Confessions about 'Lie'

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Pressure everywhere Have you ever wanted to escape from everything? Like, start a new life anywhere but where you are at this very moment? Well, I do. Things are just so messed up. The people you thought who will always back you up are the ones pushing you to give up. People who are supposed to love you are the ones causing you so much pain. Life sucks! I know! But people suck more!! Why can't we just experience life at our own pace. May it be slow, may it be fast.. It won't matter as long as it's our own decision. I know it took me what.. A few extended years in college until i'd finally graduate but hey! I'm a person with many wants and I have the right to get confuse as to what my profession would be in the future. It scares me, a lot. Not to be satisfied with what I chose and regret not widening my options. I'm trying my best but everyone just seems to not understand and appreciate it. It's as if it's a crime not to graduate at the right time. And it sucks! I know I failed. I made mistakes! I'm a person! I'm not perfect! I want to apologize for that but I don't need to. I refuse to do so coz it's my life. I won't be who I am today if I didn't take risks. I just wish people would let me be and be supportive coz I may be lost now but I know I'll find my way back and when that time comes, I'll prove not to everyone but to MYSELF that I can and I will fulfill my dreams.

Pressure everywhere Have you ever wanted to escape from everything? Like, start a new life anywher...

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There's a guy at my school As the title says, there's a guy at my school, I just started to go to college, and him and I follow a similar schedule, arriving and leaving at the same time- and we see each other around the college, and I find him really attractive but I haven't brought myself to say hi to him. Even though we've had slight interactions in passing, and I just really need to say hi to him and ask his name and I just eeeuugghhh

There's a guy at my school As the title says, there's a guy at my school, I just started to go to c...

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Mother in law One night my mother in law called asking for help due to washing machine overflowing so i took my shop vac back to her house t help her clean it up. when i arrived she was wearing this tight sweater and these little white shorts . She looked amazing but i tried to look the other way. at one point i looked over at her because she was laughing I am a 52 year virgin and there is this man that use to work in our office I found out he is single and I really want to have s** with him. I don't know if I should tell him what I want to do to him. I want him to tear off his clothes It's the purpose of marriage. And we are desecrating a beautiful sacrament. And America was founded with religious morals. We don't have any right to defy what God says. That's all I have to say. So ashamed I need nappies/diapers at night because I wet the bed, also I'm very girly and wear knickers/panties during the day

Mother in law One night my mother in law called asking for help due to washing machine overflowing ...

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A problem. I'm pregnant. Just found out today, though I've been sure for a while. Probably four or five weeks along now. It's my ex-boyfriends. He left me recently to be with his baby's momma (he has an eight-month old son). In the past four or five weeks, I've had alcohol numerous times, smoked cigarettes consistantly, smoked a decent amount of bud, and blown a lot of coke. I know this is all bad for the baby- but I'm secretly hoping I'm going to have a miscarriage. I'm not going to stop smoking and I'm not going to stop doing drugs. I can't afford an abortion, but I can't have this baby either. I'm eighteen and starting school tomorrow. I really just can't. I'm sure I'm a bad person. But I'd be an even worse mother. I'm in no position to have a baby- I can barely take care of myself. In addition, my ex and I hate each other. I don't know. I can't tell anyone and I don't know what to do. Cocaine, cigarettes and alcohol all increase chances of miscarriages early on in pregnancy...so I'm hoping all three will be a sure-fire way of getting rid of this. I'm going to h***, I'm pretty sure.

A problem. I'm pregnant. Just found out today, though I've been sure for a while. Probably four or ...

Lie, Abuse

Arnold for President 2020 We're going to build a pucking wall. It's going to be amazing. Listen to me. Keep everyone who doesn't like steroids, keep them the fuck out, okay? It's amazing. STEROIDS FOR EVERYONE!

Arnold for President 2020 We're going to build a pucking wall. It's going to be amazing. Listen to ...

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Do people remember? My reunion is coming up and i want to go kind of but am worried people will still remember embarrassing things about me so not sure to go. When i was a senior around 18 i had an incedent when i stayed out with the car and brought people home with me when i shouldnt have and my Dad disciplined and scolded me in front of them and then talked to them about me when he left me home and drove them home himself. A month later i got caught shoplifting and i was grounded for 2 months. My parents would pay a neighbor guy in my class be our babysitter sometimes (he was much more mature, good student and athlete, and not someone who would hang out with a geek/virgin like me), this happened even when i was in highschool if i was grounded. He babysat a few times including two overnights when my parents were gone. He was mostly ok but my Dad left him in charge of all my activity, and he knew all my rules and could enforce them which only came up a few times but was extremely embarrassing to have someone in my own class with rights of a adult/parent over me. Alot of people found out my sister and he would talk about it, people made comments sometimes to me. My familys attitude was i deserved the humiliation and it wouldnt have happend if i didnt get in trouble and i was lucky to only get that. I've never gotten in trouble again but also have been very shy and not successful.I haven't heard anyone outside my family talk about it since around the year when it happened but dont really talk to anyone from back then much. When i see people around town or on sociall media i am afraid that they will still remember. it was 15 years ago.

Do people remember? My reunion is coming up and i want to go kind of but am worried people will sti...

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I groped my roommate's fiance and pulled down my pants to let her look at my anus and I swore several time and took drugs and drank at the same time once in front of her and used profanity

I groped my roommate's fiance and pulled down my pants to let her look at my anus and I swore severa...

Pride, Lie, Sex

went to work at clinic and all I got was soup and a chocolate creme donut at the cafe for me and my assistant then had to pick up kids and evidence of chocolate was on shirt nearly lot the bet with my teenage son about our diet as we are both overweight and started soccer and swimming. wife apologetic over washing on floor but she took the rubbish out bc I did washing. nearly got caught.

went to work at clinic and all I got was soup and a chocolate creme donut at the cafe for me and my ...

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Idk why all you losers think hestacley Idk why all you losers think hestacley tairs is a troll or whatever. I think he's f***** hilarious. But that's just me. Me, the one with a sense of humour, that is. Frankly, if you don't have a sense of humour, you really shouldn't be on this site, anyway. - HTFan

Idk why all you losers think hestacley Idk why all you losers think hestacley tairs is a troll or w...

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hopefully someone relates ive never done this before, but lets see how it goes lets just say my high school is so stupid. like everyone in it feels like they're a god because they get good grades and got into a school that is "selective" and just think they're the best and everyone else sucks. for me, i really can't function in that environment because it sort of drains you after hearing people say "oh rutgers is for people who are trash" or "stevens institution of technology? is that even a college" like please get over yourself and get a life. also, the people try so amazingly hard to be cool and get the other people to like them and it really annoys me when people are so fake. like everyone's a nerd like why do you want to be seen as cool by them please explain. EVERYONE and i mean everyone is so cutthroat in my school like this year, this girl tried to cancel her friend's application to Harvard because she thought that she was competition. like wth. who actually does that. i only have a year left and i feel like exploding. i have friends, but everyone is so focused on school and getting the 4.0 that they forget that we're <18 years old and should have a life.

hopefully someone relates ive never done this before, but lets see how it goes lets just say my h...

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I was pregnant: Vicky (Indian college girl Hii I am vicky, a Indian girl. I was an ordinary girl who loved study and academics. I would reside in my college hostel as my house was far from my college. My friends/ roommate girls would often talk about s and bf n all. I would ignore such talk. I would be alone in my own world. I would hardly talk or rome with boys.. One day a boy named kshitij from my college started liking me.. soon he started speaking with me. At the beginning it was just classmates but soon we became gud friends. one day he proposed me. I refused it first time but accepted his proposal after few days.. soon we were in a relationship. We would often hear about other couples having s and spending nights in a room . My bf also asked me abut s but I refused it.. One day after having coffee, by bf took me on his room. as usual we started to talk then hug and smooch each other. But this time I could feel some change in his behavior. He started to touch my personal parts.. I removed his hand but again he would repeat the same. He started to kiss below my neck and soon on my cleavaged. I was not feeling comfortable but was also enjoying. . He removed by top and bra.. my b were open and he started to suck it..he gave a bite to my nipples.. n began ti press my b.. soon he went more down and started to remove my pant. I was feeling restless and refused. .but he started convincing me n telling stories abut other friends who had s.. he removed my pant and began to kiss my legs. he removed my panty. He could see my p**.. he started liking it. Soon he started fingering my p.. I was just moaning with pain n told him to stop.. soon he requested me to take off his clothes. I was not comfortable to take off his pant. He removed his pant and I could see his black erect p. He made me to catch it. I was feeling very shy. I just closed my eyes n holded his d*. It was hot.. he jst told me to m*** his p a little. .he applied some jell on it.. Soon he pulled my legs down but I jst refused from having s. I told him that we don't have condoms and its very dangerous. But he said kuch nahi hota and jst don't worry. Soon he inserted his black p on my p and started f it slowly. . I was just shouting and moaning loudly. . It was horribly paining at beginning. And I lost my virginity. . He started to f* me more deeper.. it went on for some time. In between he removed his p** out, that time I could see his precum in my p.. I again warned him but he was still desperate. I was also enjoying. . He again started to f* me.. in less time I experienced some hot thing in my p and my my bf started to moan loudly.. I understood that he is c in me.. n jst told him to get off me.... n jst pished him away.. but it was too late.. as soon as he removed his duck out of my p, I could see my p fully filled with sperms and dripping. . He saw at my p and said oh s*.. I was feeling afraid and angry. . He said sorry to me.. We had a huge fight after it.... After one month I had lost my periods and after a test I came to know that I am pregnant. . I told kshitij about this and again we had a fight. .our relationship was on edge of break. . I started eating pills and somehow stopped my pregnancy.

I was pregnant: Vicky (Indian college girl Hii I am vicky, a Indian girl. I was an ordinary girl wh...

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if you're in a position to empower yourselves, never let anyone; degrade, humiliate, embarrass, violate, dehumanise, abuse and suppress you. I'm aware some people are unable to reinforce their human rights, due to restrictions placed upon them as a result of; individual circumstances, social environments, specific cultures, religions and so forth, but if you have that control over your life, never relinquish your human rights to anyone! If you're ever in a dangerous situation and overpowered physically, never relinquish; your heart, mind, strength of character, will power and soul. No one can take these attributes away from you, unless you willingly consent to! Remember, this world isn't a poisonous place, It's some individuals and collective groups, that are poisonous! They're are the one's who contaminate and infest our world!

if you're in a position to empower yourselves, never let anyone; degrade, humiliate, embarrass, viol...

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I need to rant about my "friend" First of all this is going to be long. Second of all, we're technically still friends, but I say "friends" because I'm starting to get annoyed by her and………you'll see. Here's how we became friends: Two years ago, we were in the same class, but never talked. Then one day, these two guys were talking so much that the teacher had one of them switch seats with me. After that seat switch, I sat next to her for the rest of the year. So, we started chatting; little by little, day by day. Eventually, we were talking so much that the teacher would have to keep warning us to stop. We traded phone numbers and crushes and other secrets. End of the year, we were pretty close. When things started to change: One day, this annoying guy came up behind me, tapped me on the shoulder and said, "Excuse me. My friend over there likes you." and he pointed to his friend. I told my friend about this and we were laughing, but then she said, "They were probably joking. You know, considering who they are." I didn't think much of it until later that year (you'll see) Anyways, everything was fine for a good year. Little fact about me, I develop crushes for guys very easily and completely out of nowhere. So, I developed a crush that she liked the previous year. The past year, her crush started dating this girl, but when I started liking him, he was single. I told her about it, cause we're friends. She just sits there and then says, "I'm pretty sure he likes (girl name)." I sit there and I'm like…….okayyyyy. Like why would she say that? Yeah, after that she kept bringing it up if I brought him up. Then, she gets all excited and says "Hey, hey guess what?! (Crush name) asked out (girl name) today in class. Yeah! He……" and she continued on saying how he did it. I mean, that's not exactly what a friend should do right? It's like saying "Your crush likes another girl!" instead of, "I'm sorry. You're better than her. I don't know why he'd choose her," Anyways, I got over that. Then remember when I said that that guy told me his friend liked me? Something like that happened to her. And what does she say? "Oh yeah. So-and-so said that his friend liked me. I was just like 'Okay'. It was so weird." They were the same 'type' of guys. So those guys can't like me but they can like you? Mhmm okay. This year: She has gotten on my nerves a lot this year. She would complain about walking back to homeroom alone whenever I'd leave because the bell rings. Like get over it. Then she'll also talk about how she wished that we had more classes together. Yet, she texts her other friend during the ENTIRE time we're together. It irritates me soooo much! Why are you talking to someone else when we could be talking? One day, I bought a romper for her and she seemed to like it. I was happy that she was. SHE NEVER WORE IT AND INSTEAD BUYS ANOTHER ONE, AND WEARS THE NEW ONE. The least she could've done was say that she didn't like it and give it back. Then she buys four new shirts and asks which one I like. I was going to be mean and lie and choose the ugliest one, but I thought about it and didn't want the bad karma. So I was honest and what happens? She ignores my advice and wears the ugly ones. She also doesn't take losing well and likes to brag about winning games. Sometimes if I'm in the lead of a game, she won't finish the game and "forget that we were playing" and when she wins she likes to rub it in. Most recently: A few days ago she sends a text saying, "I have something to do this morning so if you wanna go hang with (other friend's name) that's fine." WTF?! "That's fine" If we were hanging out, I couldn't have my other friend (who she's also friends with) tag along with us? Oh and what was she doing that was sooooo important that morning? HANGING OUT WITH ANOTHER FRIEND. She could've at least said that she had to help her friend or something.

I need to rant about my "friend" First of all this is going to be long. Second of all, we're techn...

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I was introduced to a guy at a party and he asked if I would like to go to his grandparents farm with him the next day. I was thrilled as he was great looking and had a killer body. We drove for a half an hour out in the country. We stopped at this run down looking farm and went inside. It was vacant and kind of run down.

I was introduced to a guy at a party and he asked if I would like to go to his grandparents farm wi...

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Silk and satin clothes I like to keep silk, satin, shiny soft cloth between hands and rub it. I like to feel it's softness. I look any type of satin and silk clothes and try to get them if I can. As silk, satin clothes are mostly used by women, I want to get control over myself as many women have watched me when I was staring at the shimmer of their clothes. Women don't know that I am interested in their clothes every time and not in them. I like to see even a statue wearing satin clothes.

Silk and satin clothes I like to keep silk, satin, shiny soft cloth between hands and rub it. I lik...

Lie, Hate

cupcake stealer

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When i was 15 (male) i wanted to know how it would be with a guy and i found out by a friend that his mate, wants to f* someone but he is straight. That day i came mates with him and went back to his, i wanted to find a way to get his d* out, so i did truth or dare and he won and i said ok dare, and he said give me a b****, he laughed but i said ok why not, he was like for real? and i said yea why not so i did it and it was big for his age which was 15 too, after that we went to a near bush walk and he f* me in the bush, it the best feeling ever and im 19 now and still remember it to this day. We had s for two years and than he just went off on his own way....i wonder where he is today thought, wouldnt mind to get with him again

When i was 15 (male) i wanted to know how it would be with a guy and i found out by a friend that hi...

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Today, I leave it all behind me. I can't go on with this much pain inside me, it's like a razor cutting my insides apart, and I will forever be haunted by what I know. If you start looking for more, you just might find it and it just might ruin you forever. I can't forget it all and the most painful part is no one will ever understand.

Today, I leave it all behind me. I can't go on with this much pain inside me, it's like a razor cutt...

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there is one guy in my town who was the school bully and still is 25 years later so the previous poster is right. Trouble is he is now a 6,foot tall,shaved head,knuckle dragging grunt in a well paid job (probably bullied his way to his fortune too) and Ive seen him shoving smaller guys like me around in the local pubs/bars (as well as his rugby mates). However,karma is a bitch as a few of us that hate this guy (including some women/ex girfriends) started a rumour that he suffers from micro penis. So dont be sad at the passing of this bully as they would never change,if anything society is going to be better in the long run with out them.

there is one guy in my town who was the school bully and still is 25 years later so the previous pos...

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i know what is going on quietly.....i know.

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