Confessions about 'Lie'

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crying inside. I don't understand myself.I self harm. People around me don't understand me tell me to stop. These scars are like battle scars for me. Battles I've fought with myself. Yes, I hate myself. I'm an Indian and a bisexual. When some people came to know,they said 'Chhi'. It hurts a lot.

crying inside. I don't understand myself.I self harm. People around me don't understand me tell me t...

Lie

I am 34 and doing graduates in health and have no idea what to do when I complete it. I am lying when I tell people I love that job.

I am 34 and doing graduates in health and have no idea what to do when I complete it. I am lying whe...

Love, Lie

Anyone else feel extremely emotionally drained after leaving the house 2 or more days in a row? i have social anxiety and depression and i pretend that i don't because i'm addicted to hiding behind a snarky, witty personality which cause people to flock to me but i know i have to keep it up because if i don't my younger brothers will have an even worse role model, and because i get pretty good grades and have an average life people will get surprised if they find out i'm an emotional wreck because i act so cold all the time. i binge eat but nobody knows because i'm average weight and have a fast metabolism but i know that if i didn't i would look like a mountain and now i have to leave the house today i just know i'm gonna feel shitty for the rest of the week. i have trouble sleeping and i'm addicted to the internet because it makes me forget that i have emotions and i'm so confused all the time and i hate myself.

Anyone else feel extremely emotionally drained after leaving the house 2 or more days in a row? i ha...

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i hate my life and my depression is slowly killing me. My job stresses me out and i have to travel far to and from work plus look after my elderly nan. My mum has been diagnosed with a degenerative progressive neurological disease and she is only going to get worse. her health is bad and i need to care for her more and more. I was stressed so i decided to hand my notice in so i can be my mum full time carer and look after nan as well. i thought it was the best plan so i could care for the ones i love and be brave. but now i'm dreading the day i have to leave work i have made a terrible decision i should have carried on struggling with care and work. i'm so scared i'm just going to end up more unhappy with this decision. i am so afraid. i left a good job. i dont like this uncertainty of it all. i'm scared i wish i was not so hasty. this decision was for he good of the famliy but i do not like change. im afraid of regrets i have so many and i dont want this to be one of them.

i hate my life and my depression is slowly killing me. My job stresses me out and i have to travel f...

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we all have our own. ahhh i just live what life i have and carry on. shrug. dont see any other options. cant say it hasnt been a wonder so far. umm damged does prevent me from seeing what is orrr what i see. do i feel like a pupet? yup everyday. ambition draing anddddd saps interest. after a point there really isnt anything else to say or do..cept what u do in reality. and we can all contribute something. there is always somebody in worse shape. mostly i live to distract myself from allthatis. as for fantasy....serriously if i was going to have a fanasy ummm dont seem rational that i would of picked this. but i dont blame anyone or thing. i think a limited number of indies thatattack unaturally is what causes damage anddd some stuff unintendeed. my position has and will always be ahhhh there are bizziollons of bleeps on radar and anything or body that twists my words to hurt other will face there own action

we all have our own. ahhh i just live what life i have and carry on. shrug. dont see any other opti...

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I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to be accepting, is not understanding. My mother believes that 15 is too young to make any sort of statement on who I am as a person and makes no attempt to understand my views on this- I'm trying to do little things to open up about myself, but every time I think I'll go out and buy that phone case with the pansexual flag on it, I freeze up and think of how she'll ask what it means and then say how I shouldn't be claiming such things about myself when I'm too young to really know for sure.... This is who I am. I can't imagine ever being any different, but now that I have words for it it's taboo. How am I supposed to let her see? (also I despise that this site makes you claim a "gender" rather than sex even though the only options are male and female)

I am currently struggling with being a demisexual panromantic in a family which, while claiming to b...

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I always been adventuring sex but haven't tried it with anyone. But bec I read a lot of erotic tales I wanted to be fucked by many different guys. I want them bigs and huge guys. Thinking that I could get laid anywhere where people can see turns me on. So I need a daddy who would fuck me everytime.

I always been adventuring sex but haven't tried it with anyone. But bec I read a lot of erotic tales...

Love, Lie

After many years of not one thinking about this guy that I went to school with, fate would have it that we met up one night and my life hasn't been the same since! We went away a few times and although we're just friends we do sleep with each other. The thing is that he is everything I've imagined a guy should be. We laugh at the same things (which isn't a regular occurrence with people I meet), we talk into the wee hours of the night and even though we're so completely different, I respect his beliefs as he is slowly learning to respect mine. We can be together but not talk for hours and at the same time we can share how we're feeling with no judgment, shame nor fear. We've concluded that it would be best as friends as neither of us are ready to commit to a relationship and I guess that's purely out of fear. I've fucked up so many times that I feel like it's best that I not try as I don't feel that I'm ready to do completely right this time around. There's also the factor that we have pretty much nothing in common! I'm a firm believer in God and he is an atheist. I love shopping and fine dining and he's very much a budget/bargain hunter. All that aside, our souls belong together...I'm just not sure that he and I do though.

After many years of not one thinking about this guy that I went to school with, fate would have it t...

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Frank, I saw you speak last night, and sometimes I had a hard time focusing because I was OBSESSING over the fact that your pants were too short so your socks were showing everytime you sat down. My Secret.

Frank, I saw you speak last night, and sometimes I had a hard time focusing because I was OBSESSING ...

Lie

I had two very important classes to attend (at a University) this morning, but because I slept so poorly last night I slept in my car at school instead of going to them.

I had two very important classes to attend (at a University) this morning, but because I slept so po...

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tired and bored went home couldn't be bothered to get new customers in the door at my gym I work and run harder then most around here. missing out on sales due to such long lunch breaks 3 hour lunch break to make porn films and sort the drugs I guess.

tired and bored went home couldn't be bothered to get new customers in the door at my gym I work and...

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this is a gross confession and sounds like a complete lie. "I'm a 20 year old woman and my mom and I have been having sex since I was 5. After dad died, we took comfort in each other. Kissing and touching each other. Soon we started oral. She is the only person I have been with. We 69 for hours. I only want her as a partner." please stop using this site for dirty smut when there are other sites that will put up with this but not as. from admin.

this is a gross confession and sounds like a complete lie. "I'm a 20 year old woman and my mom a...

Lie

I killed gay while was stealing from my work and lied about it

Pride, Lie, Gay, Stealing, Sex

I've been fucking another guy for four months even though I'm currently engaged.

Adultery, Love, Lie, Sex

I lie so much, i can't stop and i do it every day. I lie about school work, friends my secret drinking habit that i try to beat, but i can't. I want to stop lying but it just feels natural and i sometimes don't even catch myself when i do it until it is done. I always get in trouble but i never care.... uggg i feel so bad about it and i know it is wrong.

I lie so much, i can't stop and i do it every day. I lie about school work, friends my secret drinki...

Lie

INTERESTING. STORY AHEAD: I self harm, I now know that isn't the most logical answer but for people who still do Stay strong, you'll win this battle/battles The only person I EVER told was my best friend. I refused to show her since it was THAT terrible. The next day we met up and she said that she self harms too(which hurts me more than anything) it was on her wrists . I was convinced she slit her wrists until I really looked at her arm. She lied. She then responded with "Well you lied too since you didn't show me your scars" So, I did She looked and me and sniggered "You're honestly ridiculous. And you're black . I thought black people don't cut" Those words fucked me up more than ANYTHING I heard that she is spreading it around our school which is my fear. This is one of the main reasons I don't trust people anymore.

INTERESTING. STORY AHEAD: I self harm, I now know that isn't the most logical answer but for peop...

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On my sister 14th birthday we started masterbating each other. I was 18. Within two weeks we were having oral sex and after a month full on bare back sex. At 19 I got her pregnant, and we decided to keep our daughter. To over it up she suduced our 65 year old neighbor and said it was his which he believed. 15 years later we are still at it. We own a tech company together so we can fuck like animals everyday after our employees leave. She still married, and she has had 2 more of my kids. The husband thinks they are all his, but we did testing and they are mine. We love each other do much. When he dies we are moving to the West coast and going live like we are married. Our kids know I am their real father.

On my sister 14th birthday we started masterbating each other. I was 18. Within two weeks we were h...

Adultery, Love, Lie, Marriage, Sex

criminal, illegal activity or so

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in hs i was caught by the police having sex in a park with a man i met at the dq where i worked. due to our age difference we either got married or he faced charges.

in hs i was caught by the police having sex in a park with a man i met at the dq where i worked. due...

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bog down and shoot up ! trumps in!

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