if I was going to murder and kill a lot of people it wouldn't be losers in buildings in some hoochy banking shelter for tards anyway, I only would have killed for a man anyway and not many were around showing much interest and I should kill a woman I should kill anyone that gets in my way of a man. I guess I should be a killer knowing what I have been through. but you know if looks could kill. I often give people evil eye looks now for my pleasure and fun, seeing people like dirty ricky martin abused me when he is such a asshole loser anyway. he was only out to take me down and thinks it is funny to help all his mongrel south amercian fuckers who walked over me. he is not worth killing over. the spastic wanker he is. selfish user! very very selfish user liar of a person. very much a con artist. I don't want to know him. but yeh I should kill someone before long but i won't know who to kill or how. I just hate a lot of people and it makes me feel good to tell them I hate them. I told a few churches a few companies how much I hate their abusive evil corrupt ways. I can't understand people who sell out on the truth and make a living from fraud and lying and hustling like whores. I just can't understand it.

if I was going to murder and kill a lot of people it wouldn't be losers in buildings in some hoochy banking shelter for tards anyway, I only would have killed for a man anyway and not many were around showing much interest and I should kill a woman I should kill anyone that gets in my way of a man. I guess I should be a killer knowing what I have been through. but you know if looks could kill. I often give people evil eye looks now for my pleasure and fun, seeing people like dirty ricky martin abused me when he is such a asshole loser anyway. he was only out to take me down and thinks it is funny to help all his mongrel south amercian fuckers who walked over me. he is not worth killing over. the spastic wanker he is. selfish user! very very selfish user liar of a person. very much a con artist. I don't want to know him. but yeh I should kill someone before long but i won't know who to kill or how. I just hate a lot of people and it makes me feel good to tell them I hate them. I told a few churches a few companies how much I hate their abusive evil corrupt ways. I can't understand people who sell out on the truth and make a living from fraud and lying and hustling like whores. I just can't understand it.
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