Confessions about 'Love'

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♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Wanting ♡╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ▔▏▂┗┓▂▕▔┛▂┏▔▂▕▔ ▕▕╋▏▕╋▏▏▕┏▏▕╋▏▏ ▕┓▔┗┓▔┏▏▕┗▏┓▔┏▏ . ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲. ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲ ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ^^^^^^^^^ (_______) ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Wanting ♡╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲...

Pride, Love

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Wanting ♡╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ▔▏▂┗┓▂▕▔┛▂┏▔▂▕▔ ▕▕╋▏▕╋▏▏▕┏▏▕╋▏▏ ▕┓▔┗┓▔┏▏▕┗▏┓▔┏▏ . ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲. ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲ ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ^^^^^^^^^ (_______) ^^^^^^^^^^^^ ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Pride, Love

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡If

Love

Wanting ╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ▔▏▂┗┓▂▕▔┛▂┏▔▂▕▔ ▕▕╋▏▕╋▏▏▕┏▏▕╋▏▏ ▕┓▔┗┓▔┏▏▕┗▏┓▔┏▏ . ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲. ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ╲┏━━━┻━━━┻━━━┓╱ ╲┃╭━╮┏━━━┓╭━╮┃╱ ╱┃┃╳┃┣◯━◯┫┃╳┃┃╲ ╱┃╰━╯┣━━━┫╰━╯┃╲ ╱┃┈▊▊▊▊┈▂▃▅▇┈┃╲ ╱┗━━━━━━━━━━━┛╲ ╲╲╲╲╲┏━━━┓╱╱╱╱╱ ^^^^^^^^^ (_______) ^^^^^^^^^^^^

Wanting ╯▅╰╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲╯╯☼ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╲╲╭╭ ▕▕╱╱╱╱╱╱╱╱┛▂╲╲╭ ╱▂▂▂▂▂▂╱╱┏▕╋▏╲╲ ▔▏▂┗┓▂▕▔┛▂┏▔▂▕▔ ▕▕╋▏▕╋▏▏▕┏...

Love

I've been dating this girl for 10 months now... recently (2months ago) we both lost our virginity together...we really luv each other, but my best friend of 6yrs... came down from out of town to visit her family, she called me and wanted to hang out before she went back..so we did...we started kissing, which led to s**....dont get me wrong i care about her too.. but I really luv my GF....also,, my bestfriend is married...and I feel really bad...i just wanted to know what should i do and should i talk to my GF and let her know what happen.?

I've been dating this girl for 10 months now... recently (2months ago) we both lost our virginity to...

Love, Sex

I need help Well I have been dating this guy for awhile and He is my first boyfriend so it's really awkward and I'm starting to regret this. But what's worse is that I actually like someone else but he is too good for me. He would never go out with me so I said that I would go out with my boyfriend. And I still have feelings for the guy I've had a crush on. Also to make it worse a friend of mine has feelings for me and he is going to ask me out but he doesn't know that I have a boyfriend since I just started dating him. What do I do?

I need help Well I have been dating this guy for awhile and He is my first boyfriend so it's really ...

Love

ames i still cry every time my little siblings accidentally call me mom because i miscarried due to a pill overdose when i was 15 years old... the worst part is that my boyfriend still refuses to believe that our baby ever existed... i miss my little boy.

ames i still cry every time my little siblings accidentally call me mom because i miscarried due to ...

Love

suffering states of the mind need to be addressed to find real life and everlasting love and having purpose and jubilation away from bullying and attackers!

suffering states of the mind need to be addressed to find real life and everlasting love and having ...

Pride, Love

This girl and other stuff There is this girl in my class that I think is really cute. I was nice too her but sadly it never took off. I feel alone in the class as usual ... Few can connect with me. It might be the case for a long time. Few see me for who I am. How many see ourselves for who we are. I am just starting and I still seek approval from others. I wanna just complete my BSC and move on to be a photojournalist / wedding photographer and capture moments lost to me as I am the agent and not the observer. I want to make a better world with my camera and hope it says something. Yet this day and age photographer are more linked with perverts voyeur than an artist. I am an artist ben

This girl and other stuff There is this girl in my class that I think is really cute. I was nice too...

Love, Marriage

Men's Legs My favorite season of the year is Summertime. The reason Summertime is my favorite season is because I'm a man who enjoys the opportunity of seeing other men in shorts, and that chance of being able to see other men's legs. I just love looking at other men's legs. It excites me and turns me on. Its a weird fetish I've had for a very long time, and for some reason I can't help it. I love seeing men in shorts with athletic legs, great calf muscles, or men with legs that just fill out their shorts handsomely.

Men's Legs My favorite season of the year is Summertime. The reason Summertime is my favorite seaso...

Love, Gay

My dearest Qkuelton.Youre the first thing I think about when I wake.Youre the last thing I think about when I go to sleep.You consume me.Your gaze makes me weak in the knees.I love you,I need you ,I want you. The eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart.To bad were married to other people.Too bad I was so damn stupid to marry such a selfish,messed up moron with an equally messed up family.If it wasnt for my kids I would leave.......

My dearest Qkuelton.Youre the first thing I think about when I wake.Youre the last thing I think abo...

Love

i wouldn't allow myself to get in relationship or marry without a job because of the way usa rick treated me. no job = no husband or boyfriend. its equal or nothing. it would take an incredible dream guy (like euro model prince with a medical degree and hot looks and actor, singer song writer, politician and ceo of some big company with billions who looked like a hot model and who was nice, (and yep they don't exist) to make me commit to him and i can't commit to any man at all.

i wouldn't allow myself to get in relationship or marry without a job because of the way usa rick tr...

Love, Sex

Confused about life I have no idea what to write...this is my first time doing this. I usually don't do this or talk about things but I thought I should give it a try... I'll probably just ramble about somethings and just say whatever is on my mind, hahaha...probably if anyone of you do finish this you'll think I'm either a freak, stupid, dumb, evil, or whatever... I know I am no saint and for sure I know I have done SO many things wrong, and i know I should let it go since its in the past but...it all comes back haunting me and I just don't know what to do anymore. I bet you probably wondering what I mean...I guess I'll just give you a somewhat story of my life and let you guys judge me, my choices, my actions, and everything or something I guess... Since the beginning of what I can remember my dad has a gambling problem and my mom became strict and puts the family above all else. At times we would never see my dad for days and my mom would always think of ways to get him back either thinking of scaring him by taking us somewhere else, telling him stories about incidents like almost being robbed or having bad things occur to us. Since they were also new to America they were also set in there traditional Asian ways with carpal punishment. But the thing is my dad took all his anger and frustration on my mom, and it passes down...from my dad to my mom, them from dad and mom to my brother, and from those three to me, and then usually from me to my sister. with me in the middle of the line up of siblings. As a child I never went to friends house, first time ever was in middle school. (no birthday parties or anything). It was always school and home...with how our parents were...a gambler and a supporter, us children were always either studying, playing our n64 or watching tv with the eldest in charge, my brother...we barely ever saw our parents only early in the morning or at night. Things got bad and we moved, but things didn't really change. Father didn't gamble because he was busy with things my mom got two jobs to pay off debts, but in the end those debts found the, and my dad decided to get "easy money" gambling again. Thats when my mom's parents moved in with us. things were okay for a while, but in the end we had to move again. both our parents got jobs, my brother moved out. but things didn't really change...dad was a gambler, my was still strict with money and put the family first, brother was still everyone's favorite, my sister was still spoiled and everyone would always have her back, and me...I tried to gain some control but never ever works...I found that out the hard way several times, once before we ever moved when i was yelling at my sister for breaking my cassette player and woke my dad up from his late slumber after coming back from the casino and he got irritated and mad and had a metal rod...started hitting me and in the end I ended up with a hole in my head...fortunately it did not go through the skull...other times I learned my lesson from my brother because I couldn't do well on a game I was playing with him, or I was doing the same thing he does to me on my sister. As time went by, after our first move before my mom's parents came, I slowly got into girls but because of how i was raised I didn't really put myself out there for dating because my parents were against it...but I was intrigue nonetheless...especially more so when my sister fell of a mountain bike that was obviously too big for her and hit her crotch on the bar...I took her home which was not even a block away and she said she was bleeding and said I had to look...I was against it at first and said I should get out mother but she insisted and I did and although she was bleeding I was amazed, but in the end I saw a cut and went and got mother. few months later, the thought hunts me and I somehow convinced her to bath with me, keep in mind I was a middle schooler...and all we did was bath. not long after that I got caught and it never happened again and around that time was when my mom's parent's came. Like I said after they came not long we moved again and my brother moved out...not much drama goes on except I try to gain some control but in the end I was still the one being taught a lesson by my parents. then my mom's brother daughter moved here with her son...and we got close quick but slowly I got interested...I started with her undergarments, then moved on to her used ones...then her husband came and I backed off all the way, did some stupid things to her kid...scared him, pranks, such and such...but in the end they found their own place...my father still gambles away all his earning and whatever he can find at home, my mom is still trying to secretly hide her money and protect her family meanwhile trying to get him to stop in the end all they do is argue. before ending my middle school life, I decided to set the school trash can on fire and that went on my record...I don't know if I wanted to get back at the school, rebel against my parents or what but I did it...Not long later, my mom's dad dies...that just put me down so much, he used to help me even if I was in the wrong...after that not much changes...drama everywhere, I slowly rebel sorta...started lying to my parents about school work and everything and started going to friends house, do homework, play games, hang out...anything but go home, home should be a place to be yourself and relax, but to me home is h*** and I'm barely ever happy here. Anyway, after the summer I was accepted back to school at the beginning of the school year...everything is the same, I lie and don't go home, still try to gain some control but pretty much gave up, barely associate with family...dad still gambles, and so on... Then we finally get to go on our first family vacation back to our native country...met all my mom's relatives, mostly hung out with my mom's younger sister's 4 daughters...actually 3 because one had to work all the time...but in the last two weeks of the vacation me and my sister went to their house and lived there so it was easier to do fun things. as the vacation time went up, I was deeply sadden because it was truly the first time I had fun and relaxed a little...then a year or so later my mom's younger sister's family moved to lived with us...fast forward a little, the youngest of the 4 is around my age and we got along somewhat well...but somehow we got into a more intimate stage, family found out a little was not too happy, gave us warnings, but we just snuck behind their back...that just pushed me more into girls, in which I screwed over two friendships with, and gave up many chances...in the end, she broke it off because I didn't have time because I was working as a salesmen...now, not only have I screwed up two friendships, but also any relation with her (cousin). Now, I look at myself and see what I have become...as a child I wanted to be extraordinary...be a person with super powers or do something amazing to be unique...but now, all I see is a neet (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NEET) who has sleep paralysis occasionally, alone while all his friends move on with their life...constantly wondering why he is alive and what he will ever do. Looking back at all his mistakes and wishing and hoping to go back and fix them. Wondering if his death is better for him and everyone...constantly thinking about randomly disappearing from everyone he knows. Also, what is death like, where does one go, how does one feel. Right now, I guess I am just confused about everything and all the mistakes and such that I have made...I guess I am trying to run away from it rather then deal with it because I don't know how. I feel like I am losing everything while everyone is moving ahead and away. i don't want to be left alone and stuck, but I don't want the change either. I just don't know anymore, I just want another life...I want a restart, I just want a end button. please help."

Confused about life I have no idea what to write...this is my first time doing this. I usually don't...

Murder, Love

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is 18 years younger to me. I am in my late 40’s now. I am in love with my mother's maid, she is a mother of five and was married at a very young age of 13 as common in our country. She was raped by her married uncle before she got married to a person with no family and home just because she was stigmatized as a rape victim and her father thought that no good person would marry her. She works at different houses in our neighborhood to earn and feed her children and husband and to meet her household budget. When she asks her husband to work and support her, she is harshly abused by him (physically and mentally). But she doesn’t have the courage to retaliate. She is in her early 30’s now but very gorgeous – the hallmark of her personality which attracted me. Though I know her for years, have fantasized her many times in past but it was only 6 months ago (while she was working in our kitchen), I felt she was inclined towards me and I felt the same. She disclosed that she loved me. After that, we are having s** at regular intervals. When I move to other cities for work, we communicate on phone but she seldom shares her personal life with me. I know it’s hard for her because of a male dominant society and an oppressed and obedient wife. I have no idea how she exactly feels about her husband and me. Though she says she loves me but also says that her husband has the primary right over her life and she belongs to him. This hurts me very badly. It is so difficult for me to accept her husband as her husband and to thing that he is controlling her life. Though she says she loves me, but I wonder if it’s true. Even though I know we can’t be together, yet I often find myself thinking about ways to marry her. I know she wont leave her husband as it would not be acceptable by the society and she will be more stigmatized if she does and in presence of 4 sons who are now growing up. The eldest is already studying in a college. She is the most beautiful woman ever who came into my life, and I don’t want to lose her at any cost. No women have ever made me feel the way she does. Life feels deserted knowing she can’t be with me all the nights because of her husband. On the other hand I also feel guilty about cheating my wife and indulging myself in a vicious cycle of infatuation. She dominates my life. Her thoughts, her want has disabled my mind to think constructively about my life. I don’t know what to do? I need help, but don’t want to stop as well.

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is ...

Love, Lie, Abuse, Marriage

where you see urban decay its about heartbreak! I just see broken hearts and broken dreams! it needs an injection of love and tlc like I told a shop that has been sloppy and obsessed with money making rather then customer investment in quality and customer relationship building! quality and output then shows and so does input of investment and help employees and unemployed and urban shuttershock and enviro-psychological decline.

where you see urban decay its about heartbreak! I just see broken hearts and broken dreams! it needs...

Love

I use these online dating portals the other way around. The fattest and ugliest women get the highest or best rank. That's poetic justice!

I use these online dating portals the other way around. The fattest and ugliest women get the highes...

Love, Lie

Lately I've been thinking about hurting myself. I'm usually the 1st one to call out people who want to or already killed themselves. Now I'm sitting here thinking about it. I have no real friends. I pushed everyone away because of there fakeness Reason is why I'm still here is because of my wife. She don't know my dark thoughts. I pray that someone or something takes me out everyday. I fake my smile and hide my sadness by cracking jokes and trying to have fun. But at the end of the day, I'm not not satisfied. I sit down everyday when I'm alone for about 20 minutes when I get home having thoughts run wild in my mind. I feel like a coward thinking about it. But to be honest, if I never met her. I would've end it by now. I want to get help. But I feel I will get thrown away as damaged goods and forgotten about. I feel alone with no one to talk to.

Lately I've been thinking about hurting myself. I'm usually the 1st one to call out people who want ...

Love

ahh finally things are going ahh finally things are going smoothly.when i frequently shared fantasies Messing around with my friends A few weeks ago i had my two mates (both girls) stay around mine (i am also a girl), and after a while we were getting dressed to go out to my mates house party, but then while we were all standing in our lingere we all just stopped and stared at each other, after a couple of minutes we just started asking questions about each others bodies and then somehow ended up playing with each other in various places, but now everytime we see each other it goes further and im scared its going to ruin our friendship and effect our sexuality, also if it gets back to our boyfriends or parents we will be doomed, our boyfriends will probably find it sexually amusing and get us to perform like circus freaks, their coming around to take us out to the cinema in a few minutes and if one of us slip up and tell them we wont know what to do :/ so I feel guilty and want to know is this... Is It cheating?...ADVICE NEEDED PLEASE Ok so I have been with my boyfriend on and off for 4 years and we have had a very rocky relationship. We have broken up numerous times over stupid things and this one time when we broke up and he said some very nasty things to me (e.i I don't want you anymore and leave me the f* alone) so me being in love with him and thinking he was never going to come back to me I started talking to this guy from class. I wasn't in love with this guy nor did I like him very much, just thought he was kinda cute so I started txting him. He called me one night and we had phone s. Well it was more like him trying to get me to have phone s** with him and me just boredly complying so I won't hurt his feelings. Fast forward to about a week later. I stop talking to this guy because I obviously loved my ex and I was just fooling mself by talking to this guy and I stopped talking to him about 2 days after that I start talking back to my ex whom I was still in love with and we get back together. I would like to know is this considered cheating even though we broke up? I have never ever cheated in a relationship and im totally new to this whole dating thing period so Im really confused and I feel so guilty. My friends say its not cheating because we werent together and not to tell him because theres no telling what he did during that time that was probably worse than what I had done but the guilt just wont go away. should I tell him? I know its stupid to be going on a confession site asking for advice but this is really needed. any advice is welcome.

ahh finally things are going ahh finally things are going smoothly.when i frequently shared fantasi...

Adultery, Love, Gay

I had sex with my boyfriend Adam in his closet when we were young. I've never told anyone that a week later I experimented with his little sister in the basement. Or that she slept over my house instead of her friends and we spent all night naked in my bed. I'll never tell anyone I still think of her after all this time.

I had sex with my boyfriend Adam in his closet when we were young. I've never told anyone that a we...

Love, Sex

I have already done!

Love