I am depressed :-(

I feel stupid. For the longest time I was never good at math, but people called me smart. All I wanted was someone to give me a C in math because I have such a hard time at it all. My parents feel the same way and even if I get a 68% they're proud because they know I'm trying my bed right there and that if I worked any harder I would cry myself to sleep XD I wish this year I could maybe get good grades. I want grades that my old me would envy but it's only a wish. A wish I'm hoping I will make possible

I feel stupid. For the longest time I was never good at math, but people called me smart. All I wan...

Alot of women today are getting FRENCH Alot of women today are getting FRENCH pedicures....I have a foot fetish...I think these pedicures are sexy, but I want to know...those toenails sometimes look longer, to get the whitish look...Do those hurt at all in your shoes? I don't normally find long toenails sexy, but these are by design...Just curious.

Alot of women today are getting FRENCH Alot of women today are getting FRENCH pedicures....I have a ...

I wanted to say but grouphug didn't work. Sometimes when I eat food, I have the urge to make my self throw it up. I have a 25inch waist.. I got that from being picky with what I ate, doing these weird exercises and walking alot. Afew times I tried to make myself throw up when I ate too much and felt ridiculously sick.. I half did but like stopped myself and couldn't. Before christmas I didn't eat for 2 whole days basically, and it's the best feeling I have had in so long. I felt pure. I gave up after a while, my parents didn't notice while I was doing it. Now they say they do when I'm not.. I'm eating like a fucking pig. I feel so chubby when I eat that much. But exercise and good food is the way forward I guess, but it doesn't feel good being slim. I want to be skinny, like bony.. BONES ARE BEAUTIFUL to me. End of.

I wanted to say but grouphug didn't work. Sometimes when I eat food, I have the urge to make my sel...