I am depressed :-(

mindfulness is not the answer- finding a husband and feeling wanted in employment is the answer. being bullied is not the answer.

mindfulness is not the answer- finding a husband and feeling wanted in employment is the answer. bei...

why is it everyone else is allowed have love and safety but me? like this happened when I was really sick I got a stupid cheap shirt that had on it something like "I love you and always will" and I wore it twice to different places as I recall rightly and after that I was abused by the staff there I find that crazy.

why is it everyone else is allowed have love and safety but me? like this happened when I was really...

so this lawyer who has all these nazi 3rd Reich huge books in his cabinet was interviewing and openly masturbating himself on the other side of the desk while talking to me, that was weird, I admit I for a change took advantage of my weight loss and wore a short shift dress that was beige and crepe material and I loved the dress i couldnt believe I had the confidence to wear it or i was that thin because I was so shy and sexually un-informed or just not a flirty woman, but now and then I do dress up a bit to build up my confidence but that was a shock to me, and it was un-nerving for some really fat old guy to do that and the cops had just left because he sacked the receptionist and there had been some break in so I was like "I don't think this is the right job for me anyway", I mean I am so sexually shy it more likely to me the type to have secret crushes on men and masturbate in private its not that that really offended its the whole scene it was like some dream it strange and I was shocked a professional would openly do that at a meeting and he was strange with all the nazi stuff I would sooner talk that crap down. and it was a dodgy area at springwood. bloody strange. to openly do that at an interview its my god, man, at least you could wait til I leave, and he was acting like it was just normal ???? to do that in public ? it was no compliment anyway. he was old and married and strange. I don't think I could work in that.

so this lawyer who has all these nazi 3rd Reich huge books in his cabinet was interviewing and openl...