Confessions about 'Hate'

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when I was in grade 1 and 2 you were threatened with the cane and get 10 cuts if you didn't know your maths times tables off by heart.

when I was in grade 1 and 2 you were threatened with the cane and get 10 cuts if you didn't know you...

Abuse, Hate

when I was at university some nights I would up til 2am finishing assignments and had to drop them in at 10am so I had to leave cuz it took me 2 hrs to get there and 2 hrs home. I had to push everyone away just to survive study and I still got stalked and annoyed and dropped out when I was just too sick to keep going. I was having panic attacks all the time and waking up in bed wet all over in sweats and I still blame the university virus leak at the campus for making me sick. I got some mysterious illness.

when I was at university some nights I would up til 2am finishing assignments and had to drop them i...

Hate

you soon learn at university you might get holidays but you usually have about 4 x 4000 word assignments to do over easter break alone. so its no holiday. you have no time for a personal life to take care of your beauty or go to the gym or have a love life and you have no social life. no matter what bullshit people will tell you about "oh I had a ball at university and partied all the time" don't believe them. if they are doing that they are buying or stealing assignments and they get caught in the end. you have to sign all assignments stating it is all your work and you will be punished and kicked out for any plagiarism, even just for paraphrasing you will get into big trouble. I knew bitches who were faking bibliographies and make up their own quotes and believe me some get away with it and others get caught. thankfully I never was that stupid to do that. I did occasionally get help from others for take home exams or assessment but there was no party fun at university. It was the sadest abused loneliest bullied time of my life as bad as russos or now. I would get sick and I would not eat meals and just live on lucozade for some energy but that was it and it made me sick and weak and tired with antibiotics dropping down red blood cell count too much.

you soon learn at university you might get holidays but you usually have about 4 x 4000 word assignm...

Hate

when I was at university you had to get a stat dec signed by a JP and a doctor declaring the exact medical diagnosis not just "a medical condition" if you were late handing in an assignment or away for more then 2 days in a row or if you couldn't sit an exam it basically had to be near death excuse. there were no feeble excuses. that is how university is.

when I was at university you had to get a stat dec signed by a JP and a doctor declaring the exact m...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half an hour rant one day just over some guy asking what sort of questions would be on our exam, well the teacher yelled and went off "WHAT AN ABSOLUTE AUDACITY YOU HAVE TO EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU WHAT TOPICS WILL BE ON THE EXAM" YOU SHOULD KNOW ALL THIS. if I had to hand in an assignment and there was a bus strike you had to get a taxi there no excuses it had to be submitted by 10am or else failure. if you didn't turn up on time teachers locked the lecture hall doors. you were told to move so you moved. If a nun or priest or brother or anyone told you to move you moved. when I don't pass exams I have to pay a re-sit fee. I am currently doing over 10 subjects. do I look like someone who has all the time in the world to wait to have a marriage or baby? and here I am 46 and still be yelled at my younger little lazy selfish fuckers being told want to do and get out of the way and I am sick of it.

when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

lazy dirty young mongrel men lazy evil dirty bastards.

Abuse, Hate

i told mum the other day not to do the lawn she is too old to be doing that work when these lazy bastards get paid to it. the dirty evil robbing bastards.

i told mum the other day not to do the lawn she is too old to be doing that work when these lazy bas...

Hate

these young lazy shits mowing the lawn will be battered veg if I get a hold of them! the dirty lazy evil selfish bastards!

these young lazy shits mowing the lawn will be battered veg if I get a hold of them! the dirty lazy...

Abuse, Hate

pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out of them and horse whip the bastards under control to GROW UP AND WORK WORK WORK SLAVE SLAVE SLAVE EARN YOUR KEEP ON THIS EARTH LIKE A MAN! not a wissy boy weak link. god I am sick of lazy young people not working. if that bastard mows the lawn inproperly again I am going to ring that company and dam well yell at them to get their act together! stop expecting 76 year old little women to do a strapping MAN of 20s job. what a absolute hide! the dirty evil disgusting bastards. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOJj5xh0uG0

pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I don't like my mother playing super woman at 76 saying she has to cut grass that the little wanker of 25 gets paid to do. if that little cunt doesn't do the job properly again I am going to ring the fucker and go off at him. a 76 year old woman with bruises all over her arms cutting grass that is 2 meters high that a stupid lawn mowing cunt fuck gets paid to do. they are the laziest little weak ass pandy boys out. someone should kick them asses of those pussyboys into men! you don't work I won't pay you you little dandy fucker. i tell you my mum 76 says penis men are the weakest dandy pathetic useless poor little freaks out that can't do a god dam thing right that a woman can. They should be full of muscles and slaving their guts out at as a man of 20 not expecting a little old lady of 76 to a MANS JOB, how disgusting!

I don't like my mother playing super woman at 76 saying she has to cut grass that the little wanker ...

Abuse, Hate

I sold a pair of my wet panties for 50$ on the street before! and considering selling them on ebay now.

I sold a pair of my wet panties for 50$ on the street before! and considering selling them on ebay n...

Hate, Sex

i sleep in piss and shit everynight on the bed. i don't get out of bed most days afraid and terrified of neighbors.

i sleep in piss and shit everynight on the bed. i don't get out of bed most days afraid and terrifie...

Abuse, Hate

rosemary takes all her problems in her marriages and life out on me. so the more filipino sister in-law picks on her then she picks on me. she has been doing this her whole life when friends or things didn't go right. then I realised others were doing to me as well, other relatives and neighbors and work people and just anyone I started doing it back occasionally.

rosemary takes all her problems in her marriages and life out on me. so the more filipino sister in...

Abuse, Hate

I don't have such evil intentions as my mental sister. I learnt to share and step aside for others more then she ever did.

I don't have such evil intentions as my mental sister. I learnt to share and step aside for others m...

Abuse, Hate

you are very alone in this world when you have morals and standards mate!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i have to wait til my sisters husband from asia is allowed to live in australia before I am allowed to look beautiful. there my sisters rules.

i have to wait til my sisters husband from asia is allowed to live in australia before I am allowed ...

Abuse, Hate

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the same with clothing. I am too afraid to look attractive anymore. I prefer looking ugly for the last 10-15 years. I want to lose weight and look nice but who is there to look nice for ? and when your old and told your too old to be loved at the age of 25 what is the point of proving them wrong?

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the ...

Abuse, Hate

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the same with clothing. I am too afraid to look attractive anymore. I prefer looking ugly for the last 10-15 years. I want to lose weight and look nice but who is there to look nice for ? and when your old and told your too old to be loved at the age of 25 what is the point of proving them wrong?

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the ...

Abuse, Hate

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the same with clothing. I am too afraid to look attractive anymore. I prefer looking ugly for the last 10-15 years. I want to lose weight and look nice but who is there to look nice for ? and when your old and told your too old to be loved at the age of 25 what is the point of proving them wrong?

I have bought make up and skin care I never use. I want to use it but I feel like I can't. much the ...

Abuse, Hate

when you have a old house like this that garry lied to us about you need at least 2 wages coming in worth $700,000 a year to maintain this house. its all well and good for people to be jealous but if they knew how it was given and we wanted a better house then this. I mean I want a much bigger mansion of complete palace opulence myself. so how can this be enough for my needs and I don't even have a husband to maintain let alone a job to maintain myself or someone elses house (ie my parents old house I live with). I mean we wanted better lives then this shit. I expected a career and degree and to for people to be falling down over themselves wanting to know me when I was younger and fertile teen and people didn't give me what I wanted or asked for. I put a few suggestions up but not anything concrete.

when you have a old house like this that garry lied to us about you need at least 2 wages coming in ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate