I am depressed :-(

i had several debates with doctors over certain medications, one doctor had a complete fixation for one drug and I kept telling him its not working on me well. we tried another one and it wouldn't work either, it took a few goes before another doctor tried another one and it took a while for that drug to work on me. and eventually the choking sensations eased up by using another drug with it. i know I have to take these medications for the time being, maybe indefinately. valium is quiet safe in low dozes for some people and out of the two evils it is probably better then aclohol or say other illegel drugs. what medications I take a closely monitored by specialists and are highly regulated in govt and pharmacy as well but its works for me and that is the main thing.

i had several debates with doctors over certain medications, one doctor had a complete fixation for ...

if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get me in a mood I will yell when I am sick. people don't understand what I have gone through. I don't just take things now, I am a grumpy person who will up and abuse and yell at literally anyone. when I am sick all I care about is survival. nothing else.

if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get ...

I admit I just often answer exam question not even reading the questions and just put anything in a hurry cuz its all too late to matter anyway. sometimes I just put anything, sometimes I do bother to read a bit more but after about 4 questions my mind switches off a lot. that is why I don't want to go back to university - everything is just putting in time now as a huge joke study does not mean the same to me as it used to, I just go through the motions of doing stuff and don't care anyway. i know i will never work in a thing i have studied anyway. that is fact and unquestionablely a truth that no one can change.

I admit I just often answer exam question not even reading the questions and just put anything in a ...