I decided to swear more and have a potty mouth now and then, to avoid cancer and illness. they say swearing is good for your health. I don't really like swearing and its a sign of being abused and terrets syndrom. I just call it "being real" I don't feel that I have to so proper to say it like it is rather then glossing it over! and I have heard that just as many "ladies" do swear and no one likes someone who is too perfect.? well, I am just being real when I am down right "Bloody angry and flabigastered and shocked by the audacity of some and their behavior and the dismissle of the human rights of people and womens rights, that I don't have to put up with I do think conservative with some things and enviro and working class with other things and dry conservative old these days . I have turned on a lot of my thoughts about certain things about gay marriage etc, because I like "common bloody sense" and there are some things I am not going to be lady like about and others I am... I still believe that no society like the rsl has the right to abuse entrants raising money for their charities and should never be treated as common whores and I might be old fashioned to say that I feel leigh morris as the co-ordinator should have done a better job, when my aunty was in miss australia and when my dad was a miss australia judge it was certain uncommon for a woman to not be chaperoned by parents or older relative male or aunty for that matter in "debutant or coming out season" in older times and I am sorry but I still think that the ships party should have been a little more snappy and sharp and there is no point of inviting guests on board for abuse, when to be honest a formal dinner and dance and door prizes would have raised more money for all the girls who wanted to participate in it. and I am not going to tolerate someone like a creepy loser like ken carey with nothing going for him and drunken swilling and abuse; its completely immoral what he did, my mother and father a lot of people have agreed with me about this only an very rude person would say that ships behavior and leigh morris advice and nonsense that night was normal. I said I was ill I said I didn't want to go because I had taken strong medication and she was bullying me to go. I am not going to tolerate people treating me with this bullying anymore. my parents and my doctors have said I deserve better!!!!

I decided to swear more and have a potty mouth now and then, to avoid cancer and illness. they say swearing is good for your health. I don't really like swearing and its a sign of being abused and terrets syndrom. I just call it "being real" I don't feel that I have to so proper to say it like it is rather then glossing it over! and I have heard that just as many "ladies" do swear and no one likes someone who is too perfect.? well, I am just being real when I am down right "Bloody angry and flabigastered and shocked by the audacity of some and their behavior and the dismissle of the human rights of people and womens rights, that I don't have to put up with I do think conservative with some things and enviro and working class with other things and dry conservative old these days . I have turned on a lot of my thoughts about certain things about gay marriage etc, because I like "common bloody sense" and there are some things I am not going to be lady like about and others I am... I still believe that no society like the rsl has the right to abuse entrants raising money for their charities and should never be treated as common whores and I might be old fashioned to say that I feel leigh morris as the co-ordinator should have done a better job, when my aunty was in miss australia and when my dad was a miss australia judge it was certain uncommon for a woman to not be chaperoned by parents or older relative male or aunty for that matter in "debutant or coming out season" in older times and I am sorry but I still think that the ships party should have been a little more snappy and sharp and there is no point of inviting guests on board for abuse, when to be honest a formal dinner and dance and door prizes would have raised more money for all the girls who wanted to participate in it. and I am not going to tolerate someone like a creepy loser like ken carey with nothing going for him and drunken swilling and abuse; its completely immoral what he did, my mother and father a lot of people have agreed with me about this only an very rude person would say that ships behavior and leigh morris advice and nonsense that night was normal. I said I was ill I said I didn't want to go because I had taken strong medication and she was bullying me to go. I am not going to tolerate people treating me with this bullying anymore. my parents and my doctors have said I deserve better!!!!
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