I am depressed :-(

rick said you have to be working and not living at home with family to be in a relationship otherwise you were not of sound mind or maturity or with it. so if you don't have a job you gay too!

rick said you have to be working and not living at home with family to be in a relationship otherwis...

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student or lawyer or something to date me, take me out to fancy dining and drive me out places and buy me nice jewelry and go nice places during the day like scenic drives and other events and nice hotel rooms. not the bullshit I got. the uncivil shitbag nightclubs and loud music of stupid bands, and silly pathetic attempts at invites by dirty neighbors who stole william on me. hmmm. I mean he couldn't even come up to me and make time for me and treat me like I had something worthwhile to add to talk about child abuse issues I wanted raised. oh no! I wanted to marry and have a baby and study at the same time, all this time wasted. wasted... so you think I am some scum who only deserves a scum like ken carey well, I come from better, my parents expect people to treat me to better then that. ken would never be good enough to me or them.

I didn't want to go to the shitty places I went to, I wanted a boyfriend who was maybe a law student...

i had a dream this morning and I knew I was dreaming and then I wanted to make a story out of the dream while I was dreaming, I felt the characters and it was something to do with being a car with some shadey people and I was a police officer undercover and I had to go to a location that was under a building construction and found some thing like money or gold or stolen goods and I had to stay calm and then I was sort of waking up and then I was thinking 'now if this was a story how can I end it and make it into a story' stupid the things my brain tries to do in dreams. lol....

i had a dream this morning and I knew I was dreaming and then I wanted to make a story out of the dr...