I am depressed :-(

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! I deserve a husband I can love and a life and children, I deserve a nice house and career and friends that care about me. I deserve holidays and a attractive exciting husband and not some lame duck loser like ken. I was born for better and a therapist told me that yesterday. that I was born for better then ken and rubbish I have had done to me.

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! ...

I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in social and romantic situations. its like people treat me as if I am someone to be avoided. I have gone through it most of my life. only very short periods of time I have been treated like I am welcome and liked and valued. I am made to feel unwelcome a lot.

I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in socia...

I get annoyed by guys who make out- they are interested in me and yet they put in absolutely minimal effort. and then go "oh I am thinking about giving up on you" and I am like "I couldn't actually tell you were interested!" wow, hello like show you care by actually doing nice things like calling my home or turn up and ask me out to dinner, send flowers, be a secret admirer who comes across better then the rexona BO guy. I sometimes think I must be seen like him? I am not sure. but what is the point of makingout you care when you have not called to my house to see me and actually asked to speak to me or sent me flowers or asked me out! seriously guys its not mind science! I don't like fakes. yeh, I am at time complaining and you would too if went through the crap I have. you could show more genuine care to get your message across! this what I don't understand about legal and medical professionals and other difficult people like busy guys in business etc. you have to put in some effort to get a woman to actually feel and know you like them. for god sake. can't you work it out?

I get annoyed by guys who make out- they are interested in me and yet they put in absolutely minimal...