I am depressed :-(

i am already doing a nursing course and have been and will be continuing it since I finished the dental one, but I am more interested in pharmacy hospital or maybe I could cope with surgery nursing or after surgery or pediatricts or pathology or xray and aged people but not death. I can't deal with that. i am more interested in medications really since I did the nursing maths and pharmacy tech part and my psychiatrist wants me to do nursing but I dont think I am clever enough to do it and I can't afford a good course where I would like to do it. like I know I have to be careful with these morphine type medications because they affect the serotonin you can't take them long term. but the pain was so bad. that is the hard part I so wish to go back working in pharmacy an learning compounding etc but i worry about standing for long times. my back surgeon goes back to work tomorrow so hopefully yasmin or katey will call me from his office. this is serious pain.

i am already doing a nursing course and have been and will be continuing it since I finished the den...

actually I tell a lie or two because I don't want to look like I am a skite I have done a occupational therapy units and social care and several physiotherapy and sports injury and rehab courses, sports nutrition and sports instructor and accountancy and design as well - I believe in the over learn concept and also removal of ambiguity and clutter in education. the less clutter and ambigutity the more focus and clarity you have and I have passed a number of units in my course on psychology and counselling and forensic and policing study and antropology and I am often studying from 5am in the morning and 11.30pm at night - well what else can I do when I don't have a husband or baby to pamper and fuss over?

actually I tell a lie or two because I don't want to look like I am a skite I have done a occupatio...

the thing I am most proud of myself for last year was passing diplomatic and global health diplomacy units and an ancient history unit. I really enjoyed the diplomacy process very much and loved those units a great deal but then they are at university and when I did political ideologies and economic sociology units at my city university I did very well in those and public and professional ethics. doing counselling specialising areas helped me a lot as well as going over old justice notes as well. and conidering 4 new childrens books story ideas but i am so slow with all that right now. I need to really take it easy over a break but I study over xmas and new year and I would work over it. there should be not many public holidays so more health services are open anyway in my opinion.

the thing I am most proud of myself for last year was passing diplomatic and global health diplomacy...