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I want to love someone new.

I want to love someone new.

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I have fantasies about my cousin

I have fantasies about my cousin

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I've been in a relationship once and we broke up last year!!! He already had a gf and was cheating on me !! My friends warned me, but I didn't listen to them 'cause I really trusted him more than anyone But then my friends started pressurising me to ask my bf regarding this matter, and yes...i did ask him atlast !! He said that it was his ex who came back to his life and he realised that he really loved her and still do... He didn't want to hurt me and that's why he didn't tell me the truth !!! We obviously broke up after that.... Now I think he has totally forgotten me, but i still love him as much as i did when we were in a relationship!!!! I can't forget him

I've been in a relationship once and we broke up last year!!! He already had a gf and was cheating ...

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I'm looking for colleges, and the one college I plan on looking into my crush is going to. I don't want it to seem like I'm going there just for him, although in my mind that is a plus. I feel like my heart will end up overtaking my mind in this big decision, and I'm ok with that

I'm looking for colleges, and the one college I plan on looking into my crush is going to. I don't w...

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What do I do? Do I tell my boyfriend ahead of time (He would be MORTIFIED!!!) or do I wait to meet his best friend and hope that he doesn't remember me? H*E*L*P!!!!!! HELP!!!!!

What do I do? Do I tell my boyfriend ahead of time (He would be MORTIFIED!!!) or do I wait to meet h...

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I wish I my hubby would have had me wake up to flowers but. What should I expect he has never done that. no valentine gift for me

I wish I my hubby would have had me wake up to flowers but. What should I expect he has never done t...

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My girlfriend of a few months has not been very affectionate towards me in the past few months, often leaving me in the dust and sometimes not speaking me for days at a time, I started to feel lonely and since I see myself talking to girls often. I started to use this tinder application and I have since slept with 4 girls. I know its wrong and I am sorry, since then the relationship with my girl has become stronger. I still fantasize about all the other girls and im writing a book of stories based on my exploits. I have mixed feelings about it but im not in love with my girlfriend. She is just an amazing girl that I know that I can grow because she has all that im looking for. I confess this because I know im selfish but the guilt it starting to make me numb and maybe even blocking me from taking the next step. For these and all my other sins I am sorry.

My girlfriend of a few months has not been very affectionate towards me in the past few months, ofte...

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No body . Shit

No body . Shit

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i send a long poetic email about how much i love him and care for him and want to see him smile. After i wrote it and send it to him i always feel relieved. Thinking that now he know someone actually care for him. The next day i met him he always more cheerful and talked to me more than he usually do. I was happy and started doing it more. Until one day i checked his facebook and found out that i've been sending wrong email to wrong address. All the email i've sent to him has never been read by him because i sent it to wrong address. It's still mystery for me how come he was happier after i send him email, probably just suggestion. But i still happy i wrote off my feelings.

i send a long poetic email about how much i love him and care for him and want to see him smile. Af...

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met a very PHAT Venezuela DR on cruise ship and I think it was his russian girlfriend very very nice people. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHpRnqjahg4&list=RDSHpRnqjahg4

met a very PHAT Venezuela DR on cruise ship and I think it was his russian girlfriend very very nice...

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Its almost 2 years since my boyfriend and I have gotten into a mate swapping agreement with three other couples, 2 of those couples are married. It takes place once a month but in summer we usually get together twice a month in June, July and August. I switch with the 3 guys each time and my boyfriend switches with the 3 girls. Right from the start i was eager to try this but do admit the first go-round with the 3 guys was somewhat awkward and humiliaring in ways, Don, Micky and James are the 3 guys I take turns having sex with and now that I know them well enjoy it more. When we have these so called get togethers we book 4 rooms at a hotel and always go to dinner first. I simply go to the room of the guy whos turn it is and same with my boyfriend with the girls, Once there we spend the entire night with them and meet for breakfast the next morning, The only rule we have is not to talk to each other about the sex we had with any particular mate. My boyfriend and I talk about it between us and I doubt he tells me everything simply because I don't tell him everything. Each one of the guys is different in how they like the sex. When I have James for the entire night I barely get any sleep. I suspect he takes a enhancement drug or something because he is so able to keep an erection for a long time. He is also the only one who has anal sex with me. We do have oral sex in the beginning but James is usually content with intercouse and anal sex. Don is the one who likes oral sex the most and I think likes doing it to me which he'll do a few times during the night and has done it to me many times after I fell asleep. I don't ever complain about it because it does feel good even when I'm tired. Don is also the one who pays the most attention to my boobs. Don is the only one who shaves his pubic hair and when I blow him he always wants me to play with and lick his scrotum which I gladly do for him since there is no hair on his scrotum either. Micky is the youngest guy and he likes anything. What I notice with him is that he likes doggy style position when we screw and for some reason he likes to have me in crazy positions for oral sex also. The first few times I had sex with him were a little embarrassing just by the way he would display me. It don't bother me anymore since it occurred to me he positions me naked to look at me and this I know now turns him on. He also has a larger penis than the other 2 guys and is more aggressive. I don't have a favorite guy but Donny gives me the best oral sex I have ever had. His tongue never stops and he makes me orgasm more than the other guys even my boyfriend. My boyfriend admits his favorite is Joann who is the youngest girl and Micky's girlfriend. I tell my boyfriend a lot of stuff I do with these other guys but not all of it. He tells me a lot but many times I just tell him I don't want to hear it and don't care,

Its almost 2 years since my boyfriend and I have gotten into a mate swapping agreement with three ot...

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today is a new change and I am asking you god to stand before me and fight off the enemy and send the cutest fun clever handsome loving man that will love me and make me feel special. I am sick of hearing all the excuses out of peoples mouths about how relationships are hard as if it would be too hard for me to handle. how dare you imply that, people years ago just fell inlove and got married and lived their life around a relationship and went to church and jobs or education and there was none of this bullshit of today about your worthiness or being ready for a relationship etc and people were happy to go to church and pray and they were encouraged to believe the freedom was there fore them after the war there was hope of change. people today are being brainwashed by liars in therapy books and new age and even bible bashing preachers who don't let love be the answer to young peoples lives. I am sick of hearing how hard their relationships are but yet they are still in them and look pretty happy to me and yet try to convince me I should not want one. why? what is more special about you anyway? and my father once said at my old sisters first wedding "there is nothing sweeter then love" that is the problem today people have forgotten to allow some people to feel sweet and loved, and put price tags on love and labelled quality as crap. I still don't know why the guy I liked said to me the things he did in a meeting hurting my feelings about not having children, then blocked me as if it was some game when I was desperately sick. what is so special about you to have a child and not me, what is so special about you to have a job and education and career then me, why do you love to chase this dollar tag old woman for sex ??? and you say your paid to smile - that is so lame. oh so you like a rich old cow who pays you to smile for dirty old sex and she pops out babies all the time like the cash cow slag she is. drop your crude nude bomb on someone else and not me. cuz I am done giving a dam about you and her and your fake love and all the excuses you put up to avoid loving me and making me feel equal to you. has she been attacked and bashed and ill as often as me? I bet not. and I bet she is not as nice as me either. I was sick with scarlet fever and non-paralising polio and rashes and illnesses and migraines and car accident injuries and rape and stroke and seizures and a disease but you still seem to think she is more deserving of love and your time over me. well i think you are lame and a coward and a weak man and worse then a battery hen with batteries plugged in ya butt hole to make you smile. your a super jerk you are. a real a grade jerk snobby rude arrogant man full of ego I really hope someone bashes you down a few times and all the old creepies that have stopped the nice men loving me. I hope they suffer in hell. like richard I hope he suffers in hell for abusing me. I am sick from old men. I am sick from bullying bitchy women. give me a break god and let in the light please. and protect me from richard and those bald men I dont like. I am trying to find a good side to mustard-ass, I mean he has a good side and cant be completely bad but I did not like him when I met him but I have grown to hate most men cuz most are jerks and dont know how to care for women right. like richard he has not got a clue what my needs are and can not meet them, nor can the phsyio or back surgeon. but that cute-pie ponce from Europe can but will he? does he like me? does the onyg-tam even care or like me or has it been some sick cruel game with him has he been out to torture me is he BPta? why would someone need to put in that much effort to try to harm someone?

today is a new change and I am asking you god to stand before me and fight off the enemy and send th...

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i am very depressed and covering up but feeling so upset in the stomach from hiding the pain.

i am very depressed and covering up but feeling so upset in the stomach from hiding the pain.

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I'm married to "Janet", a 35 year old Filipina, for 14 years. We have three kids. I'm white, 51, and she's 35.She's very attractive. She gives massages to friends and family fairy often and is so good at it that she makes enough to use for food shopping, etc. without having to work 40 hours a week. She almost always does them in our house, using our guest room for it, sometimes on vacation for relatives we're visiting and nothing weird has ever happened until last weekend. I worked on Saturday and came home early to find her 29 year old cousin, "Annette", in our backyard watching her two kids and our three kids, all are under 12, in our pool. I asked her where "Janet" was and she replied that she was giving her 33 year old husband, "Brian", a massage. She offered me some food and I told her thanks and that I'd eat after saying hello to them. I didn't realize at the time but "Annette" really wanted me to stay outside and eat. I walked down the hall to our guest room, heard music and saw the room was lit by candles, and that the door was slightly open. I started to open it and, without either noticing me at all, saw "Janet" standing to the side of "Brian" as he laid on her massage mat on the bed on his back. She was topless and in her thong underwear and facing towards me. They were engaged in a conversation and "Janet" had been giggling. She was masturbating "Brian" with her right hand and rubbing oil on his chest with her left. I could see a few things right off the bat: 1) "Brian" also had his right hand on my wife's ass tugging at her thong. 2)"Brian" was fondling Janet's tits with his other hand at that moment. 3) "Brian" had a penis like an elephant trunk.It must've been at least 10 inches long and very thick. Then,as my wife was stroking Brian's penis, she looked at him and said "You like?" and he nodded his head. I watched "Janet" lean over and begin performing oral sex on him. Brian then strokes her hair, brushing it away from her face, and I swear he clearly whispered something about "fucking you real good today" and "Janet" going "Ummmm hmmm" with his cock in her mouth. "Janet" took her mouth off his cock for a moment and kissed him on his lips. I swear I heard it. I swear I saw it. I'm positive. Then "Janet" went back to work on Brian's cock and he pulled her thong underwear down. He was caressing her ass and then I swear I saw his hand go between her thighs. Then I clearly heard him say "I wanna see that face while you suck my cock" and he brushed her hair away. I was in such stunned disbelief that I walked out and back to the pool area. I sat down and "Annette" began talking to me but all I could do was respond with head movements or one word answers. She must've known I was rattled. "Brian" and "Janet" have always gotten along well but I never suspected a thing. About 30 minutes later "Janet" and "Brian" came out to the pool area. "Oh hi!" she said and kissed my cheek and began asking me about my day. "Brian" sat down and said "Awesome massage Janet! Thanks!" and began eating. I noticed that "Janet" didn't have her wedding ring on. "Brian" had his on. After they left I confronted "Janet" about it and told her exactly what I saw. Her response was that she "wasn't having sex" with "Brian". She was just doing that to relieve his stress because "Annette" asked her to and was paying her. I was dumbfounded and asked what the hell she was talking about. Janet replied that "Annette" has some sort of vaginal pain issue and sex is extremely painful for her. She hates having sex apparently.Her and "Brian" have been married seven years and he's been getting very frustrated with lack of sex with her. She's worried he'll leave her. Janet says that they both massaged "Brian" one day and she taught "Annette" how to give him a blowjob but "Brian" thinks she's awful at it and prefers "Janet" to give them to him."Janet" told me "Annette don't like to do that for him". My wife claims that "Annette" gives her $50 a week for two massages/blowjobs for her husband. I asked her "Don't you consider that adultery?!?!/!" and "Janet" replied "No, because we're not having sex." and I'm like "A blowjob is sex!!!" and she says over and over "It's not". I asked her if she'd ever had sex with "Brian" and she said no but I informed her that he looked pretty comfortable grabhandling her ass in there and she said "Oh, he just likes to look at that and touch it, we never had sex" and I'm finding it very difficult to believe her. So I went to "Annette" one day and told her that our spouses were having an affair and she breaks down and tells me exactly what my wife told me. She said she was afraid he was going to leave her and it was her idea. When I asked her why she thought "Janet" would do it she said because "She used to do that all the time in Manila" before she came here. My wife was a blowjob girl in a dance hall she tells me. Then she says it's ok with her if he's having sex with "Janet" as long as her & "Brian" stay married. "I don't wanna know what they're doing in there as long as he's happy and still loves me!" she says to me as she is crying. I'm in total shock over this and I'm pretty damned sure "Janet", my wife, is fucking him and I'm the only one angry about it or ashamed.

I'm married to "Janet", a 35 year old Filipina, for 14 years. We have three kids. I'm white, 51, and...

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have spent years wishing that just one person would be interested in me and now that I have several people interested in me, I am leading them all on because it feels good. I hate myself.

have spent years wishing that just one person would be interested in me and now that I have several...

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2:45 am Mina and I had played this game before. We had never left with another woman, though. Tracy closed and locked the bar's doors Mina and I sat at the far end of the room. Mina was intrigued. So was I. The conversation had been entertaining and it was also laced with innuendo. And Tracy was a stunning young woman. Tracy went behind the bar and brought us new drinks. She came around and joined us at our stools on the patrons' side of the bar. I was in the middle. “I have to ask you this. I'm sorry if I'm reading this wrong, but...” Mina knew. So did I Tracy took a breath and finished her thought. “You two have been intimate, haven't you.” Mina waited for me to answer. I took a long sip off of my pint. “Yes.” Tracy wiggled in her seat. “My brother and I played doctor once. We were so young. And he didn't know what was going on.” Tracy took a drink and continued. “Is it great?” She gestured to me but looked to Mina. “I mean, he's gorgeous, but does the taboo-aspect add to it?” Mina answered. “It's us. Together. We have a real chemistry. The sibling thing is an afterthought.” Tracy kept up the conversation while circling in on a possible later night for all of us. When Tracy went to the restroom Mina asked me what I thought. “If you want to, I don't mind.” “Only if you want to.” “Yes. I do. I want her to watch us.” “What if she wants more than that.” Mina did not answer with the confident affect I had become accustomed to. “That's okay too.” We went back to my house. We did not waste time. I kissed Mina. Tracy sat close. Then we all traded each other off, kissing and caressing. Things were heating up. Clothes were disappearing. We went to my bedroom. “I have him first.”, Mina announced. I shed my clothes and got on to the bed. Mina mounted me and, with impatience, planted my bulbous head to her entrance. She pushed down as I pushed up. Her back arched and her head fell back. Tracy was standing, leaning against my bureau. She watched us intently. She rubbed her clitoris. As she watched Mina and me become immersed, her legs spread and she began to gently finger her pussy . After ten minutes of riding, Mina collapsed on top of me. She knew I was still ready. With her head turned in Tracy's direction, she said “Fuck her, Mike.” Then she turned to me, leaned in to my ear and whispered, “Fuck her hard, Mike.” Tracy was already standing by the bed. I gave her room. She knelt on the bed and I immediately turned her and had her hold on to the headboard. I mounted her doggie-style. I played my cock along he slit to check her readiness. She was more than ready. I pushed myself into her narrow vagina. She shrieked. Mina lay back with arm behind her head. Watching us. And smiling. Tracy came apart at the seams. She screamed and tore through lists of expletives. She was climaxing in seconds. I continued full, hard thrusts. All the way inside of her. Almost exiting, only to re-pierce her respite. Her arms held on taught to the headboard. Her head popped up in ecstasy and dropped back down in submission. Up and down. Her euphemisms were bouncing off the walls I could tell from her words and actions that this was 'new' sex to her. We were shattering all of her preconceived notions of orgasms, of desire, of all of nature. I was murdering the memories of any of the men she had had before me. I looked over and Mina's face was now blank. She wasn't smiling. I continued my hard work as I looked into Mina's eyes. She shook her head. I nodded. I finished fucking Tracy with a final five minute flurry that brought her to her limits. Her hands fell from the headboard and she spilled half off the bed. I caught her and put her head to a pillow. I lay between them, my face turned to Mina. She whispered to me, “Not again.” I nodded. Tracy was hinting that she wanted to stay for another round. Mina insisted that we had to be up early. Tracy left. Mina and I made love for more than an hour. We hardly said a word. The next morning... Before I even filled my first coffee Mina said, “I can't have another session like that. That girl was falling in love with you. I could tell. I can't have that.” I sat. She knew I agreed with her. My only true love would be my sister. The beautiful woman who sat directly across the table. lloydharborcrowd@outlook.com

2:45 am Mina and I had played this game before. We had never left with another woman, though. Tracy...

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Wow what happend So i posted yesturday how i met this guy and how i was really into him but im 17 and hes 24 and my parents didnt want us dating. well i was talking to my parents and now they got so mad about the situation that they wont let me talk to him at all anymore..i dont know what to do about it..i dont know, maybe this is a good thing..maybe its a sign telling me that hes not the one for me and maybe they are trying to let me know that i will find someone someday that i will like just as much who is closer to my age.. i really dont know..i want to think this is a good thing, but its so hard, i really thought i liked this guy :(

Wow what happend So i posted yesturday how i met this guy and how i was really into him but im 17 an...

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Persian & Arab Women make me sick. I'm a White middle class guy married to a White ex-cheereleader & swimmer. However, in college I had an Iranian girlfriend whose mom was Arab. I have to confess. I fantasize about her and several Arab ladies that work at our local mall but once I got to know one I was sold off for life. I love my own white wife more, I'm enamored with white exotic beauty. My wife is great, she doesn't shave her pubic hair over smooth, and frankly, that's what I don't mind the most. My college girlfriend had beautiful dark womanly pubic hair and you could see where her ass began from it. When I would go down on her that was gross and her ass in was always on my face! Oh my God, what a turn on! you say, no not when your dying from them face sitting for domination hours like 17 hour at a time or farting in your mouth. Moreover, all of my American friends think I'm nuts for not loving this, but I love that the lady and her white skin! thankyou

Persian & Arab Women make me sick. I'm a White middle class guy married to a White ex-cheereleader &...

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My story... I'm a 14 Year old male...This past month I was dating (Long Distance) a lesbian/bisexual girl called Tayler. Until Tayler, I thought I would never date a lesbian or bisexual. Tayler even asked me if we could still date if she went after this one girl she wanted. But 3 Weeks ago, iirc, we broke up. I was devastated by it and kept telling her I loved her and would forever. Ironically, she left me for a female to male transgender. So, a h****. lol Now, I'm super attracted to lesbians! Please help!

My story... I'm a 14 Year old male...This past month I was dating (Long Distance) a lesbian/bisexual...

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i drunk out the toilet once. i didnt swallow though, or i think i did, idk, i cant remember i was like 8 or 10

i drunk out the toilet once. i didnt swallow though, or i think i did, idk, i cant remember i was li...

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