I am depressed :-(

sometimes I feel like throwing in my legal and design degrees and I have a dummy spit now and then at the teachers college for being so shitty mean. I do like study but I wish I had a classroom and teacher, its ok to teach yourself some things on line etc but its good to get help as well and have class friends and get out of the house and get dressed up and I have a lot of interests, I guess i am sick of being my own teacher with some things. should I go to the workshops and I have other classes coming up soon as well and I am afraid to go. will anyone like me?

sometimes I feel like throwing in my legal and design degrees and I have a dummy spit now and then a...

I saved a baby yesterday, the father was reading and suddenly the baby pram started rolling towards to road so I ran and called out to the father and he came and stopped the pram falling into the garden or road. I nearly had a sinking feeling in my chest so it was good to see the baby was completely ok and not even effected about it all.

I saved a baby yesterday, the father was reading and suddenly the baby pram started rolling towards ...

a lot of people don't understand that I am regularly in pain and I get cranky and moody with the pain. I should be seeing my back/brain surgeon soon but yesterday my tailbone where rick kicked me one night it often aches and I told my therapist about him kicking me because he wanted to know. I said I really don't know what made him do that we were all out together in a group and walking along the street and he started lifting him knee - so it was a knee kick several times and I said to him "would you stop that please that hurts and its not funny" and he still kept doing it like the guy had a mental problem and my therapist said "he sounds like he would have been violently abusive towards you" well that is why I left the group in the end because all this loser could do was act like a stupid clown rather than a mature adult and my doctor got his name and wrote down the details when it happened and this loser rick was only doing things because joyce was always saying "this is the kick up the bum you deserve" etc and he would live it out and take it on himself to abuse and "punish" me I told my doctor and clearly the guy was a mental case like joyce. once again, a stupid dick who felt he could abuse anyone he wanted and I have since told police as my doctor told me to.

a lot of people don't understand that I am regularly in pain and I get cranky and moody with the pai...