Confessions about 'Marriage'

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Overeating Disorder Ruining My Life... I am an 18 year old female and have been struggling with my diet for a little less than two years. Within the last year, I have been addicted to eating food. I usually would indulge in "healthy food," but no matter what, I would keep on eating and eating until my back was cramped, my stomach was stretched out of proportion as if I were pregnant, and stuffed to the point of vomiting. I remember in the spring of my junior year in high school that I promised myself that I'd try to not make a pig of myself and eat throughout my spring break. I actually succeeded. That was my first experience with fasting. After that, I wondered what it would be like if I only ate salads for meals, or whenever I got hungry, and began to exercise. So, I tried that and got addicted to exercise because it made me feel so good. I was unbelievably losing weight like crazy, even though I wasn't fat (I weighed about 127, and I'm 5'6) and I was fitting into clothes I had always wanted to wear. It was fascinating to me because I had never been a really "skinny" girl. I liked it. I cut mostly all carbs out of my diet, if I could help it, and would exercise off my meals if I could. My parents began to realize I was looking quite twiggy, because I had gotten down to about 112 lbs. I thought I looked good, but I know it was because my mom was jealous that she couldn't lose any weight. I basically wanted to do something that would make me proud of myself...because my life was so out of control...and that was the one thing I had control of...my diet. Well, I just wish I could go back to the person I used to be back then... because I've turned into a monster. I eat everything that is in sight...not only did I put carbs back into my diet when my mother gave me an ultimatum (back in the summer before my senior year)to either start eating a lot or go to the hospital. i chose eat more. But she made me eat so much...it really messed my routine up. I put peanut butter, cereal, pasta, nuts, oils, and all that back into my diet... instead of eating about only 500 calories a day (I worked the other 500 off during exercise).It was okay for a while because I kept exercising regularly and a lot... but I used to hide it because my mom wouldn't allow me to anymore. But after a while, I got lazier...and felt like sitting on the couch eating bowl after bowl after bowl...of whatever. Then, later in the year, before I graduated high school, I started eating refined sugar...and that really screwed me over. I started staying home from school, because I'd be so sick from the night before...I started throwing up after binging on usually sugary treats, and exercise was never enough..so it was discouraging..all my favorite clothes didn't fit anymore...and it made me an angrier person. I used to be so happy and lighthearted because I knew I was thin. It made me happy. Not only that, I used to have really bad acne, and was on medication for it for a long time, and I read that if you don't eat sugar (carbs and refined sugar) then your skin will improve. Mine did improve.... a lot. It just gave me such good results...and now I am sitting here...my stomach full of everything I could find in my house to eat...until I leaned over my toilet, about to puke, and told myself..."No...you've got to fix this. You've got to end this once and for all." I have been saying this to myself for so long. I really want to end this madness...this aching...I mean, I sacrificed a wonderful evening with my boyfriend to pig out...by the time he called to ask me to hang out, I had already began my binge...and was too full to work out...so I said "No." This is a problem. I want to be a better person and girlfriend. I need help getting there, though. I am asking for anyone's help...any advice...please, help me be who I used to be...I don't want to feel this desperate anymore...this horrible and disgusting...I wish there was just a reset button for when you do things that you regret...Please.

Overeating Disorder Ruining My Life... I am an 18 year old female and have been struggling with my d...

Marriage

Am an older guy. I have two kids with a younger woman (28) that I have had lots of problems with. We have had to fight for custody for the last 4 years and she hates that I want to raise our sons. We have been on and off for the last 5 years. She left me because she said am old, bald, have two older daughters, etc. Exactly two years ago, we broke up because she went back with her ex. That relationship failed quickly. Then she picked another guy immediately and lived with him for about a year and that one ended badly too. While with these men, she was meaner to me than I can ever explain here. What upset me is that she was denying me the kids and teaching them that the boyfriends were their dads. She was telling the kids to call each of them dad and could tease me about it. She has been communicating with me a lot lately and our babysitter had warned me to be on the lookout; she wants to move in with me because life has become impossible for her. The reason she has been talking to me is to lie to me, make it look like she really wants a relationship with me and states that she wants to raise our kids together. She has no clue that I have not forgotten how she always gets back with me when life has beaten her up away from me, that two months ago, she got fired from a job I helped her get 5 years ago, and that she most likely has no money and about to lose another apt lease. She is in nursing school and about to finish so she just wants get me to help her through the hard times and so disguises the whole effort to look genuine. If I take her back, she will run again as soon as she graduates and gets a decent job. What has her p*** is the fact that, while digging around to see what I have been up to, I told her I have dated several women and I am serious with one, who has seen our kids twice since in the last 9 months. Last weekend, the kids told her, in front of a group of women, that we both went to my gf apt and I hugged and kissed her. She text me very mad about that She is upset because of a woman she knows nothing about, so she says mean things about her and her race and age (new girlfriend is 4 years older than I), says I should not take our sons around the new woman (that she is only a sugar mommy because she buys me stuff) when she has living with men and the kids herself! Though I was hoping to consider thinking about working to better out relationship, and try to get along, I realized she is still impossible. I was mean to her myself and told her that the new woman has been the best I have had my whole life (true) and if she wants to be with me, she has to be better than her(no way). She got upset because I compared her to an “older wrinkled woman”. She had sent me a few pictures of her p earlier, so she asked me to go compare her p with that of my gf and see which one looks better. I told her the new gf bought me a washer and dryer this weekend (I was illustrating to her how peaceful & comfortable new gf wants my life to be) and that drove her off the edge. I heard she told our babysitter that if she had a key she would come over to my apt and destroy them. When I text her about the women, she told me she wanted to throw her Iphone and break it into pieces, because I gave her TMI. Why insist on info she knows she can’t handle or does not want to hear? I am not sure why she is p*, she has been f**** men and bragging to me about how good they were and now she can’t handle the fact that I have a woman who treats me exceptionally nice and genuinely cares about me as a person and all my children. Sorry this is so long, I just don’t understand some women.

Am an older guy. I have two kids with a younger woman (28) that I have had lots of problems with. We...

Marriage

I paid the hotel maid to give me a blowjob, first day on my honeymoon, before my wife woke up....

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

my daughter is 2 and a half months old my daughter is 2 and a half months old and until just yesterday i wished she wasn't around so i could have my life back. a guy told me i "choose" to take care of her, instead of spending more time with him. even if i had a choice, i would choose her over anyone. i love her like i have never felt love. thank you james, for making me realize how much i love my daughter. and how worthless you are. maybe as worthless as her father. want to cheat and leave him with the kids and move on with my life.

my daughter is 2 and a half months old my daughter is 2 and a half months old and until just yesterd...

Adultery, Marriage

My husband can't satisfy me I hadn't slept with anyone before I got married and now when my husband and I have s he can't make me c. He dries hard to please me but doesn't do enough. When I an away from him and we sext over the phone I can make myself c** but not the case when he is there. I met this other guy recently and I started an affair with him. He makes me come several times in one round. What must I do my husband is becoming frustrated and the other guy wants me to leave my husband and marry him? I want someone else.

My husband can't satisfy me I hadn't slept with anyone before I got married and now when my husband ...

Adultery, Hate, Marriage, Sex

I knew that when I broke up with you I would miss you. I dont miss the drama and the complicated parts of our relationship, but its the sexual part that I knew I would miss. My new lady loves me and gives me everything but in the bedroom she is a ten while you are a 12. When i made you drinks you would transform into the hottest woman in the world. There was nothing I could not do to you. I experimented with every sex toy imaginable. Stretched your pussy to its limit. Whipped you while you loved it and asked for more. Just wanted to confess that on occasions, I miss your sexual surrender and even thank you for the memorable nights we enjoyed. Cuidate querida. Chao!

I knew that when I broke up with you I would miss you. I dont miss the drama and the complicated par...

Marriage

Why did I have to go off and get married again? I was a happily divorced man with my life together and doing well. Ever since I got married again it has been constant whining, complaining and problems. Nobody can have that many problems and I can't fix them for somebody else anyway. They have to fix them. I'm so tired and exhausted I don't expect to live more than another 5 or 6 years at this rate. Women want equal rights everywhere, and then want to be catered to like a queen in addition to that. You can't have it both ways

Why did I have to go off and get married again? I was a happily divorced man with my life together ...

Adultery, Marriage

Soon wouldn't be quick enough My husband should drop dead. He left me an insurance policy that will keep myself and our children OK. I also think he's having an affair, or wants to. I just called him to see what is up and he got mad at me. I have wanted him to have what he wants whether it be the car he wants, or other guy toys he covets, but I have told him I am not sharing him with another woman. I am so angry at him I wish he would die of a painful heart attack in that damn car he always wanted. This is sad for me to want this, I know. He hurt me so bad.

Soon wouldn't be quick enough My husband should drop dead. He left me an insurance policy that will...

Adultery, Murder, Marriage

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am alone. I am in the middle of a breakdown because I feel the need to talk to people but I can't. It is usually with my girlfriend,, but it also when I see other people talking to each other I get jealous and... depressed? I feel like i have nobody. Is there a way to get rid of this feeling? (sorry if this is in the wrong category but i don't really know where this would go) but I just had a baby with someone else i am a confused teen who masturbates and feels empty doing so and never allowed friends like other normal people til this year things gone crazy. I'm a college graduating student and I have also have a boyfriend and you haven't even graduated high school.

i love her Unfortunately full of jealousy and clinginess I have this undying sadness whenever I am...

Pride, Hate, Gay, Marriage, Sex

My boyfriend and I are pretty much in an amazing relationship. 5 years strong, but not married yet. Marriage isn't the top of my priorities...but... I just dont know why he wont even propose to me yet... all our friends are married, on their way to having families and moving on to bigger and better things... why can't we? He totally has the money to be engaged to me.. and he knows i want a destination wedding, so it will be cheaper than a traditional wedding.. but... still no big question asked to me... I just feel so sad when people asked why i'm not married to him yet. My only reply is I dont know... He does love me, he is committed (we have a house, car, insurance, phone, a dog and cat all together) and it's not like i ever want kids. I hate kids, and that should be a huge plus for him. I don't know why.. maybe he's getting bored of me....

My boyfriend and I are pretty much in an amazing relationship. 5 years strong, but not married yet. ...

Marriage

Cheating on Hubby with Ex BF I am a married woman for past 21 years. I am happily married. My Ex BF lives in another country. Yet I am not able to forget my Ex BF. I have met him twice since I got married (21 years) to have sex. We chat on regular basis. We both live very far from each other (5000 miles). I keep on lying and cheating on my husband. My Ex BF is also happily married. We both keep on making new email addresses and chat on whatsapp and phone calls. We do short video chats and share photos all sorts. I think my husband knows, but whenever he confronts me. I change the email address and assure him that there is nothing between me and my Ex. Then after sometime, both, my Ex and I are on it again. Any advice?

Cheating on Hubby with Ex BF I am a married woman for past 21 years. I am happily married. My Ex BF...

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

Married, but trying to get someone pregnant I am married with children, but I am trying to get this single woman I know pregnant. She just wants my baby, nothing else, and says this will be like a sperm donor arrangement, so no further obligation from me. My wife doesn't know. I love fucking other mens wives and getting it anywhere.

Married, but trying to get someone pregnant I am married with children, but I am trying to get this...

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

My best mates partner, Tracey the gym instructor, who is so easy on the eye it's not funny, came to my place last month in tears, she had caught my best mate cheating on her.. She didn't know what to do, we talked & slowly drank wine, till the sun came up, we had so much in common, through conversation I let her know when we were kids he was the same, he'd thought he'd gotten away with sleeping with my girlfriend undetected,,, a wicked smile flashed onto her face, eyes locking on my body she openly admitted to me as she put her mouth on my ear sucking it softly and whispering that she had always enjoyed perving at me, & offen dreamed of me pounding her instead of him, many times in her mind, since she had known me. I laughed outloud & without thinking I replied " so u should think of me, I'm twice as big & 5 times the stamina".... I used to date one of friends & was sure they had swapped info on their men....then I stood up, telling her she knew what she had to do-- the silly bitch got on her knees & went to give me a blow job.... I put my hand under her chin, lifting her back to her feet, gently smiling & said, go & sort yourself out & deal with your relationship..........& your your more than welcome to move in to - if u choose to leave & have nowhere for tonight & beyond

My best mates partner, Tracey the gym instructor, who is so easy on the eye it's not funny, came to ...

Adultery, Marriage

I love fucking married women. I love seeing their wedding ring on while we are having sex. There is nothing more sexy then cumming in another mans wife, I will only fuck another mans wife.

I love fucking married women. I love seeing their wedding ring on while we are having sex. There is ...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage, Sex

i dont want to loveyou anymore You are never going to stop hurting me and you dont even mean to. all you are interested in is sex and i dont think it is even sex with me, why would you want to, you used to tell me i was beautiful, but i that what you really thought? is it possible you would ever want to be more than friends?. you give out mixed signals, when we are drunk even asking me to pretend to be your girlfriend for no apparent reason..when you said kiss me i didnt know how to take it, so a quick kiss on the lips was all i offered. did you want more because i know i did,l i just wish i knew what you really thought. it is so hard to tell if you are joking or if your advances are truly how you feel. when you are stoned and we were in the car in the back, you put your arm around me, was i meant to lean in, it is so hard to tell how you are really feeling! please just make it clear

i dont want to loveyou anymore You are never going to stop hurting me and you dont even mean to. a...

Pride, Hacking, Marriage

I am cheating on my wife. I am 49, she is 6 months younger than I am, we have been married for 20+ years. The first 10 or 12 years were good. We had sex 3-4 times a week and usually more than once at each sitting. Then she started going through menopause early at about 32 years old. Sex fell off to about once a month if I pester her enough. I started looking online for at dating sights and CL. Real relief came from a co-worker. I would have lunch with her once in a while, she wasn't happy with sex at home, I wasn't happy. We get together once a week for an extended lunch or tell our respective spouses we have to work a little late and spend a few hours at our hiding place and have wonderful sex. I don't feel guilty, I am just getting my needs taken care of by someone who wants to be intimate. I wish the situation were different because I love my wife but she doesn't appear to be interested in my needs.

I am cheating on my wife. I am 49, she is 6 months younger than I am, we have been married for 20+ ...

Adultery, Marriage

A few months back I was on here confessing I was using my husband for US citizenship. About 2 months after I finally filed for divorced as an American woman. I did not want to go back to the cold of Canada. We live in Hawaii and I am finally in paradise. Although we were married for 10 years, he made me a mother when I did not want to be and I have despised him for it. Our kid and him do have a tight bond and he can have full custody. I just want to stay in Hawaii. My best friends from Canada can move in with me now and we can hit the beaches every day. But I will get our house, I will get the cars, I will get alimony. I don't have to look for a job ever again. Thank you America for making divorce so much easier, as opposed to Canada where you have to wait 1 year after separating.

A few months back I was on here confessing I was using my husband for US citizenship. About 2 months...

Adultery, Marriage

The wife keeps forgetting to buy dog food for the dogs. This time, she went out of her way to get all kinds of stuff she likes and spent half the day cooking it. Now her girlfriends and her are having a "Girls weekend" away from town. There's zero dog food left in the house, and the stores are closed.....so I just took batch one of the food she made for herself for next week, warmed it up and fed it to the dogs. Maybe she'll get the message when she has nothing to eat.

The wife keeps forgetting to buy dog food for the dogs. This time, she went out of her way to get al...

Hate, Marriage

Just need to vent... I'm 19 and I have a daughter. Her father left us and hates me. I am in love with him still. I don't think I will ever be over him but I'm trying to move on and I have started talking to someone and he has a daughter himself and he makes me happy. Today we talked for an hour and I haven't heard from him since. I guess it's just I want someone to talk to and he made me happy and he's not there. Anywho, as I said I have a daughter and I ki da want another baby...ugh.

Just need to vent... I'm 19 and I have a daughter. Her father left us and hates me. I am in love wit...

Marriage

Mother in law secret H*, son in law ***. My name we will just say is, Z-lyn. an Elderly lady I have a secret I want to share. I was widowed with 2 kids. My daughter was married and lived close by Her Husband, My Son in Law used to come and help me decorate. When we were working my Son In law was behind me and leaning over me I could feel his body pressing against me in a Sexual Manner I moved and ignored it. As we were shaving tea Coffee sitting on floor . I felt my Son In Laws hand carressing my legs I said nothing never stopped him he never went further. I started to flirt a little never too serious I Wore cheesecloth tops exhibiting my bra etc even used to part my legs wearing panties of a color he could well see.I admit I have a full crush for my son in law and to this day I still have a desire for him I would love to openly tell him of my feeling but never have that has been suppose to be embarrassed I am in my 70s and regret not having an affair with him, I know he is my son and was with my daughter but he has always been mine also its just she doesn't know that, and will never know.

Mother in law secret H***, son in law *****. My name we will just say is, Z-lyn. an Elderly lady I ...

Adultery, Marriage