Conservative old granny married religious lady SEEXXXX Messed up, You Have Poisoned My Heart.

I had been in love with a girl called alena for about six years now,two years back we had so much quarells and i hurted her too much coz i had phone sex wid a girl,after one year i again chaeted on her by having met a girl n took her number n phn sex her.that time too i told her n she was crying like hell.i did the same thing third time few months ago with another girl .i again told he n she tried to die.now theres nothing hidden about me.but some days ago i m flirting a girl of my class name is juliana.she has alrready a boyfrend.i care for her,i told her that i love her but not the kinda marry.still i feel in some corner of my hart that i m not doing good to flirt with so much love i got from my gf alena.so i cant tell her so confessing to myself and promise not to flirt again and be loyal to her for ever and ever.i m sorry alena.i woont do it again...

I had been in love with a girl called alena for about six years now,two years back we had so much qu...

From light to darkness I miss you, so bad it hurts. I know a part of you misses me too. I wish you would stop trying to hurt me, and actually reach out. I guess your like me, and can't. I tried, and for some reason, perhapes I'll never know. You shut me out. I can only speculate. The answer will never be clear and even if you told me, your true intentions. I'll never know. This Christmas, when the snow is falling. After you have laughed with your friends and family, take one moment. Remember me. Let me go. Then maybe I can heal. When your alone at night and everyone sleeps, as snow falls silently, but your still awake. And the lights the warmed the ground and covered your wounds are ripped away. remember I was the one you called, I was your family your friend, your other half. I would have died for you. You were my world. This, please will be the last Christmas, I cross your mind. And you cross mine. Let the new year traditions die, and we can forget. Time heals all wounds So, let me go. Let me out of this cage. Let me out, I'll mend my own wounds and finally. Flyaway.

From light to darkness I miss you, so bad it hurts. I know a part of you misses me too. I wish you w...

I think I had the chance to leave my 'ok' relationship for another one so I did to find something better. He wanted me to sneak to meet him but im not like that. I don't judge others for it but that's not me. Long story short, I stopped talking him for time to the other guy to try to work on my relationship and keep my hope going. I can't stop wondering if I did the right thing. I never met the other guy so in my head and heart , I was like, what if you don't like the other guy when you met him just all dressed up and words were "my favourite person in the world" when we met? What if he doesn't like my dress. I couldn't risk ruining what I have on that chance. Now I'm going to be forever wondering if I did the right thing til I see him but wanting to change so much about me. I miss them so much. I really felt something. ***** was my best friend. I felt so alone and lost. Did I do the right thing? yes I moved on. I will never know to do all the right moves to get what I want or people love me. That's what is going to haunt me forever.... wondering why people would never give me a direct answer to invites and why rejections for long time when I felt completely together and looking and hoping for someone completely new to meet.

I think I had the chance to leave my 'ok' relationship for another one so I did to find something be...