Confessions about 'Hate'

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You wanted to keep your poor little dog around for your own selfish reasons. You and your husband were mad at the vet for suggesting to you that she be put down a few weeks ago.... but they were right. If you had listened to them, the little dog would have died with dignity (like MY dog two years ago), and would not have died in a pool of her own vomit alone at home this morning.

You wanted to keep your poor little dog around for your own selfish reasons. You and your husband we...

Hate

you can easy see why our hearts are not there.

Abuse, Hate

I don't want to be the quiet kid anymore. I am a 16 year old kid in HS. I am too quiet nowadays. About 4 years ago I closed my self off from other people for the most part and have become awkward. I lost so many people that I never wanted to lose. I miss so many of them. People tried to get me to talk and I just didn't really talk so eventually they stopped talking to me. I don't want to be the quiet kid anymore. Now I'm taking some steps to try reconnecting with my old friends. I need just a little bit of help or advice on what to do. I know this is Confession Post and all, but I also need some advice.

I don't want to be the quiet kid anymore. I am a 16 year old kid in HS. I am too quiet nowadays. Abo...

Hate

IT IS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I quit my job today I had a good job the truth is I wasn't happy I felt like I was over working myself in the hot sun doing too much everyone knows I'm a hard worker and I've proven it but it got to me how they wouldn't raise my rate up or move my position up. I was surrounded by a bunch of hate at work from bad vibes tons of people would try to bring me down out of everyone only 2 decided to help. Me and My gf just got our apartment. I'm going to school for survey engineering then civil engineering on the run. Lately I've felt like my depression and anxiety just grab a hold of me and get the best of me somehow and bring me down little by little I begin to loose myself and the person I am nobody understands that in reality I'm not happy when I could be doing what I love the most I'm an artist and everyone says I have talent I've had dreams where everything comes real back then I was scared to go for my dream now I don't see it a dream I see it a reality and something tells me To go chase it go after it I'm not scared shitless I'm calm as if things were to turn out alright. I wasn't happy at work my anger and frustration would burst there were plenty of times when my family picked up my emotions and all h* would brake loose numerous number of times where I've been close to putting my hands on my gf all because of my anxiety and narcissistic ways. When people look at me they say they see me happy with my job my life together when in reality some say I need help because I let my anxiety levels eat me 'm sorry I was in love with you, I still love you. I know I cheated on you years ago, I was lik 15 or 16. I'm older now and I know what I did wrong. I grew up. I really am sorry. you stayed with me after that, I don't know why you changed. I'm a good person. And I haven't lied to you since. I was young and stupid, can't you see that? I'm a different and better person now. I still love you, you don't know how much I need you. I don't wanna live without you. don't get me wrong I'm not going to sit around and be lazy when I have bills to pay I'm already on the look out I used to think the world would eat me up alive at night my depression My friend broke up with the father of her child a few months ago but I stayed really good mates with him. I met up with him yesterday and took some photos of the baby around so he could see them. We spend near enough the whole day together and around eleven we were lying on the bed watching TV. I turned around to face him and he kissed me, which let's face it, surprised the f* out of me. We didn't have s but we did make out quite a bit and I did j* him off for a little while. But we agreed it was just something that had happened and if it happened again then so be it. It's not like they're together any more but I still feel sort of guilty about the whole thing. But if we're on our own again it'll most likely happen again and I probably won't stop it next time. would choke me alive. My gf gets startled when I have huge panic attacks these past few weeks I've had them non stop it's difficult when at the end of the day the only Advice you get is the one that you don't want to hear and the only advice you see from yourself is just one that is real and you understand . No matter how many times you explain why your in pain there's not a reason , how Many times every tear fall or what's wrong there's nothing inside its just fear of nothing a fear of feeling fearful inside a fear of failing and a fear of not being ever understood the walls close on me sometimes but now all I have is a pocket and a dream here I come...I love sharing off and Jerking off to my Facebook friends There's nothing I love more than sharing some of my Facebook friends with other guys online and stroking ourselves to them ;)

IT IS WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I quit my job today I had a good job the truth is I wasn't happy I felt l...

Hate, Sex

I can do my job in less than 20 hours a I can do my job in less than 20 hours a week, sometimes it takes less than 10 hours to get it done. The rest of the time I spend doing things I want to do. I suppose I should feel guilty but I don't, I feel like they have taken advantage of me for the past three years and I'm just getting my revenge.

I can do my job in less than 20 hours a I can do my job in less than 20 hours a week, sometimes it t...

Hate

the witchcraft attacks seem to get worse when the neighbors moved in over the road and got worse again when the neighbors moved in next door. and bunnypoeta threatening to kill me and attack me and abuse me. I woke up that something was going to happen and I seen things I can't explain but bunnypoeta does know wicca. he is into some satanic practices and he made me ill. disgusting person, not even a human being. vial animalism and mental depravity and he has this effect on others of negative evil energies he sends out when anyone is near him. its really repulsive.

the witchcraft attacks seem to get worse when the neighbors moved in over the road and got worse aga...

Abuse, Hate

I don't like the police here anymore. we were bought up not to trust the police here in queensland with the fitzgerald enquiry and I attended a few court cases with those enquiries. but after one police officer said to me "I don't care about your vagina" that was offensive to me because I had had surgery there and diagnosed with a auto immune disorder and I was raped and abused. I don't like the police officers here. they are awful disrespectful. the women ones a rude and the men are weird in the police force. they are all weirdos. probably all up to corruption again. I don't trust them at all. they are part of the problem. I don't respect them anymore like I don't respect doctors anymore or royals or celebrities and I think I am better and know more about some things they do. half of them have no idea of what they are doing. I just don't rescpect churches and people the same way I used to as well. I don't respect people in general after being bullied off facebook and other places and hackers stealing purchases and things on me. I don't have respect for people, politicians or anyone really but I am over 40 its about time I had a ego and thought up myself and see faults in others more then in myself. I don't like australians at all. I want to get out of this thilthy dirty country of shit. they are all shit people. there is no way to get ahead here that is why I want to leave australia and never come back.

I don't like the police here anymore. we were bought up not to trust the police here in queensland w...

Abuse, Hate

the ghostly stuff was happening in 1988 and 1990 and these events of being raped anually were happening in 1990 after the car accident and I know I seen my door move. that event happened before I met ken who date raped me. so I am able to separate the two. even at a college I experienced a strange event of like a shadow walker. then I got sick. I knew a ghost or entity did not want me at that campus and I know why. because someone was there they didn't want me to meet! I am sick of people stopping me finding the jobs and love and money I need to live. stop the suffering and abuse. just stop it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LFMuLqZ1zaU

the ghostly stuff was happening in 1988 and 1990 and these events of being raped anually were happen...

Abuse, Hate

I have experienced some weird stuff, knocking on walls before deaths in family, someone invisible breaking into my bedroom, drunks turning up at door steps saying kids were on our roof, drunk men wanting to burn signs on our fence. doors slamming when no one is there. a ghosty image at the door a invisible image walking through a glass door and moving a table cloth as it went past. the cats have seen it too. tapping on windows at night and scratching noises in a corner of the room, even as a child other events. the worst was a night a friend was over an light bulbs exploded . and more. I have a healthy skepticism but then I can't explain things I know I have experienced. I just want to find someone who will believe me and take it seriously and help me. I have felt since we moved to this house a presence that would rape me but nothing was there when I woke up and usually I woke up chocking. this was even when I was a virign. other people even say that they feel something in this house is holding me back from finding love and work . I blame the town and because my grandfather won a first prize lotto and they think we are so rich we want or need for nothing not even love or friends or work and activities and we are not rich. it was over 30 years ago. it was not my money it was my grandfathers money. I was studying at university like I am again now. but I just want someone to believe me and help me. not make this ghost thing worse like doret did. doret was of no help to me at all. nor was joyce. I need someone who is honest and not full of bs because hauntings and ghosts and paranornal events do happen. I wish there was another way to explain this with science I know I am not crazy because others have experienced it too and so have my cats. how can we all be wrong. my mother is more of a skeptic but when I was sick my dad heard the growling noises too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2Rs6lilj24 I literally had to hide all photos of all relatives who have died and even my pets that I love more then anything that died to remove a feeling of awful fear and dread. I would advise anyone to remove photos etc like that. I often cleanse the house with incense but we just want all the curses and spirits that abusing us to go away and leave us alone. I don't mind the good ones the casper's the friendly ghost ones but I don't think there are too many of them. I know what I sense in my gut feeling. Its just a vibe that I can tell when things are going on and I am sick of it. we just want our lives back. I should have been a beautiful bride by now. I should have graduated by now, I should own a house and investments and a career by now. I should have had children by now. I should have travelled more by now. I just want the evil energies to go away. I don't like ken or rick or the people who harmed me. I owe them nothing. I owe no one anything. we are sick of these spirits of evil the neighbors did. we are tired of all this crap. we never asked for this.

I have experienced some weird stuff, knocking on walls before deaths in family, someone invisible br...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

my neighbors are into all this satanic crowleyist concept of life. I don't understand it and I don't want to know about it or them I just want to get away from the bastards so I can live again.

my neighbors are into all this satanic crowleyist concept of life. I don't understand it and I don't...

Abuse, Hate

Mir helfen. Bitte. ein Jahr diese Halloweener gag Kerle explodierte die Zahl der Briefkästen auf der Straße - es ist nicht lustig. Tun Sie Drogen wurden in den Werften und Parks in der Nähe und malte die gruseligen Film Ghost über einen Zaun und wo Probleme verursacht, die Straße hinauf, Hexerei und böse Dinge und unten. Ich meine, im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes um Geister der Toten. Ich weiß nicht, wie Sie es waren, aber es waren Kinder auf unserem Dach und dieses alte, betrunkene kam zu meinem Fenster eine Nacht und sagte es mir. Ich war so erschrocken, weil ich wußte, daß jemand draußen war und meine Eltern schliefen, aber meine Katze gehört Ihnen. Sie waren alle auf Drogen mich traurig. eine Nacht wollten sie ein Zeichen auf unseren Zaun zu brennen und es war die Hölle für Jahre, was sie auf der Straße tun. Das tote Tier, das in einer Tasche wurde auf das Licht nach einer Halloween mich fertig und machte mich so krank und Angst von Wicca Menschen in meiner Nachbarschaft. Sie sind einfach nur wahnsinnig böse Leute hier. gerissen sneaky und schmutzig. Ich hoffe, jemand anderes ist die Spionage auf Sie. wird und seine Bande waren schrecklich hier, aber es waren andere nur als böse. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vw9U5DnvsJw sie mich rufen würde, dumm, verrückt zu sprechen, wenn wir die Geschäfte hatte und Senden wieder, wie wir sie benutzen könnte wie mit ihrem Werkzeug und andere eklige Sachen, die nicht lustig ist. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgfT2ZPJRHM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zrw7D-YXlo0 es tun willst du gehen? Der laute Sex auf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woYaXZo0y6U tramoplines mit Kindern und dieses Mädchen auf und ab sprang Nachts mit einer Taschenlampe, um diese alten Kerl zu kommen Sex mit ihr zu haben, und es war laut, zeigen Sie, dass Sex, an den Punkt hatte ich die Fenster für einige selbst preseration und Bescheidenheit zu schließen und auch, weil sie alle der Dope rauchen wurden in unserem Windows war in der Nacht kommen Sie müssen wurden Beleuchtung bon Brände mit Schmiere auf tippen. Ernst unwirklich. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLRsWdVNKes gab es eine Menge Hexerei was sie taten, daß ich noch nicht einmal verstehen, aber einige Tage wollen, schätze ich. Aber ich denke, daß die Mädchen einen guten Schlag in die verdiente Gesicht für das Diebstahl von einem Mann in seinem 40s von mir nicht, dass ich ihn jetzt wollen. Aber es war beleidigend, dass sie und ihre Mutter mich so missbraucht und die hexerei Material, sie taten es mich krank gemacht. Wirklich aus meinem Magen möchten Sie den Geruch von verbranntem Fleisch zu Erbrechen. Mir helfen.

Mir helfen. Bitte. ein Jahr diese Halloweener gag Kerle explodierte die Zahl der Briefkästen auf der...

Abuse, Hate

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Hate

neighbors trying to do crowley manifests of noises and events when I was ill tells you were their brains are at. god I hate them and want to get away from them they are so evil. fakest Christians out.

neighbors trying to do crowley manifests of noises and events when I was ill tells you were their br...

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australians are not interested in the usa superbowl so stop trying to hype it up on the news considering that the stupid game has been running for decades and no one here has ever given a frig and never will give a frig about the stupid game. america is shit. that is why they are here making australia shit for australians. that is all they do anywhere they go.

australians are not interested in the usa superbowl so stop trying to hype it up on the news conside...

Abuse, Hate

. I love how comfortable you are with yourself and all of you friends. I like your friends. I like the way you are with my children. I like your fitness habits. I like your truck, I like that you are a mechanic but getting a tooth pulled caused a startling revelation last week, the dentist wanted to do an implant which he was going to charge right but things got edgy we just did it because it felt good and we were both experimenting our sexuality. I know I am not gay, but because of what I did, it makes me feel like I am. I can't seem to forgive myself and move on, I am stuck in the past, hating what I did and who I am. now I want something new.

. I love how comfortable you are with yourself and all of you friends. I like your friends. I like t...

Hate, Sex

Sometimes I don't know what to think, some days you give me some indication that the boss at work are interested, but other days you are so distant like the work is not good enough. I understand there's lots of people around too, but then when it's just you and I you can't even look into my eyes without being critical of a thing in the office. You just walk away from my customers. Don't worry I'm not going to make a move on your wife unless I know for sure it's mutual. Maybe it's just my imagination, I guess I should just try ,and forget this feeling that I should just leave the job and go somewhere I can be admired for my finest, because you have been a big let down of a company after all these nights together and so much wasted time overload of work for nothing? what am I to do?

Sometimes I don't know what to think, some days you give me some indication that the boss at work a...

Hate

kill yourself incest dog fuck mom son fuck sicko. kill yourself. get lost. others on here don't like you. can't you see heaps of people on here are so sick of your sick mind of incest mon son dog fucking. get lost. get off this site. go kill yourself. do the world a favor and go kill yourself.

kill yourself incest dog fuck mom son fuck sicko. kill yourself. get lost. others on here don't like...

Abuse, Hate

incest mom son dog fuck people on here should kill themselves.

Abuse, Hate

I have reported you to police incest dog fuck mother fuck son fuck sicko. get off this site no one else likes you. your so ugly. fuck off. get off this site shit bag. you are scum dirt that needs to burn in hell. you should go kill yourself.

I have reported you to police incest dog fuck mother fuck son fuck sicko. get off this site no one e...

Abuse, Hate