I am depressed :-(

i gave up study to pursue looking for relationships and everytime I did and was bashe so I dropped out of university - where are those people being punished and made accountable today for their behavior choices!? how about I bash every bone in your body and break you completely ! you think your so clever and your dumb, your way more stupid then I could ever be!!!

i gave up study to pursue looking for relationships and everytime I did and was bashe so I dropped o...

I am sick of the whole gangnam style secret silent cover up take over of other nations and foreigners in australia ripping off australians who ancestors came out here to get away from silimar things like persicution, famine and racial and religious injustices. the irish and other nationalitites went through pain too. I am sick of being walked over. not sorry if I offend. I mean can I go to foriegn nations and make a success in wealth and love and career etc over there? seeing they come here and walk over us?

I am sick of the whole gangnam style secret silent cover up take over of other nations and foreigner...

I only take on board what I want or think is right for me, like I don't agree with everything barbara o'neil says or dr berg, I don't agree with everything they say, but I don't always agree on what a lot of peope say either at church, or work or teachers or parents or media. like sure for some people if you are lucky to find the right person arranged marriages might work for you but there is no evidence to prove they work for all. its a bit like some peoples bodies react great to certain drugs while others don't. because you are not going to find a perfect world, no perfect fresh air or food, only as fresh as possible or practicablely sowed and modified. i just take what i need from medicine talks on youtube and what I choose to apply to me I do and what I don't I ignore. I found to be honest you with dr berg, its not wise to over do the cider vinegar i was getting almost a peptic ulcer from it and took some coconut oil capsules and it eased it up but i used to use just a small amount of cider vinegar on salads and not all the time. and I don't agree about needing to eat fat to loose weight, everyone is different when it comes to weight changes. because I have found that I often am not really eating more then what I did years ago but i still gained weight with age and medications and illnesses, i have added certain things new to my diet and not as strict but some days I am strict on how much fat and calories I consume. I don't eat cakes a lot or fast foods, I only allow myself those things once every few weeks at the most. and there is a thing of drinking too much water, since I had that infection I am careful on that as my medication does effect my potasium/sodium levels and I don't trust everything doctors say anymore. but I don't trust a lot of people anymore. and I do know someone around me has been trying to make me believe I am going to die or have cancer I don't know who it is but I have told police about it and I want that person out of my life. just like ken carey, I told police him and his wife anne go around deliberately raping a lot of virgins she helps him rape women a lot I reckon. like katy goes around bashing a lot of women as well. and joyce goes around abusing a lot of white girls who come from money that she perceives as lazy or desires kicks - shame someone didn't kick her up the ass and in the head that woman and that mongrel chris liley I complained about him and a number of famous people to police for gang abuse. I don't take things on board I don't want to anymore. I have up and told doctors off too, I told that mongrel indian bitch with her arrogrance where to shove it. i said to her "i have always been polite to you and ask you questions did what you ask but i am 45 now and I have been the perfect person perfect student abused too many times and i speak up now when I am not getting the service or what I expect and i am 45 now if I have not earnt the right to deserve better and have rights now, and say I don't like this or the way you are speaking to me or treating me, then i never will, already people have pushed things too far. long ago. and I will not take it from anyone trying to play games on me. they get reported quick to police so don't mess with me!

I only take on board what I want or think is right for me, like I don't agree with everything barbar...