russios made me fat and ugly and ill. 10 years of hell there with that witch! like a jail.

steves mother and sister abused me as a child. uncanny how they turned up after I wrote that I had a crush on my cousin steven and his mothers name was the same as my cousins steves mother and she was abusive to me as well. she told so many lies her purse was stapled abusing kids. and I am sure she raped my then teen cousin.

steves mother and sister abused me as a child. uncanny how they turned up after I wrote that I had a...

makes you wonder who was it the read all the notes in 1978 and who didn't like me to play such evil games on me over cousins, teachers, bands and more. and I was just 6 turning 7and they try to make out i am to blame - i think not.

makes you wonder who was it the read all the notes in 1978 and who didn't like me to play such evil ...

I wish I knew what was so wrong with me why I am abused and not many people help me. like not one person really helped me about the sexual abuse or rape, yeh I go see a therapist which is all top coating nothing. we never talk deeply about real feelings I never get to talk about those things with anyone. I guess I am just not ment to have feelings. I can't help feel that god is not so great when I have been abused and evil wins over the good. I am being bullied and I am sick of their abuse.

I wish I knew what was so wrong with me why I am abused and not many people help me. like not one pe...