I am depressed :-(

some professionals and work people and in social groups have a professional blind conception about policy of integrity of staff and workplace. there is no point someone saying lies like "oh this is the best place to work in" "this is the best company etc or dept" when everyone from top down is off the beat. its lies, its not going to make it so just because you pretend its great. then you try to make others look bad or liars and then it all falls back at the person who was making out it was so great when it all falls down and is not working great just because one person said it is great when its not. be truthful don't live the lie or nothing gets improved. one day you will be on your ass and learn it the hard way. like i have heard so many bad reports from good people about our local hospital and all i can say is its cleaner and newer but not that nice but then no hospital is, and all this loser drug addict can do is rave on about how good the staff are and yet one of my poshy friends who was a classy lady and was well associated in our city she was treated badly there and so was I and others and my friend had way more class and money and she was blonde and beautiful as well . how come some deadbeat loser bum druggy whore dirtbag can say "oh they are so nice and great in there" like was she just trying to piss me off or hurt me or make out they prefer her type over me and my friend who have more class and are not drug addicts. just because one deadbeat loser druggy prostitute says its great doesn't make it so! a loser with other losers and yeh i find that offensive to abuse obvious classy women and help a loser deadbeat creepy whore. don't subject me to that dog karma again. or i will call police. I hate karma anyway, she is an annoying slut.

some professionals and work people and in social groups have a professional blind conception about p...

like I met that black dude who is a doctor from the bachelor and I was so sick I didn't care. he came to my house as a locum house doctor and I mean I was too sick to care who it was another night they couldn't wake me due to the heavy sedation of medications from the neurological problem with the infection and mum and the dr just decided to let me sleep but he checked my medications and spoke to my mum about my condition and I didn't even know. I just remember crawling around the floor at midnight near choking from the medications and I was thought i was patting the cat and it was a cushion and I know someone must have came in and moved my note book because I kept a log book for all the months i was sick writing all the medications and how I felt and how much fluid I drank etc.

like I met that black dude who is a doctor from the bachelor and I was so sick I didn't care. he cam...

fuckk off churches. you have let me down too many times and I am more saintly then all of you. I know this to be true. and this crap about jesus sucking up to the prostitutes is all bullshit. yeh he just made a slave of her to wash his bloody feet and never did a thing else so what does that mean? he was a user like everyone and did he pay her for the job? he didn't betrove himself to her. I am sick of being treated less and like some whore prostitute druggy is more important then me and my illnesses I didn't make the car accident happen but someone else who does witchcraft did!

fuckk off churches. you have let me down too many times and I am more saintly then all of you. I kno...