I am depressed :-(

this wanker of a doctor who was wanting to punish me for whatever he thought i did as a child rather then what really happened, doctors who do that or ambulance and hospital staff that do that should be kicked out of their jobs for that. its not their place to be judge jury and exicutioner, see how shirely likes it when she is really sick near death being told to piss off from a medical clinic and hospital ! no forgivess, no mercy no sympathy is my attitude now. you act abusive vendictive bitter sour abusive to me you will get it back at you.

this wanker of a doctor who was wanting to punish me for whatever he thought i did as a child rather...

I still think the queen kate and all the royals are a bunch of complete fuckfaces after the way they have bullied and abused me. I thought they were better then that but I thought doctors and teachers and churches were better then they acted too. it just seems no one can live up to my expectations, and I have never been able to live up to others and they go on with this bs about "I am proud of you" after they have insulted me and I am like 'well that is good but I am not proud of you' and walk away.

I still think the queen kate and all the royals are a bunch of complete fuckfaces after the way they...

if I was going to murder and kill a lot of people it wouldn't be losers in buildings in some hoochy banking shelter for tards anyway, I only would have killed for a man anyway and not many were around showing much interest and I should kill a woman I should kill anyone that gets in my way of a man. I guess I should be a killer knowing what I have been through. but you know if looks could kill. I often give people evil eye looks now for my pleasure and fun, seeing people like dirty ricky martin abused me when he is such a asshole loser anyway. he was only out to take me down and thinks it is funny to help all his mongrel south amercian fuckers who walked over me. he is not worth killing over. the spastic wanker he is. selfish user! very very selfish user liar of a person. very much a con artist. I don't want to know him. but yeh I should kill someone before long but i won't know who to kill or how. I just hate a lot of people and it makes me feel good to tell them I hate them. I told a few churches a few companies how much I hate their abusive evil corrupt ways. I can't understand people who sell out on the truth and make a living from fraud and lying and hustling like whores. I just can't understand it.

if I was going to murder and kill a lot of people it wouldn't be losers in buildings in some hoochy ...