yeh that is what computers do to you, make you fight with everyone.

confession about my pain Reaching to the keyboard hurts to type this. I'm only 22 yet I've experienced chronic pain the last 2 and a half years. I try to get around it and it's only recently gotten so bad as to need to be known by my friends. I tried neglecting that pain tonight for the sake of a girl I'm absolutely enchanted by for another confession's worth of reasons. I am now in miserable agony, and I have no one but myself to blame, but do feel somewhat bitter since I was very upfront about the risk of doing this. I am absolutely not worse off than countless others, yet every day I have a moment where I can't help but be totally overwhelmed by how much pain (physical and increasingly emotional) I'm suffering through. The worst part of the night, was after saying the typical "I'm sorry I made your night less enjoyable," the people I was with, including the girl, all said "Noooo, it's fine." They were all lying, to me, to themselves, and it just disgusts me that we're so deluded and complex creatures that it's hardwired into our brains to lie to "friends" for the sake of making them feel better when it's never better to be lied to. That's enough for now.

confession about my pain Reaching to the keyboard hurts to type this. I'm only 22 yet I've experien...

even as spastic as I am even I with no medical knowledge had to remind the expert to do a thing before the surgery. I mean really. this silly man here couldn't even get it right as an expert. what is the world coming to? I ask.

even as spastic as I am even I with no medical knowledge had to remind the expert to do a thing befo...

people don't understand why I would up and snob sally was put out when I snobbed new york for Paris/Provonce but sorry that is me. I would snob my england and wales and irish and scotish heritage too. my mum was invited to a family gathering of the O'connor or Brehon clans, they mean nothing to anyone which is why I want to go to russia and france have wanted to for a long long long time. I just prefer europe and its cultures. I would go to wales and ireland but I can't afford them all. but finland and sweeden look so nice and modern and fresh in those places like czech and dutch and bulgaria and debrovnik etc. they sound nice names. I would go to turkey and egypt for a holiday. if I won a holiday I would consider almost anything they offered but I have my fav spots.

people don't understand why I would up and snob sally was put out when I snobbed new york for Paris...