I am depressed :-(

"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmUkDQPr1JA I have had a few guys email or write to me that just make no sense they act stupid and talk down at me and expect me to chase them, they play mind games of inventing past lovers like me but not. they play on 1 or 2 words I use and over exadurate as if I am some drunken whore or some nazi ass, or some radical when I am just a person. I admit I have done 1 or 2 silly things in my time over a few guys like there were some famous guys I told them I loved them but I didn't know them, I have heard of girls following men around shops or teens turning up on pop stars door steps with no way home. I have written to a few guys mostly talking about just health and what I like about them and their famous stuff but I could never mail heaps of grim reapers or I don't even have the money to photocopy a bucket load of shit to men or anyone. mum said we are all someone's freak or idiot. one day I would like to get it right. "No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a girl that I don't know Another letter full of no news You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense You try to tell me that you love me But we ain't never met You try to say you're gonna be my one and only But I wouldn't take no bet You don't tell me anything You just go on and on And you don't make no sense

"No Sense" Mail arrives in the morning I'm hoping for good news Another letter from a guy that I don...

to be honest the guys I like I am afraid of them and hardly dare look at them or make eye contact with them, or talk to them etc. I feel so embarrassed I just avoid them a great deal because ? in case they don't like me. the fantasy is better then the rejection or ignoring they do. even when I was thin and young they would ignore me and be weird even the nicer ones who were working in law firms I had worked in, they were non-committal and vague and deliberately distant.

to be honest the guys I like I am afraid of them and hardly dare look at them or make eye contact wi...

my exercising is part of my job at the gym I work at I have time to workout, and I have not time for lunch its on the go, and I have dinner early then go back to the gym til late but my clients love me.

my exercising is part of my job at the gym I work at I have time to workout, and I have not time for...