Confessions about 'Hate'

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someone even told me i don't exist so there. so i don't. nothing i can do about it til i am allowed to exist and given permission to exist. i can't do anything about it.

someone even told me i don't exist so there. so i don't. nothing i can do about it til i am allowed ...

Abuse, Hate

i stay in bed all day everyday, doctor told me to go home lay down {and die} in 2011} so I did almost. I am tired I have to keep doping up on capscicum powder to ease a headache that has been going for days. I stay out of the way of other people. I run out of the way. I jump out of the way of others. I quiver and scamp away from most people dead scared of outside human contact. why? because i am of no use to the world and my life is over so people tell me.

i stay in bed all day everyday, doctor told me to go home lay down {and die} in 2011} so I did almos...

Abuse, Hate

i told my family, "why do you think i hide away all day in bed studying? to avoid most people?" I know people hate me. people have always hated me. I was always too shy, too quiet, too talkative. too nice and loyal. too untrusting. I can't do a thing right and I don't give a fuck anymore. I am too old and too tired and too sick to care anymore what other people think of me. I just want to be left alone by everyone but a small few. I only love my cats no one else thinks of me. no one else cares about me. mum said I have nothing in common with anyone to matter or mix with others. dad is so stupid he thinks us being on welfare we are rich. like sure? how about the neighbors swap there things for mine. I wouldn't mind their cars and houses I don't own any.

i told my family, "why do you think i hide away all day in bed studying? to avoid most people?" I kn...

Abuse, Hate

Chatroulette - its just a toy that is all this is from, see it, open your eyes to a toy nothing, busted. come on a toy with buttons and whistles and nothing important. its tough its obvious a nothing.

Chatroulette - its just a toy that is all this is from, see it, open your eyes to a toy nothing, bus...

Abuse, Hate

Pregnant chogs blogs vlog bogs are disgusting Pregnant chicks are gross unless u have a sick fetish. its a parasite inside of them.

Pregnant chogs blogs vlog bogs are disgusting Pregnant chicks are gross unless u have a sick fetish....

Hate, Gay

An obviously poor/homeless guy asked me An obviously poor/homeless guy asked me for some money.. I said i'd give him a dollar from my car. When I got in my car I drove away. I didn't feel good about it, but I hate beggars. I shy away from people I fear. what I don't want to be I run away from like everyone else does.

An obviously poor/homeless guy asked me An obviously poor/homeless guy asked me for some money.. I s...

Abuse, Hate

Casino I think joe pesci was better in casino than he was in goodfellas. more range. goodfellas was great but he was just pure rage id in that, totally amazing (worthy of an oscar) but one note. you really feel the struggle of joe pesci getting too big for his head in casino, and watching his flop sweat glisten is amazing from the three principal actors (robert de niro AND sharon stone, they all destroyed the movie imo)

Casino I think joe pesci was better in casino than he was in goodfellas. more range. goodfellas was ...

Abuse, Hate

fuck off ken stop stalking me get lost go find a new hobby and leave my family alone. we want nothing to do with anyone. just want to be left alone by most people. I only allow a small amount of people in my world for short times now. that is all I have to give. I am a broken sad old woman who wants to be left alone. can't you all see you have gone too far and bullied too much. all of you leave us alone. go get fat and fuck off. we have nothing in common with anyone.

fuck off ken stop stalking me get lost go find a new hobby and leave my family alone. we want nothi...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

fuck off lesbian bullies. fuck off bullying me. I had enough of that from rose and katy fuck off! or I will call the police on you. fuck off.

fuck off lesbian bullies. fuck off bullying me. I had enough of that from rose and katy fuck off! or...

Abuse, Hate

fuck off dad, too old to count or mean anything bringing a pedo into our home to abuse us. what father does that.

fuck off dad, too old to count or mean anything bringing a pedo into our home to abuse us. what fath...

Abuse, Hate

don't you start on me mum, i accept i have nothing in common with anyone and no one has anything in common with me. fuck off! you wire throat attacker!

don't you start on me mum, i accept i have nothing in common with anyone and no one has anything in ...

Hate

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Abuse, Hate

fuck off rapist murdering dirty royals fuck off and die fuck off and die! scum die!

Abuse, Hate

die in hell royals die in hell die in hell royals die in hell! hate hate hate die in hell!

Abuse, Hate, Violence

get on your ass! royal pog! fuck off!

Abuse, Hate

ya fuck off! H@LEHEAD

Abuse, Hate

ugly people like me have to make do with scum when you are not beautiful you have to make do with dirty old farts.

ugly people like me have to make do with scum when you are not beautiful you have to make do with di...

Abuse, Hate

for whatever it is worth even my uncle ron who bashed his wife and molested me and was annoying me sexually at my sisters wedding I cried when he died cuz I had known him for so long. I could see he was abused and I guess I felt like "oh well guess a ugly dog like me has to be grateful for a old fat violent bastard to notice god knows there are so many queens here in the men in this state not one of the queen poofter young men I went to university would notice me"??? confused????

for whatever it is worth even my uncle ron who bashed his wife and molested me and was annoying me s...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I forgave kids who abuse me as a child long ago, being pushed and dunked in pools that made me afraid of water and when my friend drown and died. I accept my sister is not a nice person to me and same like my brother and his wife. I don't understand it but I just accept it and ignore them because mum said we have nothing in common at all with them or any of her family and my older cousins so I just accept it. there is some reason why my mother always wanted to keep me and her family apart. I accept it but she has to accept it now also! this is a world that people reap what they sow, so I was told. but I forgave the kids who abused me a long time ago. just put it behind me and accepted they were just kids too. yet people abuse me. I don't forgive that however. why should I and a few people at some churches said that "god is very angry about what happened to me" and "god has seen that you give to others and don't get much back in return, humans have not seen it but god has seen how used you have been and what a good spirit you have and god is going to deal with all your enemies and you don't even have to!"

I forgave kids who abuse me as a child long ago, being pushed and dunked in pools that made me afrai...

Abuse, Hate

I have spent a long time getting to know myself and if people don't like what I am I really don't care. I don't like football and I have different sports I enjoy the only good thing about some footballs is the crowd when they score a goal and atmosphere if it is a good undrunk crowd otherwise senseless sport. I have other interests and I know who I am, what I like and new explorations and what I don't like and what I won't tolerate. I think some kids deserve better parents. I feel upset that I want children of my own and others hate their kids but keep having them? don't make sense to me.

I have spent a long time getting to know myself and if people don't like what I am I really don't ca...

Abuse, Hate