me, pity pity me so i can marry again and be pitied and loved and feel l...

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1999,2000, 2001 etc heaps of idiots were sending all that spam mail to me like germany dull melanie and rick using NLP brainwashing abuses to ruin my fathers business out of jealously. even these old fucking cunts like the M's and Elsa pissed me off the cunts were sending all this righteous condesnending noble pious rubbish to make me feel like I had no right expecting a career and husband and baby unlike them. oh they were allowed to want, expect and yet say if think when we have this we will be right, by marrying and having kids etc but it never works out, and it was almost like they were saying "oh well its up to your generation of losers to not marry because we are did and it didn't give us want we expected" well, excuse me didn't I have the right to expect as well. expect better then dog spit scum like ken a dirty fat scumbag I was too good for!!!! he was never in my dreams or what my life was ment to be, there was another story I had in my head for me and if people don't like that tough luck. we have the right to expect and want and if your allowed kids that didn't make like up to your life too bad your kids were spastic. elsas son was a retarted spastic who the world felt pity for. all of you were below my standards I was streets ahead of you scum, I was better and clever then you joyce poorter and you murdered me. yeh that is right you never allowed me to tell my story at the right time. I did nothing to that cunt spoilt mongrel bitch diana, that selfish selfish bitch who took me down. I was looking for men to like me and it was always the wrong ones liking me who were shit. they were deadbeat uneducated fools and talked shit all the time and acted stupid. women don't tolerate that for long. I had no one to guild me in the right direction as a real older sister would. I never had the benefit of a older sister who loved me or who wanted the best for me, I never had a mother who was tall enough to fight down idiots that were pushed into our lives who used our family. I made mistakes trusting wrong people. I had a right to want marriage and baby and career and I had the right to want better then ken, I had the right to say no to dogfaced leigh morris. she should have yelled at and told ' NO SHE CAN'T COME TONIGHT LAST MINUTES NOTICE TO SOME NOTHING PARTY THAT WAS NOT MUCH OF A PARTY, SHE IS SICK AND TAKEN MEDICATION AND DOCTOR SAID SHE CAN'T GO OUT" Leigh had already set up her dirty game and I was so naive and dumb, but I am not now. I resent william for abusing me and how he is ruined my family. i never ruined his family. they were being stupid and I disliked their reckless behavior that is what made me turn on people. when I seen ratbagery and people should be grateful they ever had 1 marriage, people should be grateful to have children. I am not grateful for being abused as child or being raped and treated like a fool by leigh and ken and all those scum with the rsl and navy. those people sicken me, the lowest of the low allowing rape on abused kids and women. your no heros to me you scum. I want nothing to do with relatives who wronged me. sue and elizabeth and louise and roslyn and karen all let me down and wronged me. they know they did they have to live with how they wronged me and wrecked my love life and the dreams i had as a teenager getting married and having a baby and working in a good career. you have to live with what you have done. so you wanted me to be the worst of everyone around me, I am the worse parts of doret, little dawnie, little joycie, little belle, the worst parts of everyone even diana but never allowed to be me. why is that? it makes no sense. so you had your fun now fuck off. and allow me to find love with someone who I really do love and its not you ken or frank or craig. you got to live up to a lot to be around me. my sister is an evil bitch who has never loved me, but you didn't have to help her to kill me off just to make her feel better when she got her special graduation and wedding day and baby and then another wedding day and then another wedding day and I have never had my special graduation or my special wedding day, and I am not taking your fucking shit anymore ! fuck off the lot of you.

1999,2000, 2001 etc heaps of idiots were sending all that spam mail to me like germany dull melanie ...

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I thoght I would just tell you doret you fucking slut bitch. I didn't appricate your mongrel son smerking when he seen me, given that each of your 6 kids have different fathers and you asked for my advise when I was seeing you and you wanted my advice about that guy who was a bike riding sports freak who was a partner of one of your clients, you were seriously contemplating a sexual relationship with him and you wanted my opinion and I said "well if you really like him but it probably will ruin your client base relationships" then you started avoiding me and would not look at me like you had a guilty conscious over something. and you got your big new house and your twins you dressup tacky and you nursing degree and all you said to me was "take what you need from a relationship and move on" about ken. you knew I never liked him at all and that was not the person I wanted or needed to be, but I don't like you projecting your past onto me and the nasty things you did under the guise of spiritual and angel guidance. you made me ill and I felt very hurt by the way you dumbed me as a friend for all your fat bitches of awful friends, and your slutting around. you did much the same thing to me as joyce did. I know its not me that draws people like you in, and I am deliberately not welcoming most people anymore because I missed out on the things that were most important to me!

I thoght I would just tell you doret you fucking slut bitch. I didn't appricate your mongrel son sme...

Abuse, Hate

the biggest joke is I did so well at leadership psychology and sales psychology and sports psychology and criminal psychology areas and yet I just feel "yeh but were is the real skills that someone will say - well that sounds good! when can you start"

the biggest joke is I did so well at leadership psychology and sales psychology and sports psycholog...

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I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and career and income and friends but I accept that other people didn't want those things for me! and I don't care anymore anyway. yeh I guess it is too late for kids and its too late of love and marriage as well I guess. I will never know what it feels like to be good enough or marriaged to someone I love. I will never know the feeling of wearing a wedding dress or giving birth or being an expert or wealthy, or even liked and I no longer care either. I am glad I didn't have kids to the loser men I met anyway!

I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and car...

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I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and career and income and friends but I accept that other people didn't want those things for me! and I don't care anymore anyway. yeh I guess it is too late for kids and its too late of love and marriage as well I guess. I will never know what it feels like to be good enough or marriaged to someone I love. I will never know the feeling of wearing a wedding dress or giving birth or being an expert or wealthy, or even liked and I no longer care either. I am glad I didn't have kids to the loser men I met anyway!

I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and car...

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shows over better next time he says. not likely.

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sneesing over customers is rude and so is pushing someone out of you way to look at close things.

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su-elle you are a b who smell as bad as the wine you drank. only two of you showed up so you go to the bar ha! I knw thee were a resun why I didn't like you apart from the obvious.

su-elle you are a b who smell as bad as the wine you drank. only two of you showed up so you go to t...

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