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Confessions about 'Hate'

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well once again I am poor from payout out and lining others pockets and giving! when will the nightmare of this stop?

well once again I am poor from payout out and lining others pockets and giving! when will the nightm...

Abuse, Hate

Relative Stalker Rant He is my half brother from a different mom. Eversince we got in touch he's been going overboard. He likes and comments any and everything within the second I post, calls, messages, texts me everyday almost every hour asking what I'm doing and if I'm on facebook for let's say 5 literal minutes, he brings that up when I do talk to him and asks what I was doing at the time. I feel like a b**** but it'd getting out of control. And when I make it obvious to him that I'm busy he doesn't get it. Like I'll say "I'm busy right now, have to take care of kids", he goes "Okay." and keeps talking. It takes me literally 8 times to tell him I'm busy before he gets upset and makes a sad voice, the one where you can tell they're purposely wanting you to know they're upset, and says "Oh...I guess I'll talk to you later then." I'm a parent and I'm usually busy taking care of my kid most of the day and he keeps blasting my phone. He has called me ten times within one hour once and when I finally texted him to ask what was up he was like, "Oh nothing just seeing what you were up to". I love him and all but s*** enough is enough. I've talked to him about not getting all moody if I'm busy and cant answer his calls many times but the next day he just forgets and does the same s*** all over again. He also throws pity parties and tries to drag me into depression with him and I just can't have that at the current time. Everyone I know has started to notice how he has been, even our own dad. I wanna be cool with him but he just can't understand that my world doesn't revolve around him.

Relative Stalker Rant He is my half brother from a different mom. Eversince we got in touch he's bee...

Abuse, Hate

so can you just stop the assumptions Back at the very end of my senior year of high school I decided that I wanted to try smoking. I liked the idea of inhaling and exhaling smoke, it seemed like a visually beautiful and relaxing activity. I asked someone to try and get us marijuana since I knew he could probably get it fairly easily. I started smoking 3 or 4 times a week for a little over 2 months and stopped the week before going off to college. Now, during my senior year I also had quite a bit of stuff happen. Early in the year, my family found out that my father (whom had visitation rights for me and my older brother when we were young) had molested me more than a few times over the course of several years. I had gotten over it, but my family wanted me to go to counseling after they found out. A few months later I got news that my father had committed suicide. Although I was upset, I felt more at ease and not so bad for avoiding him. It didn't take me long to accept it. My father's death was about 2 months before I had the idea to smoke. I went to visit my councilor a little while into starting college and we ended up talking about how I had smoked marijuana. She seemed concerned and was hinting at the idea that I may have done it to "escape" or as a way of coping with the events of my senior year. I tried to explain to her that was not the reasoning, but she seemed doubtful. She's not the only one who thinks that I smoked to "escape" I'm not easily offended, but this is something that really gets to me. There is an assumption that "it was all too much" and that I felt the need to resort to a false sense of happiness. This isn't true at all and I wish people would stop viewing it that way. I understand that there are people who fall prey to this, but I am not that weak or pathetic. I smoked because I wanted to, not because I was depressed, stressed, or pressured into it. It was my own decision, be it not the smartest one, that I took action on.

so can you just stop the assumptions Back at the very end of my senior year of high school I decid...

Hate

I feel like I want to fall over I feel so hot and exhausted.

I feel like I want to fall over I feel so hot and exhausted.

Abuse, Hate

i had some cake

i had some cake

Hate

I have given courses to people and money and even my whole holiday package to a couple who needed it. I mean how many people can skit about that. I have even called up companies to get other people jobs, and holidays and contracts to help them out. I gave a whole package of a overseas holiday for a competition I arranged for a group I got out of the hotel resort company just by asking them to donate it to these poor people. that is a true a beauty you see! not even to mention all the women I got out of the way for to look completely ugly so they would get their pick of men and have kids before me. and also when I did lose weight so people who were jealous of me wouldn't hurt my feelings I stayed in most nights and kept to myself living poverty healthy as possible on tuna and cockroach str fries. whoelse would be that beautiful for asians and poor needy three times married women ? hey. I should be more than a national treasure but a icon of magnificence! few could out do me.

I have given courses to people and money and even my whole holiday package to a couple who needed it...

Abuse, Hate

my neighbors are very selfish people with cars and swimming pools but I don't care cuz I have someone better that they can't see and I give free holidays away to other people and free parties at the 5star hotels.

my neighbors are very selfish people with cars and swimming pools but I don't care cuz I have someon...

Hate

I wouldn't even expect my worst enemies to live in a pigsty we have been forced into my others selfishness just because I always get told how beautiful my personality is compared to other more selfish women with more in life. that is how stupid I am and yes I have accumulated many enemies for being just a beautiful person over the years and their jealous of me and how others praise my qualites all time. I wouldn't even expect my worst enemies to live in squallered hovel mystery and suffering in abstract poverty but sometimes I wish I had of wished it on them. they bully me so maybe I should just go do it back or let them wallow in their ego knowing what they have done to me. and how they can work out a win win agreement like my emotional intelligence can.

I wouldn't even expect my worst enemies to live in a pigsty we have been forced into my others selfi...

Abuse, Hate

kasamba stupid bitch on youtube about her loser boyfriend cheating. i mean how loser can you get? I would push him out and kick his ass as he left.

kasamba stupid bitch on youtube about her loser boyfriend cheating. i mean how loser can you get? I ...

Abuse, Hate

where did I last have it. trace back steps check layby order docket and layby company the package navy pants- were on the box at the bedroom door, they fell down a few times I walked past I picked them up . i could have thrown them over to the cupboard at the mirror? I don't know where they are. mum could have moved them and put them with her things she is always doing that. dad could have give them away rose could have stolen them allan could have stolen them their attitude is like "she has too much, she won't miss them anyway" she doesn't deserve anything. i help others but others don't ever help me much. everyone is always trying to take me down and steal from me, no matter what it is. I want to be in a place where I can push and bash the nails down around me that stand out. I want to have so much power no one ever turns there back on me again. I am all about me me me me. self obsession 24/7 how I am perfect and better then others and getting ahead and and how I need things more then others I need to learn to be like other women, more bitchy more controlling and pushy and self obsessed and self gaining and maneuvering people into liking me and working for my benefits to help me only at all times. i mean i am all that matters in the world that is how you get ahead thinking of yourself all the time. I have been too giving I have to learn to be selfish and conceited and self adoring more.

where did I last have it. trace back steps check layby order docket and layby company the package...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am curious to know where my navy pants went i need them for job interviews and work. they cost money and I can't afford to lose things and be giving free things to others. so whoever steal them let them show themselves with sudden death. I can't trust anyone, everyone is always trying to take me down. I am always being rouged and cheated out of something. I help others but others never help me much. I am sick of people stealing my things and treated my things as irrelevant. I should be treated better for all I do. I want my things to be treated sacred and i want to be treated with more respect. I have insane hatred for others. everything is about me now. I am obsessed with how I can get all I need and pushing out others where they belong down rather then them always pushing me down.

I am curious to know where my navy pants went i need them for job interviews and work. they cost mon...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

fuck off cory

fuck off cory

Abuse, Hate

someone has stole pants of mind out of the bedroom. I just got it picked up 2 weeks ago and put it on a cupboard and now something is missing from it. I am so sick of this. really sick of people disrespecting my property and things and being. I want to be treated like me and all my things are sacred. I expect respect. don't disobey me again or I will harm you.

someone has stole pants of mind out of the bedroom. I just got it picked up 2 weeks ago and put it o...

Abuse, Hate

I am your guru. tony is not https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPI5TexgiXA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fPo1YvPGfk4

I am your guru. tony is not https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPI5TexgiXA https://www.youtube.com/wa...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

do your own study and earn your own money and work your own slutstrut and stop leaning off me.

do your own study and earn your own money and work your own slutstrut and stop leaning off me.

Abuse, Hate

I agree, I feel guilty just masturbating or seeing some sex ed videos and some of this stuff is sick. I can't imagine any normal business man or teacher or banker or doctor or some fine upstanding man in the community living a double life dressing dwarfs up as smurfs and having sex with them and kinky desperato stuff that is so smutty. way smuttier then a virgin or chic at home with mum and dad who touches herself now and then. Jesus. I am so shocked. goodness gracious me! lord.

I agree, I feel guilty just masturbating or seeing some sex ed videos and some of this stuff is sick...

Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

please get off this site with your smut. for god sakes. its disgusting. your like chinese water torture. a sex terrorist.

please get off this site with your smut. for god sakes. its disgusting. your like chinese water tort...

Abuse, Hate

my mother and father are a pair of selfish bitches.

my mother and father are a pair of selfish bitches.

Abuse, Hate

I am a broken down old woman

I am a broken down old woman

Abuse, Hate

i can't forgive john howard for not providing the jobs he promised.

i can't forgive john howard for not providing the jobs he promised.

Abuse, Hate