I am depressed :-(

so I did I literally went home and laid down every day now as much as possible, laying in bed with my cat alone, I often reject phone calls and tell my parents I am busy or not here, there is nothing left to do or say then just laydown and die hopefully! is the attitude of others.

so I did I literally went home and laid down every day now as much as possible, laying in bed with m...

as kids i thought we were rich if we could afford soap or shampoo, my said when she was young her entertainment was a ball of wool to knit as a married woman after her first child , a ball of wool all of 4p or something entertainment for the fortnight. fuck that thank god I don't knit. my entertainment was was cleaning the house listening to tv music shows at night and weekends, we never had a car so we never went anywhere.

as kids i thought we were rich if we could afford soap or shampoo, my said when she was young her en...

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Wanting ♡╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ▔▏▂┗┓▂▕▔┛▂┏▔▂▕▔ ▕▕╋▏▕╋▏▏▕┏▏▕╋▏▏ ▕┓▔┗┓▔┏▏▕┗▏┓▔┏▏ . ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲. ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲ ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ^^^^^^^^^ (_______) ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡"

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Wanting ♡╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ...