I Don't Want to Go There is a concert tonight at my home school (I go to a different school because I wanted the free college senior year), but my parents said that I can't go. I have horse riding lessons every Thursday, despite being scared of horses. During my second lesson, I was nearly bucked off and now every time a horse makes a movement similar in any way to that horse before it tried to buck me off, I get even more scared then I already was/am. I can't get out of it because they already hired the person to give me lessons so they'll have to pay no matter what, but I really don't want to go. I'd rather see my friends and not have the s*** scared out of me for a half hour.

I Don't Want to Go There is a concert tonight at my home school (I go to a different school because I wanted the free college senior year), but my parents said that I can't go. I have horse riding lessons every Thursday, despite being scared of horses. During my second lesson, I was nearly bucked off and now every time a horse makes a movement similar in any way to that horse before it tried to buck me off, I get even more scared then I already was/am. I can't get out of it because they already hired the person to give me lessons so they'll have to pay no matter what, but I really don't want to go. I'd rather see my friends and not have the s*** scared out of me for a half hour.
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